"A Poem Called Bekah" And - after talking to Marcia Joanna Carolyn Joe, wailing baby girl fretting over the phone, I turn to paper it carries the call of home.

Write it.
Write it as well as you can
and if you can't,

write it almost as well as you can
and if that won't happen,

write it less than as well as you can, but do write it.

You know you must. So do. I want to write a poem and call it "Bekah."
But if I do it is certain to fall short.
And so I lurk around a poem called "Bekah."
And write about nothing else.

Bekah. The most beautiful girl in the world to me.
If I could have a daughter and build her to custom specs, I would build Bekah.

That is how this girl eludes the poem. I'll keep on trying, "til I reach the higher ground."
 

She laughs, laughs
opportunistically, with a sound
that was not known
Before her.
She romances laughter and
thrives on each guffaw,
A woman need never
Be bored.

Yeah. She talks, talks and talks
Her topics are infinitely
Personal. Her concern
Universal, her interest keen
as that of a genius
learning to read

Soon this child of brilliance
Will teach grown-ups how to be
How to keep the sparkle
humor, curiosity
For her it is something personal,
She cares. Bekah cares.

Bekah's body: 21 Bekah's soul: old
Bekah's energy follows her laugh
to the beyond that makes this world
small and miserable.
Bekah's laugh echoes beyond
our ears.

----------------

[ugh. not really]
 
 

Bekah

all i am is her mother
the vehicle she rode in here on....
she gulped her way through a life
too shortly she felt many ways
she can tell you
how she felt all the stages
of obsolescence never.

All I did
was carry her in and wail her out
She'll give you
pretty stationery drawn from edge to edge,
mushrooms
total house music
oh my god! a medium

[they want to refuse you]
[the...illegible words, what i do not know]

Wow. As if Bekah hypnotized me
my girl, damned if she was
about to miss anything!

Eyelids weighted supernaturally
and the kittens, yes. The kittens
playing ring around whatever

Skipping a tisket a tasket
I left a letter in my mother's
Cosmic mail basket.

Bekah. She is the undertaker
versed in counseling her peers.
All we need to do is
Surrender our finite ears.
Take easiest leave of

-------------

7:14 a.m.
And - then - I fell asleep! :)
Gee Bek. Seems I may have been on to something.
ya think? I like that first part more than I thought.
Oh, it cannot capture you girl. We know that but we'll keep trying.
Because without you in the world our love
lies heavy, tears.
Then we cry and cry and then some more.
Our love is lightened little by little.

Conveyance. Pain.

don't wanna let her go
love her need her
miss her so

Bekah-la, Bekah-la
She comes she goes
Sometimes I just wonder
Too rarely, I know.

amen.
With greatest love, your one and only mother
 

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