| So here we are... Its a couple of weeks away from Christmas.. It's been a few weeks since I wrote in here.. :) I went to Montreal just before and since then my life has been turned upside down.. Montreal was awesome.. Got to watch the Mapleleafs kick some butt.. They won 6-1.. Had a great time in Montreal.. Then when I got back from Montreal, the next day my life completely changed.. ok not completely.. But me and my friend Heath went to a movie and we ran into someone who I had met couple years ago off the internet from Detroit who had came up from Detroit to visit me.. Anyways that week was amazing and he was a really sweet guy but when he had told me he wanted to move here and be with me I ran south.. *figuretively speaking* Anyways this scared the hell outta me.. The fact I was the first gay boy he ever met and also the fact I didnt want to be anyone's one and only.. My friend Heath ended up helping him move here 2 years ago.. and we saw each other and talked now and then.. I never stopped liking him nor did he stop liking me.. But both of us had some living and things to do thru that time and at the time the timing just wasnt right for me.. So back to the movies.. We had seen him down the hallway and he looked so cute.. I was like wow.. :) So we went to say hi to him and found out he was going to the same movie as us.. and i at that point thought he had to sit beside me.. :) I should get some details because he isnt yet on my page yet.. but will be soon.. His name is Jason.. He will soon be 21... He is absolutely sweet.. He goes outta his way to do stuff for me and to see me.. He is so adorable.. he is about 5'6" and 125lbs.. with dark hair with blond hilights.. and he has the cutest puppy dog brown eyes.. :) Back to my story, we we're in the movie and he was sitting beside me and i was feeding him popcorn and M&M's... :) Then I held his hand.. (something i felt i had to do) Then I whispered to my friend why did I screw things up and let him get away.. anyways he said he'd talk to him after the movie.. Anyways this was on November 21st.. and since then we have been together.. Ive seen him every day except 2 since then and he is one of the if not the sweetest guys i have ever met.. So many things he has done that im just like WOW... :) One of the cutest is that for the 2 years that he was living here he had carried a picture of me in his wallet.. When i found this out I totally turned to mush.. :) So the past 3 1/2 weeks now I have told almost every single person I know about him and for the first time i met someone that every single one of my friends likes.. :) Which is totally awesome.. So its after one of the worst years ive ever had.. its ending in a very good note.. I had said that after all the bad stuff thats happened to me this year that at some point something good happened to me.. and also i had been bitching to everyone I know that I was sick of fate happening to everyone except me and now I realize that maybe fate can happen to me too.. So the rest of my life isnt perfect by no means but ive met someone I can share my life with.. Its strange because im a really pessimistic person.. especially when it comes to realationships but I know that this will last a very long time.. My friend Heath even said if i screw things up that he wont be my friend anymore.. :) But he doesnt need to worry about that.. We have so much in common and i could never imagine being bored around him even if we spent every minute of every day together.. :) Anyways i'll end this here but heres to a totally amazing and Happy 2001 to me and everyone.. :) |
