| �In My Sleep� A place where only I can be A place for only you and me Where everyone can get along Where you want to be forever long You get a warm feeling deep inside All the rules you abide If only the world could be this good And people didn�t have to hide under their hoods If only the children were taught "forget the hate" Instead of used like defenseless bait If only the world would come to terms Then maybe hate would stop spreading like evil germs |
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| As I sit here and wonder I wonder if it's just a game Whatever it is It's not just teenage years It's more than that It's like a saga Nothing makes sense Nothing adds up Everything's chaotic Everything's a blur A blur in my mind Like an ink smear It's like everyone's against each other No one's a team And without a team No one wins I know it's not a fariy tale 'Cuz if it is, my fairy Godmother's late It has to be real It has to be life |
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| "Nonplussed" Once again, I wake up to my heart racing, the moist sweat on my forehead... I think I'm doing fine, but reality checks like these put me in place. These dreams are like nightmares, the bad thing is, they're very similar to life: I hurt. I am in pain. I am scarred. Your lies, your truths, your feelings... What was ever real to you? Why did you keep lying? Why did you say you cared? Why did you say you loved me? You said you wanted to be there for me this time and that you wouldn't push me away... Then how come you could care less if I'm upset, confused, hurt, about everything? (not just you!) You went from missing me (loving me?) to wishing I was out of your life completely... I told you that you still had my delicate heart in your hands whether I wanted you to or not... I asked you to be gentle - you threw it down and stomped on it 'til it was dead I know I don't need you now. But for some reason my heart won't listen! All you bring to my life now is more hurt and pain, more confusion about things you've said in the past... It's funny how the only ex of mine you liked was the one who hadn't treated me badly, Yet, in the past 4-6 weeks, you've hurt me more than any guy who's ever cheated on me. I don't need that, I don't need you. Why won't my body listen??? It tries to retaliate by shaking, dreaming, sometimes even missing you... I know I loved you, but I guess it wasn't good enough... I hope that you won't end up spiting me or the time or things we've done together I wish we could be friends, but I guess you just need some time alone... |
| I wrote this my freshmen year of high school as an assignment: |
| I wrote this during a rough time in middle school: |
| I wrote this the while I was trying to get over an ex of mine (after a bad break-up): |
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