The room was big and had large windows.
Against one of the walls was a shelf with books, and
scattered around the place were boxes containing all
sorts of toys, cars, small airplanes, plush animals...Facing
the main window was a desk with a computer on it. And,
hanging on the wall ,facing the bed, was the picture.
It was not a big one. It was framed in golden wood and
the little boy remembered seeing that picture on the
wall all his life- that is, all the time ever since
he was a baby that picture had been hanging there. He
would look at it before going to bed and when he would
wake up in the morning. It was a painting of a very
nice looking house, with smoke coming out of the chimney
and, far away in the background, a neat small town.
For some reason, lately, the little boy had been looking
at the painting more and more closely. And thus he discovered
a portion of funny small details...and the continuous
changes in it. First he had noticed the changing of
the seasons : how the november snow flakes timidly covered
the ground, how the sky became grey and then, next morning,
the boy would come out of bed to see that the world
outside his window was entirely white...and the same
happened in the landscape of the painting on the wall.
And if he would come real close to the picture he would
see, on the fresh snow in front of the painted house,
a row of footprints on the soft snow...
Strangely, he didn't feel the least bit scared ! But
he understood inside himself that he didn't want to
share the secret of the picture with anyone - not even
his mother. He decided to do a bit of detective work
: he wanted to know a bit more about the painting -
the oil painting - on the wall : who had made it ? Who
had bought it ? And why was it put in his room ?
No one seemed to be able to answer to the first two
questions. His grandmother seemed to remember she had
found it in her own attic...or was it another painting
? Yes, it was another painting representing a castle
near a lake. As to why it was put in his room...well,
it just happened. Just seemed appropriate, after all
it was a beautiful painting that represented a very
nice house having in its background a neat little town.
If you set your eyes real close you could see, in that
small town, the church, the main bank, tiny cars...but
this no one knew about. It was his little secret. And
so everyday he looked at the painting and felt that
it was not lifeless as common oil on canvas...it was
sort of a window to another world !
Winter came and went away. Spring announced itself with
a fresh blue sky and green baby buds on the trees. Faraway,
at the edge of the small town, the lake that was used
for ice skating was now merrily covered with various
boats.
Time went by and the little boy kept his attention focused
on the painting...it seemed he made a discovery almost
every day. He was now sure the little house was inhabited...for
one thing, there was the smoke coming out of the chimney.
And he could swear he noticed the faintest glow of the
lights of the Christmas tree, last December. And how
could you explain the carefully tended garden, among
other things ? And what about the antenna for the television
, on the roof ? And he could swear one day he even heard
the faintest bark of a little dog...but this was really
getting a bit too much : now not only he saw things,
but began hearing things as well !
Absolutely unexpected, the trouble began at the dinner
table. He didn't feel much like eating stew. He planned
to eat just a bit of bread with jam and drink a glass
of milk and then go to his room, supposedly to finish
his maths homework. But his mother thought a bit differently
:
-There is something here which is not ok. Just yesterday
I met your teacher in the supermarket and she told me
how uninterested you seem to be during the classes.
She even asked if you are sick. And I understand, you
don't seem to be yourself anymore...you always look
tired and pale, you don't anymore play with your friends,
you isolate yourself in your room...
At this point his father said :
-I think your mom is right, you know ? You seem somehow
different...
-Maybe it's just tiredness - suggested the mother.-Do
you feel tired, is that it ?
-I think it is something else.- said the father.-It's
as tough he would be worried about something...Tell
me, son : is there anything bothering you ? Is there
someone who is scaring you ? You can tell me, don't
be afraid...
The boy kept his eyes on the plate. And very quietly
said that there was nothing the matter with him.
-Maybe he is just nervous about the coming examinations
- whispered the mother. And that seemed to calm down
the little boy's father. It calmed him as well...as
long as the parents didn't suspect his little secret...he
was vaguely afraid that one day they would find out
what was going on. And what was going on is that he
actually was obsessed with the picture. He would keep
the small light by his bed and would look at the painting
until his eyes closed of pure exhaustion. Next morning
he would look at it, to see if there was any change,
and after school he wouldn't play with anyone, he would
just rush home , drink a quick glass of milk and go
to his room, where he feverishly looked at the picture,
in the hope of some small, microscopic change that might
give him the key for the whole mystery... because by
now, months after he first noticed the changes in the
painting (could it be so that there had always been
changes, but he hadn't noticed them ?)
he was firmly convinced that there was a mystery behind
it, and he would never any more find peace in his life
nor be able to be the carefree kid that he once was
- enjoying school, doing his homework, playing football
with his friends...one solution would of course be to
take the picture out of the room and put it somewhere
else, why not the hall ? He even materialized the thought
and hung the painting near the main door, but not for
long. He couldn't stand the tremendous emptiness that
seemed to fill the room. He also felt insecure, uneasy.
And strangely alone. So he just put it back on the wall,
where already it had left a lighter square, marking
where the picture had been hanging for so many years.
It happened about one week after that
dinner during which his parents had shown concern about
him and his unusual behavior. He was feeling sad. As
a matter of fact, he was getting more and more sad,
more lonely. And more frustrated. He hardly went out
of the room : only for the absolutely essential things,
like eating or going to school. The rest of the time
he would stare at the painting, sometimes so hard that
his eyes burned. And still he had not been able to find
anything. It was infuriating. He got so desperate that
he would even throw things at the picture. Sometimes
he felt like breaking it, cutting it to pieces or even
burning it. And he felt afraid of his own self, who
was able of such violent ideas. It was a new thought
about himself...He decided he needed to talk to someone.
Perhaps his father ? But his father was all the time
so busy he would hardly listen...Perhaps mother. But
mother, he knew it, was the kind of practical person
who would solve the case with some drastic move like
selling the painting or simply giving it away. And the
thought of never seeing it again filled him with unbearable
sadness. And the fact that then he would never be able
to decipher what was behind it made him feel frustrated.
It really seemed like a hopeless situation...And that
particular day he felt particularly vulnerable. He had
understood that in his class at school no one was anymore
keeping him company during lunch time ; no one invited
him to play anymore...as a matter of fact, no one even
bothered to speak with him any longer. Come to think
of it, Joachim's birthday had been two weeks before.
Joachim used to be his best friend...well, his best
friend had not even invited him for his party...on the
other hand, to be honest, it totally slipped his mind
to phone and say congratulations...everyone seemed to
be avoiding him. His own parents seemed colder, lately...
Bernard, the little boy, kept looking at the picture
with longing in his eyes : Oh, if only he would be able,
at least once, to plunge into that strangely peaceful
world...just to see who lived in that house, to be able
to look at the world from inside that house...could
it be that there was a kid living there as well, a kid
who, in his room, would have a painting hanging on the
wall and which would represent Bernard's house ? Stop
! Bernard said to his own thoughts . I am surely getting
mad !
...and suddenly, so suddenly he hadn't the time to think,
he saw the small house of the painting in front of him.
In flesh and blood. Pardon : in wood and brick. The
house. A real house, with a garden surrounding it, and
the wooden gate he had seen so many times. All was there,
real as real can be, in front of him. Like walking in
a dream, he approached the house. The front door opened
and a boy of about his age with a bright smile on a
freckled face said to him : "Hello ! Come on in
! Mamma has just made a chocolate cake for us. Come
and wash your hands before we go to the table. And then
we'll have all the afternoon to play !"
That evening, when Bernard's mother called him for dinner,
he sat at the table with a relaxed, happy face and said
"no thanks" when she asked if he wanted a
little bit more chicken. He was still stuffed with chocolate
cake !