15 October, 2000
Sad sad sad.  Is it possible for me to get out of a hole that I dug for myself?  Of course.  Likely?  Almost.

I need to either stop listening to emo or I need to be a happier guy.  It doesn't make me feel any better to listen to this melancholy, depressed music all the time, but I can't help it.  I love it.  I love feeling secure in the knowing arms of a melodic antihero who knows nothing but failure, and that failure is what his success is built on.  In a strange, ironic way, that alone gives me hope for just about everything I devote my attention to:  success stepping on the back of failure.  It's like exploiting yourself.
three more years
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