14 May, 2000

So here's what's up of late:
Everything is going great.  School is almost over, I think I passed 3 of my 4 tests, as well as doing a good job on the SAT.  Biking is coming along quite well for being so early in the season, I've got 2 jobs lined up, with another possibility if I choose to persue it.  Girls aren't going so great, but I don't care; having a girlfriend sucks more than it doesn't suck.  Anyway, everything is going well for me.
So why do I always feel like I'm sucking?  I can't hold my own in most conversations, I think I'm getting dumber everyday, and the fact that Preston has gotten on every girl I've persued for the last year while I've sat on my lonely @$$ makes me question the validity of the statement "James is cool."
I'll have to think about this some more, I guess.