“You’ll get used to it in time” Headmaster
Konoe said as he shuffled some papers, refusing to meet his granddaughter’s
eyes. “He’s a good man, strong in both body and magic, and a fine specimen
indeed to carry on the Konoe family.” He paused, as if waiting for a response.
When none came, he opened up a drawer and proceeded to fiddle with the contents,
while going on to say, “And it’s not like we’re forcing you right away child,
you will still have a good four or six years…” A sharp, watery gasp cut him off
and he looked up just in time to see his granddaughter run out through his
office door. The Headmaster sighed and shut the drawer, laying his chin on his
steepled fingers. “I am truly sorry Konoka, but it must be done.” He muttered to
the empty air.
Setsuna leaned against the wall besides the door to the headmaster’s office and
idly surveyed her surroundings, automatically checking for signs of trouble even
as she wondered what was taking so long. When Konoka had mentioned that she had
a meeting with her grandfather, Setsuna had of course accompanied her, rather
than play cards with Asuna, Negi and the others. Konoka had protested, saying
Setsuna should stay and have fun, but not very hard, and as always welcomed
Setsuna’s presence with a cheery grin.
Setsuna couldn’t help but form a tiny smile of her own when thinking about
Konoka’s world brightening grin. It was still so odd, talking to Konoka, having
fun with her, and just being with her instead of watching from the shadows. And
that Konoka accepted her, everything about her, and even wanted to be in her
company both gave a twill of pleasure in Setsuna’s heart and a painful jolt to
her stomach. She would have been happy protecting Konoka from the shadows, but
being in her light gave Setsuna more joy than she thought she would ever
deserve. So Setsuna waited patiently, and watched the sun through the window as
it was just beginning to set, basking in the tranquility of the scene.
The slam of the door banging open broke the spell and Setsuna was instantly
alert, one hand reached up to grip the hilt of the sword strapped to her back as
she spun to face the office door, expecting anything from ninja to demon. She
jerked back as Konoka raced past without even seeing her, like a whirlwind of
skirts, long brown hair, and…tears? The flash of watery glint on Konoka’s cheeks
stunned Setsuna like nothing else could, and she stood for a moment in shock,
torn between wanting to rush to her side and comfort her, and the urge to seek
out whomever had hurt her and evict upon them a slow and torturous death. The
urge to comfort was stronger however, and Setsuna shook herself out of her
paralysis to race after her reason for living.
It wasn’t long until Setsuna found Konoka, sitting on the fountain rail in the
courtyard, her face buried in her hands. While the desire to take away Konoka’s
pain was stronger than Setsuna’s desire to breathe, the young
swordswoman stopped short, unsure of what to do.
Setsuna took a hesitant step forward; her arm reached out as if to touch her,
but didn’t quite dare.
“Ojousama?” she called
tentatively. Konoka jerked her face out of her hands and stared at
Setsuna with red-rimmed eyes. Then with a sob she hurled herself off the stone
railing. It took Setsuna a moment to realize that Konoka was hurling herself at
her and braced herself just as they collided. Konoka flung her arms around
Setsuna’s neck and wept as if her heart had broken. Setsuna’s cheeks burned as
Konoka buried her face into Setsuna’s shoulder, but she still wrapped her arms
around Konoka’s waist.
The young swordswoman was furious at the
Headmaster, for he had to be the cause of this, and at the world in general for
letting someone as pure as the girl Setsuna held to bear such pain, but the hand
that stroked Konoka’s hair was gentle, and Setsuna softly rocked Konoka from
side to side, waiting for the tears to slow. Soon the storm of tears slowed to a
trickle, then stopped all together and Setsuna released her hold on Konoka and
stepped back, her cheeks still glowing. Konoka didn’t seem to notice Setsuna’s
hasty retreat and wiped her eyes on her arm and sniffled. Setsuna hastily dug
into the pocket of her school uniform and pulled out a handkerchief.
“Here Ojousama.” she offered, holding it out to the
other girl.
“Thanks” Konoka sighed and took the handkerchief, wiping her eyes and nose.
Setsuna watched with a worried frown as Konoka rubbed at her red-rimmed eyes.
“I’m sorry” Konoka mumbled around the handkerchief, “I got you’re uniform all
wet.” Setsuna shook her head,
“It’s just water. There are more important things” Setsuna watched the other
girl for a moment, and then told her, “Come on, let’s sit at the fountain.”
Konoka nodded, stuffing the handkerchief into her pocket while she walked with
Setsuna back to the fountain rail, then flopped down on the cold stone. Setsuna
unstrapped her sword from her back and leaned it against the fountain, easily
within her reach, then sat down besides Konoka.
“Tell me,” was all she said. Konoka brought her knees up to her chest and
wrapped her arms around her legs, then pressed her face into her knees.
“I’m getting married.”
Setsuna’s eyes widened as all the blood drained from her face. Her hands started
to tremble, until she clenched them into fists. Konoka continued on, her eyes
still tightly shut, “Not right away of course. Not for another four years at
least and Grandpa says maybe not even for another six.”
“Have you met the man?” Setsuna’s voice was strangled and she found it hard to
breathe.
“Uh-huh.” Konoka’s arms tightened around her knees. Setsuna swallowed hard.
“Do you…does he…what’s he like?” Setsuna choked out, gripping the stone beneath
her so hard her knuckles turned white. Konoka squeezed her legs again, and then
she flung them out and jumped off the fountain, twirled around to face her
guardian, and cried out.
“Oh Secchan! He’s so old! He’s gotta be at least thirty, and I know Asuna’s into
that sort of thing but I’m not! He’s really big and really tall and I feel like
some sort of dwarf when I stand next to him. We have absolutely nothing in
common and he talks to me like he doesn’t expect me to understand half of the
things he says!” Konoka flopped back down next to Setsuna and took a deep
breathe, letting it out in a sigh.
“I suppose he’s nice enough, and handsome in a way. I know I could be a lot
worse off but…” Konoka’s looked at Setsuna as her eyes once again filled with
tears.
“I don’t love him, Secchan! And I know I never will!” Konoka’s lower lip began
to tremble, “I don’t know what I want to do with my life, but I do know I want
to live it! I want to travel, explore who I am and what I could be! And yes get
married too, but to the one I love! Not the one “best suited for the family”!
When I marry him….” Konoka closed her eyes as two tears, reflecting the light of
the setting sun, slid like fire down her cheeks. Her words came out as a choked
off sob.
“When I marry him, I’ll be trapped.” The hold she had on herself broke and the
tears flowed like twin waterfalls.
This time Setsuna didn’t hesitate and reached out to pull the weeping girl to
her. Konoka leaned into the embrace, turning her head into Setsuna’s shoulder as
she sobbed softly. The sun dipped below the horizon as if hiding from the pain
shared between the two girls, and the stars slowly came out, blinking as if they
too held back tears. Held in Setsuna’s warm embrace and drained from the
onslaught of tears, Konoka fell into a blissfully oblivious sleep. Setsuna
shifted the slumbering girl, slowly and gently so as not to wake her, until she
was lying across her lap. Then Setsuna unbuttoned her own school vest and draped
it across Konoka, who sighed and snuggled against Setsuna’s leg.
Setsuna blushed, feeling the familiar twist in her stomach that happened
whenever she was close to Konoka, along with the rapid beating of her heart, but
made no other attempt to move her. Instead Setsuna leaned back and looked up at
the stars. She didn’t know how long she sat there, staring at the heavens as if
an answer could be found written among the stars. It was only when Konoka
shifted that Setsuna broke from her meditation. Looking down she saw that
Konoka’s serene expression of slumber had altered to one of pain. Her eyebrows
were pulled down, her mouth twisted to a frown, her eyes flicking rapidly
beneath their lids. Her soft hands were clenched around Setsuna’s skirt.
“Please, no…” Konoka whimpered in her sleep, “I don’t….trapped….”
“Even in sleep it haunts you” Setsuna whispered, and before she could think,
Setsuna had reached out to stroke Konoka’s face, easing back a strand of hair
and trailing a finger down her cheek, soft as silk. Konoka’s fist loosened as
her face eased back into blissful slumber and Setsuna closed her eyes and made a
decision. She had taken a vow when she was six years old, and she intended to
keep it. Reaching out, she snatched up her sword and strapped it to her back,
then slid one arm underneath Konoka’s legs, the other curved behind her neck.
Swiftly Setsuna stood, lifting Konoka so that the healer’s head slid to the
curve of Setsuna’s shoulder, as Setsuna shifted her arm around Konoka’s back. So
quick, that the vest never slid from Konoka’s chest, and Konoka’s only response
was to nuzzle into Setsuna’s warmth, still fast asleep. Setsuna looked down at
the most important person in her life and smiled softly.
“I will always protect you….. Kono-chan” she whispered. Then she was off,
bounding silently through the night.
***
“I’m starting to get worried Asuna-san. Shouldn’t they have gotten back by now?”
Negi asked as he stood by the desk in their dorm room and clutched his wand.
Asuna propped her chin on her hands and chewed on the tip of her pencil, her
eyes closed and her head slightly turned away from Negi.
“I told you before, there’s nothing to worry about! Nothing’s gonna happen to
Konoka, not with Setsuna-san there! Besides, they probably just went out for
ice-cream or something. You know how Konoka gets, she probably just lost track
of time. And Setsuna-san’s not gonna remind her if Konoka is having fun.” But it
is getting awfully late…Asuna thought and continued to chew on her pencil.
“But it’s already ten o’clock! Setsuna-san wouldn’t stay out that late! Not with
Konoka-san with her!” Negi exclaimed as he looked at the clock. Asuna gripped
the table with her hands and stared at her homework, biting down harder on the
eraser. Chamo-kun leaped onto the desk and took out a cigarette, smoking
thoughtfully.
“Setsuna-no-neesan is only one girl after all. They
could’ve been ambushed on the way to the Headmaster’s office. If Konoka-no-neesan
was kidnapped, there’s no telling what Setsuna-no-neesan
would do, she may even go…..” he paused as Asuna and Negi inched a little closer
in anticipation, “kamikaze!”
“WHAT?” Both Negi and Asuna cried.
“Okay! That’s it! I’m going after them!” Negi shouted, and ran for the door.
“Hold on!” Asuna growled reaching out and grabbing the collar of his sleep
shirt.
“Asuna-san! Let me go!” Negi yelled, as he tried to wiggle out of Asuna’s grip.
“You’re not going anywhere with just that vermin ermine, not at this time of
night. I doubt anything like that has happened anyway. I’m telling you they just
lost track of time!” Asuna set her pencil down and stood up, biting her lip
uneasily, “but I’ll go with you just in case.”
“Asuna-san!” Negi cried happily as Asuna let go of him and snatched the
cigarette from Chamo-kun.
“What did I tell you about these?” she grumbled as she snuffed it out. Chamo-kun
leaped onto Negi’s shoulder and pumped his furry fist.
“Alright team! Operation Save Konoka-no-neesan-” a
light tap on the door interrupted the trio’s
“Mission Start” posing. Asuna walked over and swung open the door, letting out a
sigh of relief when she saw Setsuna, then gasping in surprise when she saw whom
the swordswoman carried.
“Setsuna-san! What happened?! Was it-”
“Shh!” Setsuna cut her off and whispered, “It’s alright, she’s just asleep. May
I come in?”
“Oh! Yeah, of course.” Asuna stepped out of the way and watched as Setsuna
nodded to Negi and Chamo, who were staring at her with an equal amount of
surprise, then walk over to the beds, and gently lay Konoka on the bottom bunk.
Setsuna lifted Konoka’s head slightly and placed a pillow under it, then pulled
the blankets over the girl.
Dang, Konoka sleeps like a rock. Asuna thought, bemused. After Setsuna had
finished tucking Konoka in, she reached out to retrieve her vest that Konoka had
clung to in her sleep. When Setsuna tugged on it however, Konoka tightened her
grip and mumbled something, pulling it close to her face and snuggling into it
like it was a teddy bear. Setsuna felt her cheeks get red again and quickly let
go of the vest and turned away. She met the eyes of Chamo, Negi, and lastly
Asuna, and then motioned with her head toward the door. They stepped out into
the hallway, with Setsuna following, gently closing the door behind her, her
eyes shut in thought.
“Is it okay to talk out here?” Asuna asked uneasily, glancing suspiciously at
the other dorm doors.
“Yes, everyone is asleep. I have placed Shikigami
in every room, remember?”
Setsuna answered, as she hooked her sword, secure in its case, around her
shoulder.
“Setsuna-san, what is going on? Konoka-san isn’t the type of person who just
falls asleep while they’re out!” Negi clutched his wand with both hands and
looked up at Setsuna, his eyes full of worry.
“Not only that, but Konoka’s face was so pale, and
there were tear-streaks on her cheeks.” Asuna added frowning, with her hands on
her hips. Setsuna shook her head and opened her eyes. She was unsurprised that
they had both noticed something was amiss. For all of being ten-years-old, Negi
was a wizard, an incredibly adult like one, and a teacher at that. And with
Asuna and Konoka living together for such a long time, it was only natural that
they’d be aware of each other. Setsuna was very thankful for this, for the more
they were aware of Konoka, the less Setsuna would have to worry.
“I’m sorry, but it’s not for me to tell you. Ojousama
must be the one to talk to you when she wakes up.” She replied. Asuna snorted.
“Well it can’t be mortal danger then, and if that’s the case, I’m going back in.
I’ve got a ton of homework to finish since certain people wouldn’t let me work.”
She glared at Negi and Chamo, both of whom had similar sheepish looks. She
reached for the door, grumbling, “Kamikaze my a-”
“Wait! Asuna-san” Setsuna exclaimed, and then
looked away as Asuna turned around. Setsuna could feel that accursed blush creep
up her cheeks, and for a moment she wondered why she could control every fiber
of her body except for that damn blush.
“Well? What’s up?” Asuna asked, a trifle impatient. Setsuna closed her eyes and
took a deep breath. When she opened them, her eyes were clear. She pinned both
Negi and Asuna with her gaze and Negi was reminded of how her eyes looked when
she had jumped in front of Konoka to take the arrow meant for her.
“I have a favor to ask of you,” she looked between Asuna and Negi, “both of
you.” Setsuna took a step forward, always looking straight into either Asuna’s
or Negi’s eyes.
“There is something that I have to do, and I don’t know how long it will take.
But I…won’t be able to watch over Konoka-ojousama.
Please” Setsuna kneeled down on one knee and looked up at both Negi and Asuna.
“Could you protect her, guard her, in my stead? For as long as I am unable?”
A drop of sweat dripped down the side of Negi’s head as he stared down at
Setsuna in bewilderment, he had never been knelt to before in his life, and the
feeling was more than a little unnerving.
“For Pete’s sake Setsuna-san! Get up!” Asuna shouted, yanking at Setsuna’s arm.
“No! Not until you promise me!” Setsuna reached down with her other hand and to
sink her fingers into the hallway rug in a death grip.
“Setsuna-san.” Asuna and Setsuna stopped their vicious tug-a-war as Negi knelt
down in front of Setsuna and put a hand on her shoulder.
“I promise, I won’t let Konoka-san out of my sight until you come back.” Negi
stated solemnly.
Asuna snorted again and crossed her arms across her chest, “Honestly, of course
we’ll keep an eye on her. Nothing’s gonna happen to Konoka while I’m around.”
Setsuna stood up, helping Negi to his feet as well, and then bowed to them both.
“I thank you, from the bottom of my heart.”
“Setsuna-san, what are you going to be doing?” Negi asked, as Setsuna turned to
go. She looked at him, with a sad little half smile, and shook her head.
“Wonderful, more secrets.” Asuna muttered as Setsuna left, heading back to her
own room. Chamo-kun, who had been watching silently until now, spoke up,
“It’s gotta be something huge going on if Setsuna-no-neesan
is willing to leave Konoka-no-neesan to the two of
you. I bet you it has something to do with the reason they were out so late.”
Negi shook his head, “We won’t know until the morning, when Konoka-san wakes
up.” He sighed and placed a hand over his heart. “I feel so honored, I had no
idea Setsuna-san trusted us so much.”
Asuna frowned at him, “What do you mean?”
Negi looked up at her with a grin. “Setsuna-san is trusting us with the thing
she treasures most!” He thumped his staff lightly on the floor and pumped his
fist, “I’m going to do everything I can to make sure she doesn’t regret it.”
“Okay now, come on.” Asuna opened the door and ushered Negi inside, “we won’t be
able to do anything if we don’t get some sleep.” Asuna glanced back over her
shoulder where Setsuna had disappeared around the corner, a feeling of unease
creeping into her heart.
Chamo had a point. The situation would have to be pretty dire to pry Setsuna
away from Konoka, and something about that look in Setsuna’s eyes…Asuna shook
her head and shut the door firmly behind her. Setsuna was more than capable in
taking care of herself, and nothing could keep her away from Konoka for very
long. The best thing to do was to not worry about it and instead get some of
that homework done. They would all find out what was going on tomorrow.
***
Setsuna continued on down the hallway, past her dorm room, and onward toward the
exit. She had decided, and it was better to start now, while everyone was
asleep, instead of having to dodge questions tomorrow. The Headmaster’s sleeping
quarters where in another building, past the school, but Setsuna decided to
check his office, even though it was late. Better to check it now instead of
going on to his room and having to double back if he wasn’t there. Setsuna was
glad she did, for as she reached his office, she saw that light was coming from
the crack at the bottom of the door. Setsuna stopped in front of the double
doors and took a deep breathe, letting it out slowly. Then she reached out her
hand and knocked lightly on the door.
“Come in Setsuna-kun” Headmaster Konoe called from
inside, and Setsuna walked in, unsurprised that the Headmaster had known it was
her. She stood in front of his desk, her hands held tightly behind her, between
her back and her sword, standing straight and rigid. He looked up as she came
in; putting some papers he had been holding down on top of his desk. He leaned
back in his chair,
“I wondered when you would get here.” He sighed, and sat forward, his eyes
glinting under his bushy eyebrows. “I suppose you want to know why she’s being
forced to do this.” Setsuna nodded. The Headmaster sighed again and stood up,
turning his back to Setsuna as he stared out the glass wall into the night sky.
“As you know, Konoka is the strongest magic user that has ever come from the
Konoe family. You also know that both the Kansai and Kanto Magic Associations
feel that Konoka should be part of their own organization and
theirs alone.” He paused and looked over his
shoulder at Setsuna, “Wars have been started over less, child, as I’m sure you
well know.” Setsuna nodded again, her face remaining expressionless. The
Headmaster sighed and turned back to the window,
“I have always felt that this feud between the Kanto and Kansai was not only
stupid, but also detrimental to Japan. Both I and my son, Konoka’s father, have
been trying to find a way to unite the two Associations, but alas” The
Headmaster shook his head, “while we may be the leaders of our Associations,
that hold is tentative at best. There are plenty of powerful people who could
rally up enough support to overthrow us, and have threatened to do just that
many times. However,” Now the Headmaster turned and looked Setsuna directly in
the eyes,
“Konoka is the key. She comes from both Associations, while taking sides with
neither. She is a powerful wizard, or will be when she is properly trained. Not
only that, but Konoka has the strength to bring people together, to give both
comfort and hope. Under her rule, the two Associations will finally be united!”
A fierce gleam had come into the Headmaster’s eyes, and his while his voice was
soft, the ferocity of it conveyed just how strongly he felt about this.
“But to do this” The Headmaster paused and walked back to his desk, placing a
hand on it but not sitting down, “to do this she will need a strong partner, a
strong man at her side. Someone powerful in both magic and in physical strength.
Someone who both the people from Kanto and Kansai will accept. Someone who will
be able to support Konoka in uniting the two sides. After much searching and
many conferences with both the people of the Kansai Magic Association and the
Kanto Magic Association that man has been chosen.” he tapped a paper on his desk
with his finger.
“But sir,” Setsuna clenched her hands tightly behind her back but her voice held
steady, “While I understand the reason you are doing this, you must surly see
that it isn’t fair to Konoka-ojousama for you and
others to choose her life.” The headmaster sighed and sat down behind his desk.
“The world isn’t always fair, child.” He replied, placing his elbows on his desk
and lacing his fingers together.
“Sir, you must have seen how devastated Konoka-ojousama
was-”
“She will understand, given time.” The headmaster interrupted, “She is a smart
girl, and always does what is right for the greater good.” Setsuna lowered her
head and swallowed hard, fighting down her anger. The Headmaster obviously
wasn’t going to listen to anything she said, and was willing to sacrifice
Konoka’s freedom for his “greater good.” But still, Setsuna tried one more time,
“Sir, don’t you think that, given time, Konoka-ojousama
would be able to find her own partner? I’m sure that someone would meet all of
your qualifications, and at least-” The headmaster shook his head, cutting
Setsuna off.
“I realize that you are only trying to look out for my granddaughter, and I
appreciate that. It is, after all, what you were brought here to do. However, I
cannot allow the chance that Konoka will choose someone that would
be…inadequate. Trust me child, I have thought on this matter long and hard, her
father too, and this is the only way possible.” The headmaster picked up a
pencil and proceeded to write, an obvious dismissal, one that he expected
Setsuna to obey.
“I made a promise to myself.” Setsuna stated furiously and the Headmaster lifted
up his head, startled, “ever since Konoka-ojousama
almost drowned, that I would dedicate my life to protect her, put a stop to
anything that hurt her, threatened her. You said it yourself Sir, it was the
reason why you brought me here.” Setsuna paused and took a breath, her eyes
shadowed over by the bangs that fell over them due to her lowered head.
“That vow isn’t limited to just ojousama’s body,
but her heart and soul as well. Headmaster,” Setsuna lifted her head and stared
right into the Headmaster’s eyes, so intense that the Headmaster caught his
breath in surprise.
“I, Sakurazaki Setsuna of the Shinmeiryuu,
hereby Challenge both the Kansai Magic Association
and the Kanto Magic Association, in accordance to the ancient laws of Trial that
were created by Merlin, the Father of Magic. If I win, Konoe Konoka will be able
to lead her own life and choose her own mate and partner, without any influence
from either of the organizations or their leaders. Should I lose I will put
myself at the mercy of the Magic Associations, to do with myself as they see
fit.” The Headmaster sat, stunned at this turn of events, then leaped out of his
chair so fast he almost knocked it over.
“Setsuna-kun you can’t do this! Do you understand
what you are saying!?” Setsuna nodded, her eyes steadily holding his.
“I won’t let you do this to Kono-chan. I will
protect her with my life.”
“Setsuna you don’t know what you are doing! The Associations won’t be able to
leave this challenge unanswered! They can pick anyone to be their champion! Do
you understand who they will pick!??”
“I do. And that makes no difference.” Setsuna closed her eyes and took a deep
breath, letting it out slowly. When she opened them again, her gaze snapped back
to the Headmaster’s.
“I understand fully what I am doing Headmaster, and that includes all the
implications and the…consequences. I will not withdrawal the challenge,”
Setsuna’s eyes hardened, “I will not back down.”
“My God.” The Headmaster whispered in horrified realization. “It’s exactly what
we tried to prevent. Why we brought you to guard her instead of a man. You’ve
fallen in love with her haven’t you?”
Setsuna bit the inside of her cheek as she felt the blush spread, but she didn’t
look away, and neither did she deny it.
The Headmaster slowly sank back down into his chair, holding his head in his
hands.
“Very well. The challenge will be answered in three days. You know where it will
be.” He said grimly.
“Yes sir. I’ll be there.” Setsuna waited a moment, but when the Headmaster
continued to stare at his desk with his head in his hands, not saying a word,
Setsuna turned to go.
“Setsuna-kun”. Setsuna stopped and turned her head
toward the Headmaster, her hand outstretched to pull open the door.
“Does Konoka know? Did she…did she ask you to do this?” he asked softly, not
looking up.
Setsuna gave a small sad smile, “Konoka-ojousama would never ask for such a
thing. Nor does she know about…any of it.” With that, Setsuna pulled open the
door and left the Headmaster, staring at his desk in despair.