Hi, my name
is Jenny. I am just turned 16 and in my last year at High School in
Dear Diary,
Well, today was the first day back at school. I
think my muscles have really grown over the 6 week summer holiday. I wanted to
see if anybody would notice, so wore a vest top. I held my bag over my shoulder;
this made my arm quite tense. You could defiantly see some definition in my
arm.
By lunchtime, I was a little down; nobody had said
anything about my muscles. Was I imagining it? I decided to go check if it was
still there (dumb I know). I went to the girls toilets, and did my best flex in
the mirror. Yep, still there. One of the year 12 girls was looking over and
shouted that I was a freak. She soon backed down when I pinned her to the wall.
That’s the first time I have ever been aggressive with someone. Wonder if it
comes with the muscles?
Period 4 and I had been catching up on the gossip.
I forgot about my new muscles until I went to brush my hair. 3 girls immediately
asked if I had been working out and asked me to flex. They were well impressed.
One even said it was bigger than her brothers. I ain’t sure about that but at
least they noticed. Made me feel good.
After a long day I walked home with Jess and Sam, my
two best friends. No sooner had I got in then my brother Dave started having a
go at me for no reason. He is a jerk. One day I hope I get muscles big enough
to put him in his place. Well, I better go for my workout next door. I am not a
lesbo, but Helen has an amazing body. I don’t wanna
get like her, but it’s good to look at.
Dear Diary,
Last night was weird. Not in a bad way
though. Helen showed me some new exercises for my quads. Aching today, so must
have worked. But after the workout she started to show me her routine for her
next comp. I was a little turned on. Her body is looking so defined. I think
maybe one day I might like to do a comp, but not at her size, fitness I think
it’s called. School was boring today. Had another girl spot my muscles whilst I
was brushing my hair. I think you can defiantly notice
when I tense, not sure if you can see it when relaxed. Soon I hope. I got the
bus into town, and a boy from the year above kept
asking me to flex and feel my bicep. He is quite cute, I didn’t mind at all. I
wonder if he fancied me?
Had yet another row with my brother
tonight, why does he think he owns the TV? Anyway, I fought back tonight, and
wouldn’t let go of the control. I laughed cos he
couldn’t get my hand off it. He hit me, but it didn’t really hurt. I wonder
what would happen if I fought back? One day I will. Right, time to go train;
hope Helen lets me feel her bicep again.
Dear Diary,
Sorry I neglected you, been so busy
this past week. Where shall I start? Last Thursday, I asked Helen to flex for
me. She let me feel her rock hard biceps. Not sure why I like them so much, but
damn it made me feel tingly inside. She is going to compete soon,
I can’t wait to see her on the stage again. I talked to Helen for hours. She
says I should train harder, try for a junior competition. I ain’t so sure. She
also thinks I should stand up to my brother as she says I am stronger than him.
Now that’s a fun thought, but I doubt I am stronger.
Few more people at school noticed my
defined arms. I like that. Some punk started a rumour that I was on roids, how childish.
Yesterday dad asked me to help him move
some things from the garage. He was amazed at how easy I lifted some of the
heavy items. Guess I was too. I even helped him with the old washing machine.
Dad said that my brother Dave had struggled when helping him to move it from
the house to the garage. Why does everyone think I am stronger than my brother?
It can’t be true, he is a guy and older too. Wish I was,
I would show him.
Anyway, must go, got a date with this
hot guy in year 13, hope we get into the pub, not got my fake I.D yet
What a cool day I had at school today. Came
into registration 5 minutes late, but Mr Harris wasn’t there. There was a huge commotion
in the back of the room. Some of the lads were arm wrestling. Diane shouted
that I was here and that I was the strongest. I laughed, why does everyone
think I am so strong. I declined to join in, but then Allen, the punk who
started the steroid rumours made another nasty comment. I went over and agreed
to arm wrestle him. He looked scared to death. This was my first ever match and
although I wanted to win, I didn’t really expect to. Anyway, Allen started to
push my arm, and I wasn’t budging. I didn’t know what I was doing, but it must
have been right as he was red faced and I was laughing, it seemed too easy to
be true. Once I got to grips with it, I pushed his arm back. He tried to pull
his hand away, but my grip was too strong. I slammed his hand down and there
was a loud cheer. I almost felt sorry for him as the boys took the piss out of
him. He made some more comments about steroids, but the boys didn’t listen,
they thought I was the coolest girl in class. I suddenly had a list of challengers.
I beat Fay, and Becky who pushed me damn close, but she is on the softball
team. I also beat Darren who is pretty big. But wait, that’s not the best. Phil
who is like 6 foot and a rugby player, he is the best in the class so they lads
said. They wanted me to take him on. This was tough, I was struggling to hold
on, but hold on I did. We were even for about a minute when the teacher came in
and we had to stop. I doubt I could have won, but he was sure shocked that I
even managed to hold him. On the way out of class, he said he thought my arms
were sexy and he wanted to test my strength again. Think he was hitting on me?
Anyway, all that got me thinking; maybe
I could beat my brother in an arm wrestle. Saying that, if I did he would go
mad and beat me up, and I don’t fancy that, so maybe I won’t put it to the test
just yet. But just imagine
Was
sat watching TV last night and I couldn’t help but look at my brother and
weighing him up. Could I take him? I am getting to the point where I am going
to have to issue the challenge. I have to know. Helen says that I am stronger
than him no doubt, I just have to know, and how cool would that be if I really
was?
Then
today, I went round to Helens. She has been offering me loads of advice lately,
she is so cool. Wish I could have muscles like her. I didn’t think I wanted to
get that big, but she makes it sound so cool. She was telling me today about
her ‘part time job’. She wrestles guys and gets paid for it, and paid well. She
said this week she has a regular client coming over who is real weedy. If he
agrees, she says I can do 10 minutes against him. Not sure I want to, I am so
nervous. She thinks it will show me that I can overpower the likes of my
brother