Fragility and cover-ups: Everything burns around me, or is scheduled to

Too little, too late: my curse of denial.

In the Affordable Care law?  2016-on, RFID chips to be implanted in babies.  Who knows in 2,700 pages of bureaucracy, corporate, union, giant group power.  The most ignorant in this country refuse to see that laws are negative (meant for penalizing).

2012.07.30-2012.07.31

Holmes formally charged; 24 (two for ea. victim) ct. murder, 116 of attempted murder; his eyes widened as the counts were read aloud; Ashley Moser is officially paralyzed.

Snoop Dogg in the news.
Denied Norway entry for 2 years for pot, fined over $8K for recent bust(s).
Becomes “Snoop Lion,” readies reggae CD.

Idiotic Chick-fil-A battle broils on:
Republicans rally behind the chain, and Progressives trying to evoke a civil rights movement try “kiss-ins.”

Liz Warren: China is the way.  She put the difficult-to-compare infrastructure work in the forefront of the economy: 9% in China v. 2.2% in the U.S.  As if living like a slave is great.

Collateral fraud (before) subprime loans at GM financial.
Increasingly going to the worst, they’re repeating the means of using subprime loans.

Facebook: besides debts/paybacks at some firms after the company went public...

Tecca/Mariella Moon: Timeline (introduced Jan.), the mandatory rollout.
Facebook will force all of its 955 million accounts to use the new, more visual profile layout this fall in order to give everyone a consistent experience throughout the site.

Mark Zuckerberg’s sister, Arielle, is now a Google employee.
Congrats Wildfire! There are officially now more Zuckerberg family members working for Google than Facebook! #awkward ;), sister Randi tweeted.

A correlation bet. homicidal/suicidal and SSRIs, such as Prozac, on Coast To Coast AM

Greed: an easy explanation when it comes to the anti-psychotics becoming the most pop. used on children.  Any excuse for psychiatric drugs — the pharmaceutical industry put its foot down on the working theory and practice of therapy over drugs over the fact that the medical establishment may lose money as a result.  Road rage more prevalent among women, as more women than men are prescribed antidepressants.  Even in serious cases, the drugs do more harm than good, and always create a dependency.  It can take months to years to get off of them for good without major withdrawal symptoms.

Before the second guest, who’s leading a charge in the bipolar-spiritual awakening...
How words effect your brain: effective communication.  As the brain typically handles only four to five chunks at a time, try to condense what you say in conversation to 30 seconds maximum.  Otherwise, things will get lost, and your listener will get bored, like students falling asleep at a lecture.

Obit

American writer and playwright Gore Vidal dies Tue., at 86, in his L.A. home, of pneumonia.  ‘Having an aristocrat’s bearing,’ he is being remembered for his keen skills as a novelist, essayist, screenwriter, and provocateur as well as a bundle of apparent contradictions…  One of his fictional stories that reflected on the reality of his own “unrepentant” homosexuality and need to get more gay characters out into the mainstream, The City and the Pillar (1948), a story about a man that comes to find that he’s gay, was considered very controversial for the time.  Vidal did some voiceover work for The Simpsons and Family Guy.  He also penned Portnoy’s Complaint, Myra Breckinridge (1968) and its sequel Myron (1974).

Vidal was also someone on the left and “off the deep end” as an anti-Semite and conspiracy theorist, putting his beliefs beyond that of a 9/11 “Truther.”

2012.07.29

2012.07.28

In 1971, Soviet geologists accidentally created a giant crater in the desert when they drilled into a natural gas pocket.  They dealt with the poison gas by lighting it on fire.  It’s still burning.

The end of privacy, on Coast To Coast AM

More things unavoidably scanned, more of the industry paid to spy and listen in on people, more abuse of power.  The FBI has paid over half a million dollars on listening to talk radio callers.

Unelected officials that have no scruples on Fourth Amendment rights.
The major supercomputer complex (#1 or #2 in the world), meant for the NSA, is built for the purpose of storing nearly everything about people for later extraction.  Phone calls, emails, online publishing and posts, account information — you name it.

Make sure you’re near farmlands.  Once the bank holidays occur, the shelves will wind up barren in a matter of hours.

Restoring Love coverage...nowhere to be seen on TV (doesn’t fit agenda)

It doesn’t appear the Code Pink or West Baptist Church (they hate everything) boycotts got anywhere.  And since I mostly avoid twitter (quality reasons), and it’s not broadcast on radio, I can’t really give you anything.

I can give you news that the appearance of Ingrid Michaelson (32, pop-indie songs have been used on Grey’s Anatomy) at Newbury Comics was sold out.

2012.07.27

Chinese govt. upbeat on flood news: 77, the official death toll, while an online toll, compiled by family members, is over 300.  So many Chinese still trust traditional media more, said Yang Haipeng, fmr. journalist with Shanghai Oriental Morning Post, noting the effectiveness of China’s censorship methods.

Xinhua news agency, Thu: Wife of Communist Party leader charged with intentional homicide.
Beijing: Gu Kailai, 53, wife of fmr. senior leader Bo Xilai, is accused of intentional homicide in the poisoning death of British businessman Neil Heywood.

Zhigui Du, Chinese mother of student Lin, 33, distraught during her daughter’s funeral, gave a eulogy.
Luka Magnotta is accused of dismembering Lin, and sending the parts to Canadian pol. parties and schools in May.

HealthDay: 2 HIV patients have virus subdued after bone marrow transplants.
Eliminating the (HIV lymphocyte) reservoir is the key to the cure, says Dr. Savity Pahwa.

LiveScience: Amish population booms in U.S., and most communities are based in OH, with over 60K, PA coming close second.  More than 60% of communities started in the 1990s, and state researcher Joseph Donnermeyer projects 1 mn. nationwide by 2050, out of 1,000 communities.

Lab technician David Kwiatkowski, who worked in 13 states, is accused of spreading Hep C; he says he’s terrified of needles, and has left a suicide note.

Three judges headed by the Lord Chief Justice Lord Judge: Court upholds appeal for Paul Chambers, 28; the Brit was arrested for venting in the form of a bad joke on twitter...while in an airport.

“Scientists find a 500-million-year-old mistake that led to the cr[e]ation of humanity.” A gene duplication fault, twice the number, compared with aquatic invertebrates; our gene structure would otherwise look like that of the lancelet.

WSJ: Tracy Lee and Don Howard Heathfield...not real names.
Update on the Russian spy ring: exposed two years ago; they recruited an agent’s kids.  Children grown in America, more “valuable espionage assets” than the “parent” spies.  Elena Vavilova and Andrey Bezrukov sure didn’t know Tim Foley.  He was 20, finishing his sophomore year at George Washington U. when the “parents” were arrested.

2012.07.26

The Amero is still on.  Those that’d turn us into Mexico want it.  Destroy the unions, destroy the middle class...

The bigger the govt. the worse the citizen: I will take care of you, your family, your community.  How about, I will take care of me, my family, my community.

Minneapolis: fedl. charges against members of Native (American) Mob updated.  Sawn Martinez is accused of murdering member Jeremee Kraskey, to stop him from “ratting them out,” last Feb.

CPSC sues to stop sales of magnetic Buckyballs, after swallowing cases.

Suspect Holmes sent a parcel with details of his shooting plans, using stick figures, to his psychiatrist.  The red flags came earlier than thought — dropping out of payment, being forced out of the house, leaving everything.

Paris, $1 mn. production, $100 cost: Madonna leaves stage after 45 min.; gets boos, negative fan ratings.

Instead of looking at the 300 deaths so far this year, Chicago targets Target

Even the Boston Globe considers IL’s Rahm Emanuel and MA’s “Mumbles” Menino’s war on Chic-Fil-A, a $4 bn. bus., absurd.
I have an opinion, and I’m expressing my opinion.  The Roman Catholic church Menino attends has the same opinion on gay marriage as the Fil-A pres.’s personal stance.  It fries my nose.  And for Rahm Emanuel, a Semite, to side with Nation with Islam, which is anti-Jew, anti-gay and strict/hard on women.  To add fuel to the fire, Roseanne decided to make an obscenity-laden tweet about how people that eat the food deserve the cancer that comes from the filets for Christ, chicken anuses.  Joe Rogan followed up on that, and Roseanne made an Olbermann-style “apology.”  (Sorry, left out an insult in the text.)  No?

Dumb.  The Week, 7.19: Chick-Fil-A’s anti-gay-marriage confession: bad for biz?
Actor Ed Helms, a fan of the chain’s fried chicken sandwiches, called for a boycott.

2012.07.25

Intentionally stillborn at 8 mos.: one of the latest in China’s forced abortions.  In Beijing, Pan Chunyan, 31, was kidnapped by eight govt. workers, injected with drugs to kill the son.

Used to call Bush ‘the worst thing that happened to America’:
AIDS activist and rock star Elton John recently praised former President George W. Bush, and considers Rush Limbaugh (performed at his wedding) ‘a friend’ in USA Today.

Divine intervention, cont’d

Original reporting by Senior media reporter Dylan Stableford, The Lookout.
Violinist and graduate of University of the Pacific Petra Anderson, 22, may have only reconstructive surgery to worry about, as a birth defect allowed the shotgun buck shot from the theatre shooting to enter her skull through the nose, channel its way like a marble through a straw of excess fluid to the back without causing any real brain damage.  A benign condition that she didn’t know she had, and it appears to have saved her life.

Med. costs are another matter.  Being uninsured, $165K has been raised.
An on-going downside: Anderson’s mother, Kim, has terminal cancer, according to the campaign website and senior pastor Brad Strait, who also talked about the “defect.”

New pains, growths—not the good kinds

I still see my life a dead-end, now ramping up the search for “Danielle,” not even knowing the full name...I easily drove families away over a decade ago.  Not as if I wanted to; I was a kid.  Knowing nothing.  The search(es) go on at least to cover loose end(s) before I die; I don’t mind being shot down.  Yet, maintaining certain discipline...may explode.  It’s still a f—ing web search.  No one will answer my questions...and whom to ask?  How do I get out of the general quagmire?  The one I promoted...

My better attitude on life and growing obedience aren’t enough.  The practical opportunities have to be there.  And how can there be a friendship if even Jon never asks me any favors?  For me to do something I may not like, but is well-capable of doing?  Maybe I’m just too unsuccessful, or fragile.  God knows I wouldn’t survive prison if I’re to brake any laws.

Then, a parallel pops up: Holmes got academic help, and is a programmer.  I chose to be a law-abiding citizen a loong time ago.  I sometimes explode in anger, but with words only, and the likelihood drops in reminder of that notion of deserving what I got, moving on.  The worst of physical harm, in the past, have left only bruises, some healing emotional scars.  Never would I go near planning or executing what someone like James would do, but I’m treated like a loner or a dick no matter how I try to reach out, often failing due to how perfectionists see dead-ends everywhere.  He threw his life away.  He had something.  I only see mine slipping, and... I listen when (or sadly, if) someone decides to talk—what made [guess] special.  Besides ID theft risks in motion, how does someone like me not be seen as a creep?  (I’m ugly; no money or appreciable drive— er, anything to fix anything.)

Anyway, this new attitude stems from a realization of appropriate placing: pleasure in the afterlife, work now.  The only real way to deal with the pain and responsibility... Then again, the tax code is a nightmare, not to mention your car breaking down in the middle of nowhere.  And the new, horrible laws.  And this new discipline is a b— it includes male denial, if you know what I mean.  (Humanity sucks....?)

Zero self-esteem kills males pretty fast.  I’d better step up.  But first, get some shut eye, as it’s Thu, 5 a.m. attempting to catch up on the news as far as typing goes.  Being the editor, it is now 6.  Now it’s the 27th.  Son of a— !

2012.07.24

“Berlin patient” Timothy Ray Brown says he’s still cured of HIV/AIDS.  2007 blood stem cell transplant from a donor with a rare mutation that builds resistance to the virus has left the virus unable to replicate.  Brown appeared frail but energetic Tue., addressing the media for the formation of a foundation in his name.

Repeal would widen the deficit 109 bn. says...someone/thing: doctors protested against the HC individual mandate in front of the U.S. Supreme Court in WDC.

Bill O’Reilly sees gun regulations ‘too loose’: ability to get a bazooka at a flowershop!  Just as he bought into Mancow’s false take on ‘loose radio regulations,’ despite how Opie & Anthony couldn’t do much of anything by then.  And Dianne Feinstein would be sitting, circling [which] non-wood weapons in a catalogue to ban.

[The] Dark Knight Rises makers to donate to victims

Is Holmes faking psychosis?  Not cooperating with police, falling asleep in the courtroom during his hearing after trying to maintain an “insane” stare.

Will you visit me in prison was posted on Adult Friend Finder prior to the shooting.  Orange-dyed hair in the photo.  And when he tried to become a member of the private Lead Valley Gun range, all owner Glenn Rotkovich could hear on Holmes’ answering voicemail was a creepy, weird, guttural voice.  These are the kind of instances that turned it from yellow flags like “shy loner” to red flags.

From a proud example of a successful local graduate to one of the most hated people in the country: Who he is now is not who he was in San Diego, said William Parkman, who, with his wife, Porsche, also 19, went to HS with Holmes’ sister, Chris.

Obit

Stage actor Sherman Alexander Hemsley, 74, at his El Paso home, of natural causes cancer.  He played George Jefferson on the Jeffersons (1975–85), which ran as a long-running spin-off to All in the Family, and made numerous guest appearances on later shows, such as Fresh Prince of Bel-Air (as Judge Carl Robertson and George Jefferson) and Tyler Perry’s House of Payne (as George again), and some commercials.  Hemsley played Deacon Ernest Frye on NBC’s Amen (1986-91).  The list goes on of his fame: the newer Twilight Zone (1985), Martin, a few unsold pilots, Family Guy’s “The Father, the Son, and the Holy Fonz”...  He worked with Isabel Sanford (played Louise J.) until her death in 2004.

2012.07.23

FCC [in Maine]: the person responsible will face automatic jail time.
The third first responder jamming incident since April: it’s narrowed down to four possible suspects due to repeat offenses, and the equipment used.

Never coming back: Four years probation, revenues to fall

Joe Paterno statue was taken down Sunday.
NCAA sanctions against Pen. State include a one-year suspension and $60 mn. in fines.

With media taking from Internet popularity, it’s easy to scam

HARO: Help A Reporter Out site.
The author of Trust Me, I’m Lying talks about media manipulation, including his own tests for by-proxy promotion and exposure, on Coast To Coast AM.

Obit

Former NASA astronaut and physicist Sally Ride, 61, after 17-mo. battle with pancreatic cancer.  She was part of Challenger 1983 (STS-7), after STS-2 and STS-3, becoming the first woman and youngest American (32) to enter space, and spent 8 months in training for 343 hours in space in 1984.  Still part of Challenger, she was named to the pres. commission investigating the 1986 disaster — only one to serve on both panels.  Ride left NASA in ’87 for Stanford U.’s Center for Intl. Security and Arms Control.  Inducted into the Natl. Women’s Hall of Fame, Ride won numerous awards, including the Braun (Natl. Space Society), and the Lindbergh Eagle.  In 2006, the Schwarzenegger’s inducted Ride into the California Hall of Fame, located at Ca. Museum for History, Women, and the Arts).

In her obituary, Ride put long-time female partner of 27 years, Tam O’Shaughnessy, as first survivor.

2012.07.22

Over 100 laws broken, 100-round clip(s) — laws did not stop a thing

Crime rate doubled: CO has some of the worst gun control laws in the country — the kind of restrictions that promote these shootings — Columbine, Church (abbreviated) — by growing the black market.  Effective: going after the illegal weapons while making it normal for law-abiding citizens to get a gun.

TIME editor: I’m agnostic when it comes to the Second Amendment, and there’s nothing wrong with politicizing this event.

Navy, Marine protection, divine intervention

The positive: the people who get their girlfriends out of harm’s way.  Four men shielded their female friends, one young woman held her hand over a friend’s neck, helping the wounded girl out of the theatre.  Tight grip: the shooter’s Smith & Wesson jammed.

2012.07.21

The now-“lawyered up” Holmes spent months-on-end planning the theatre shooting.  Not so insane now, is he.
It took a day to de-rig the apartment.  Noise trap: full-blast music to attract people, police to wired explosives.

Micro-fascist Michael Bloomberg tells the people to demand accountability of their leaders where they stand on Second Amendment rights.  Anti-gun rights advocates are less fearful now, with the non-stop lunacy of the world would stop having this violence if all guns were confiscated.

od28-6 news:
Marathon 1994-05 shapes demo.  Heads up by recent a post on the [email protected] forum.  Column-order expectations made the orange aliens look as if they’re on their right side, shadow on right.  I don’t know why the landscape isn’t showing up.

2012.07.20

Another document dump, blotted out by another massacre.

Massacre: 12 dead, 58/59 wounded, 5 in critical condition

Aurora, Colorado shooting at a “Batman: The Dark Knight Rises” premiere, at ~12:30 AM.
James Eagan Holmes, 24, the suspect held responsible for the shooting, is a former neuroscience honors med. student.  A “SuperPatriot,” after the comic book character: a 1986 Dark Knight comic theatre shooting was replicated, with “effects” that the audience thought were part of a special screening of the movie.  I’m the Joker, warning the police of traps at his apartment (trip wires, coke cans?): he dyed his head orange-red (unlike the green-headed Joker), wore a lot of gear, tactical gloves and a bullet-proof vest, used medium-to-high grade smoke grenades, and allowed himself to be arrested.

6-year-old(s) and 3-month-old(s) in an R-rated movie.
Disgrace: the treatment, to cancel appearances, intl. premieres, issue more silence and tighten police security (Police State) with no evidence to say that security is needed, because of a nut.  These things happen when people cannot talk — look at Saudi Arabia or (other) dictatorships, where you can’t talk about anything; you can only blow things up.

ABC was the first to politically call it: George Stephanopoulos and Brian Ross.
With the quality (and probability) of Googling “James Holmes + Tea Party” : we don’t know if it’s the same person, but it might be important — a Jim Holmes in Aurora, Colorado, became a Tea party member last year.  And that website hasn’t been updated since.  If you don’t know Brian Ross, he’s the “senior/chief investigative reporter” that tried to tie the Oklahoma City bombing to talk radio.

Thanks to ABC and 18 minutes to lay out the same political message as before, threatening calls from deranged people on the left have forced the 52-yr.-old Jim to change his phone number.  He should sue.

Individuals are not to be held for their own actions.
Chilling: Speech(es) given by the Bane character resembles...Obama’s.  See for yourself.

Obama g-father actually died falling from a chair, trying to change the drapes.  And they attack Romney for accurately quoting the President.  Bush didn’t whine about the novels and film(s) that told a story of assassinating Bush.  And the anti-gun nuts fill the net with madness, and the U.N. try to ramp up the anti-Second Amendment treaty, Iran at that top.

The mainly-young that died in Colorado

Orig. reporting by USA Today, other sources.  The death penalty is made for this type of crime.

Obit

Sandy’s (Howie Carr Show) family in our prayers, as well, as pancreatic cancer takes a mother.
Sara Lynne (Millin) Shack, 76, passed away after a long battle with the disease, while surrounded by family.  A real estate, art and antiques broker, she spent many years in Bethesda, raising the Shack family with Thomas G. Shack, Jr., 53.  Sara Lynne is survived by her sisters, Thomas, their children and son-in-laws.

2012.07.19

(Possible) hail today, gone tomorrow.
Dust Bowl-style droughts, high temps cross the nation (and few sharp differences).

Obit

Sylvia Woods, 86, creator of Harlem soul food restaurant “Sylvia’s”.

2012.07.17

Desperate: D says Batman’s Bane reflects Romney & Bain

Yes, with the...shaved head and metal.  The character was created in the ’90s, and its creator compares Senator Obama to the Senator in...Star Wars.  Join the Force...

In response to another softball Yahoo! report:
Obama has said, ‘Now, I--I have to be honest...a non-partisan study: 800k jobs shipped overseas under Romney,’ and that “non-partisan” is a Dem.-only donor.  Each day, [it’s] clearer, virtually squeaky clean vs. status quo that causes the promotion of outsourcing.  How it fits here: he does have to be honest...  See: compulsive liar research.

Unlike Yahoo!, this text stays forever.  Bask in my “humility” from a regular blog comment poster.  Response, from “I.C.,” Miami Florida: Compulsive liar. That would be you.

Vote for me, my, I, again, and, uhh...we’ll cause the problems we’ve been saying are already here (we’re a virtual Empire, now), and...point the finger at any opposition... uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, infiltrating them as well (by the most dangerous man in America, Cass Sunstein).

Not So Desperate

Dreams reveal my negative existence.  Energy vampire?  I got a response.  Can’t quite interpret the response, though.

2012.07.16

Nazi-hunting Simon Wiesenthal Centre: #1 suspect Laszlo Csatary, 97, tracked down in Hungary; accused of deporting Jews, 300 in ~15,700 deaths; from Kosice to Kamenetz-Podolsk, Ukraine, where almost all were murdered in the summer of 1941—statement in a Sunday report.  Absent, a Czech court condemned Csatary to death in 1943.  Fleeing to Canada, his exposure finally came in 1995 while he was working as an art dealer with a false identity.

Ex-NHL draftee Ladislav Scurko gets 8 yrs. for 2008 ref murder; last July, he said he was tricked in his confession.

Obit

Motivational speaker, banking icon and kids’ mystery writer Stephen R. Covey dies at 79 due to complications from brain-bleeding injuries in a serious bicycle accident that happened in April.  He was knocked unconscious despite wearing a helmet, about 45 miles south of Salt Lake City, Utah.  He wrote 7 Habits, The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People and other books; millions of his books were sold.

AP: Jon Lord, former keyboardist for Deep Purple (Smoke on the Water, 100 million albums, split in 1976, his retirement in 2002), at 71, of a fatal pulmonary embolism in London after a long battle with pancreatic cancer.  He canceled his Durham Concerto in Germany earlier this month.

2012.07.15

Madonna concert featured swastika(s), blending of a Hitler-esque Madge (her real name), Marine Le Page (French candidate), Hosni Mubarak (outstered Egyptian pres.) and the Pope.

Obit

Celeste Holm (Ado Annie in Oklahoma!, 1943) dies at 95, after financial and family struggles, dehydration of late.  The daughter of Theodore Holm (American branch of Lloyd’s of London) and Jean Parke, she won an Oscar for Gentleman’s Agreement, a nod for Come to the Stable (1949), and co-starred in CBS’ Promised Land.  The former Creative Arts Rehabilitation Center president was at one time serving on nine charity boards.  Celeste was also knighted by King Olav of Norway.

AP: Ex-Sun-Journal page designer (2004-07) Adrianne F. Robert, 29, found unresponsive by her roommate in their Clearwater apartment in Florida.  She worked for hotel business consulting firm H.I. Development.  Her father, Mark, said she was supposed to move in with her new boyfriend on 7.14.

2012.07.14

The ordering here is not for people with zero attention spans.

Corn seems to always be destructive to civilization...

Reduced biodiversity and a self-described “anarchist” (zero govt.) on Coast To Coast AM.
DT-producing crops, approved by the FDA; Farm Bill rules, etc. that hold the USDA back— pretty much just a 90-day window to warn the public, as the USDA is disarmed of funding studies on giants like Monsanto; GMOs have a direct link to IBS and autism; GMO soy causes infertility (research: blue rat testicles); most common forms: sugar beets (simply, ‘Sugar’ in the Ingredients list), and corn.  What occurs in insects also occurs in mammals: germs that are designed to poke holes in the GI tract.  Emperical evidence: at least one doctor has used GMO food associations to predict and clear problems in patients by having them go off them.  Labeling has been turned down in 19 states, but Proposition 37 is coming to CA.  Avoid the center of grocery stores, and go for the produce.  Even worse: cultured bacteria of the tainted GI type, affecting other people.

ResponsibleTechnology.org

The second guest went into how domestication has always led to suicidal societies/mass sacrifices throughout history, pointing out how technology is not neutral.

What am I to do with confusing messages?  (If they are such)

I’m not some big scientist or spiritual leader to decode...or even someone that has any connections for that.

After I find the older computer cannot produce an output video signal (no scanning or transferring of two things I might need), the latest monitor fails—this time, it’s the controller: the bottom half of the screen is in a darkening wash, just after a scanline chunk displacement (initially scrolled as if v-blank was ahead, then cut up).

Curse of denial.  You tell me what my supposed gifts are.  Seriously.  I can’t trust myself enough to answer these questions.
No good expectations except...I don’t know.  I don’t have answers or non-answers, “refreshing” statements...Hollywood bullcrap.  I only get bleak opportunities, if and when.  And on how self-centered I am or appear to be: an excuse for absolutely no one to help me?  Am I supposed to appreciate that?  What mercy is there in this apparently inescapable death?  Do I have to again go into how individualism is an ism and therefore evil?  Without twisting words (i.e., prison), I don’t want to be alone.

It’s an every-day struggle with my physical disability of nerve damage, after its mental effects.  Stamina comes in fewer days.  Less control of my face.  This may be a tradeoff with my form of “wisdom”: a weak and weaker heart.  I get no support other than this depressing survival.  You can ask my shallow mother and get a shallow response.

Promises like fine-print license agreements.
A form of solitary confinement — every time I try to choose to advance, like recently, I get brickwalled.  (Read on the tower of Babel — why I didn’t use ‘stonewalled.’)  I can’t be informed and do anything in the same day (timing issue).

Well, anyway, whatever.  (WAW.)  Maybe I should move to another country.  Otherwise I may have to die and be reincarnated...in another country.

Obit

Oscar-winning producer Richard D. Zanuck, dies at 77 of heart attack, according to his publicist.  The son of Darryl F. Zanuck produced The Sting (1973)—best movie winner, The Sugarland Express, Jaws (1975) and Driving Miss Daisy (1989, winner),  The Verdict (nominated) and MacArthur.

2012.07.13

Coronal ejection warning, from 7.09, an X-class (one of the biggest) after delta:
Sunspot AR-1520 could make the largest geomagnetic flux in thousands of years.

The Yahoo! contributor network was hacked (by so-called good guys), hackers exposing many user names and passwords of just about all popular email services, including HotMail, Microsoft and GMail.

2012.07.12

Expecting to get away with it.
As the Pres. lies about being outspent, the Washington Post points out fabrications, CNN’s Candy Crowley challenges an admin. advisor, but the media have so discredited themselves (by request) that no one will look when the admin. says people can look.

2012.07.11

La Raza = The Race.  Bruce Lee died of mercury poisoning.

2012.07.08

Obit

Actor Ernest Borgnine, age 95, of renal/kidney failure in Los Angeles.  The McHale’s Navy co-star and voice for shows like SpongeBob SquarePants, was one of the few award-winning professionals to go into television sitcoms.  From sadistic soldier (From Here to Eternity, 1953), to Mermaidman, he had quite a range.

2012.07.07

Drones flying over NM, and a red moon.

What times aren’t troubled times?

SERN (after Sern[io]us, or torus of servitude, with (the worship of) a snake), keep oscillating on whether the elusive Boson particle (what supposedly defines the form of matter, as if) has been found, but the machinery is looking more like the machinery in the movie Contact: the forming of wormholes, without explicitly telling the public...and the demonic terminology used.

A prophecy was given to a man, after being kicked out of Russia 1984.
The Communists will rise while the U.S. govt. is blindly focused on internal problems, and Cuba, Russia, any others willing to topple the U.S. during a vulnerable state.

The Bear’s teeth: Russia is arming to the teeth right now.  And be careful with this information...

• Palestinian state, giving Israel enough time to beef up military.
• Major oil discovery.  Israel to (or would want to) fight over it.
• Headlines of the destruction of America.
• Caliphate: four nations, and then world power.  Egypt, Libya, Syria and Iraq/Iran as one.
• Because the U.S. was created as a Christian nation, the betrayal will make it the worst place to live on Earth.

Police State, USA

On 7.02, in Washington, DC, the Secret Service shut down a protest that called for the firing of AG Eric Holder, before the protest could even take off.  Their excuse?  A “suspicious package” was found somewhere...no update on what that package was, in the violation of the Right to Assemble (First Amendment) with no known connection.  Unaccounted-for toys have been considered “suspicious toys.”  Remember the LED-lit Adult Swim promo “incident” in MA, where, despite these “Light Brite” things being in ten states, Menino’s authority shut down the city, blew these things up, under the confusion of what batteries are.  That taped-on thing looks like a bomb, but where’s the battery?

All of these stupid cases, in the effort to make government seem like a protector in general — they’re supposed to protect your liberties, only (and, oh, how the fall-back leads to lawyers as “protectors”) — they shut things down, and block off any dissent from the status quo that would gain traction.  Example: drop a guy off, in cage, processing hemp into oil, in front of the White House; the authority shut down the street, used wood to obstruct the view.

Help your friends, punish your enemies, since the beginning of time.  There are more followers of power in WDC than ever.
Electronic voting, easily hacked, banned in Ireland over inaccurate results...these machines still used in the United States, but not in NH.

In the Transportation law that was passed, rolling your own cigarettes was criminalized — a business was put out of business.

You spoil your freedoms when you do not support the freedoms of others regardless of agreement.  Fascism: forced into groups, divided and conquered.

File ‘exempt’ under your W2, and the IRS, which, like the Federal Reserve, is a corporate entity, not a government agency.  A WDC corporate entity.

2012.07.06

Adjusted unemployment for June still 8.2%, underemployment still over 17%.
Euro, $1.2388.

Millions of computers, infected by software that reroutes destinations and protocols (to fake sites), will have trouble with internet access due to the FBI shutting down hacker servers on Sunday.  (Or so they say.)  The solution is to do a clean install of all internet-related software and settings on those machines.

2012.07.05

Yen, 79.85.

2012.07.04

People that stop taking antidepressants too quickly risk psychotic break.
The multitude of recent break cases, including mothers killing their children, were taking antidepressants.

Group trying to recreate the Arab Spring in America... again.

From prior to the election on.

Hillary Clinton and Friends are still in denial, how they’re moderate and not religious.
The Islamist-dominating party in Egypt has no respect for women, allowing men to sleep with their wives after their wives have died for up to six hours.  The “Farewell Intercourse Law”.

In 2011, a Marxist Communist in Canada called the Muslim Brotherhood in the White House (protected under DoJ, DoD) fascists, just as the Communists and Fascists duked it out in the 20th century over control of Germany after working together to topple Weimar.

On Dr. Phil, most of the audience raised their hands on whether a child should be put out of their misery.  By 5.22, TASH signed a letter of protest against the show for this segment in the 4.13 episode.
The Nazis killed hundreds of thousands of handicapped, many times in the back of a truck, using a hose for gassing.  It started with one, also out of “compassion”: a blind, limbless child.

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