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| March 7, 2001 |
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| I drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life -Dido |
| Love, Alan |
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| Wish me luck! |
| Ok.. So now coming off one of the worst nights I have ever had at work cuz of problems and conferernce calls I finally have a chance to relax and fix up my page... Redid my friends page today because I find life is strange in the way that some people come and some people go in your life.. I know over the past few months I havent had much free time with working and then spending most of my free time with Jason.. Just funny how alot of people who I thought we're my friend havent made any attempt to even call me the past little while. I dont know.. I like to think of myself as a pretty loyal person who wouldnt go outta my way to hurt others but the same cant be said otherwise for others to me.. But im not quite sure what im bitching about.. but not like I need negative people in my life.. Ive made friends with alot of assholes thru the years but can actually say that I have a handful of great friends who I think really highly of and I am extremely lucky to have them in my life. I hope I never take these people for granted.. But Im sure I have at times.. But my life is an extremely better place because they are in my life.. Funny how when I was single I felt the need to know everyone, everywhere I went.. Now I dont want to know anyone new.. I dont want other peoples bullshit.. Its like Saturday night me and Jason along with my friend Ian went to fly.. Never quite sure why we ever waste out time going there cuz there are so many stupid wastes of trash you could ever meet.. Anyways I used to be someone who was social butterfly and flew around from one person to another when I was there and I wonder, why the hell I did it? Now a days I just stick by my babys side and rarely leave.. We actually had fun cuz we just sat with couple of his friends and my friends and sat and chatted away.. But there we're a few instences that normally would have had me having mood swings like crazy.. But so be it.. Life goes on and I dont give a flying fuck what anyone there especially the trash thinks.. Like this one guy .. and you know who you are not that you have a high enough iq. to understand what im getting at.. anyways what is this guy about? Came up to me and Jason and said sarcastically, "oh your still together." Then said/asked that we must have an open realationship.. What nerve the guy had.. Just thinking of things I could have said.. Maybe yeah but not for you.. or ask him if he actually has a brain? Nobody really knows but I just dont understand some people.. Anyways thats my lil rant for today.. |