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| June 2, 2001 |
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| I drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life -Dido |
| Love, Alan |
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| Go Jays Go!!! Ok it is summer!!! :) |
| So here we are.. its now June 2... So that means its been almost a year now since I had a really ugly little incident which turned my life into crap.. But things are getting alot better and everything I need to do ive been doing.. The summer is almost here even though nobody would know it from the weather we been having.. Me wearing a sweatshirt still in June seems wrong but thats life I guess.. I have a feeling that this will be a good summer.. Not like its hard after the summer I had last year.. My friend Heath grabbed me tickets for Unity the other day.. Didnt know if I really wanted to go but when he called and said that he wanted to I decided why not.. especially seeing my baby Jason wanted to go cuz Honey Dijon is spinning at it.. Sure I will have more fun then I did last year.. Not that crying as Cyndi Lauper sung true colours is a bad thing.. or walking through the little rainforest by myself cuz everyone was busy with there b/f's outta the people I was with.. So yes me and Jason are still together.. now about 6 1/2 months.. Crazy I never saw it coming and always saw myself being alone and having flings with endless guys who didnt give a damn that I had emotions and was a real person.. But alas.. such is life in the gay community.. Cant wait till another month and get to see Dido in concert *jumps up and down*.. Life has been kinda quiet lately.. especially with the leafs getting eliminated by New Jersey in the playoffs.. How could life without hockey be? But I do hope the Avs win the series.. Ray Bourque needs to retire a cup champion.. Pretty cool.. Also will finish 2nd in my hockey pool at work.. so thats couple hundred dollers for me.. tee hee.. and jump up from 3rd that I was last year.. Not that im bragging cuz my other pool im doing HORRIBLE.. So here I sit at work listening to a awesome Dido remix on the radio from a club on a Saturday night.. My b/f out having fun with his friends *sing* and then you call me and its not so bad.. Sorry had to sing.. :) Well I have now put alot of stuff and people behind me.. Some people just have no clue.. These people who give me nasty looks whenever they see me.. How pathetic are there lifes that I have any barring on there life? Pretty pathetic I guess.. Wish I could get along with everyone.. but who actually gets along with everyone? Oh well.. We'll end this here.. Check back soon!!! |