| Thank you! This month in almost finally over! This has been one of the worst months I have ever had. I love the friends I do. But I hate most of them because they all have someone compatable to share there life with and all I meet is jack asses.. I guess thats all I deserve though. This weekend that past was brutal. Alot of personal stuff which I dont want to really say on here. But thats life I guess.. Everytime I think everything in my life is getting better something goes and it falls apart again. The only thing that has happened in the past month is I told my family about alot of shit ive been through in the past little while.. Which was good to get off my chest. Then of course a week and 1/2 ago I got my nipple pierced. I always wanted to get something pierced.. But always wanted my eyebrow. So a week ago Saturday I was really bored and in a horrible mood so i called my friend and i told him i wanted to go to get something pierced. I went down to meet him after work and we went. I was so nervous that I was sweating and pacing.. :) Then i went in and was really nervous still. The whole time I couldnt watch because I was sure id pass out.. It did hurt alot.. But only for about 30 seconds.. then just kinda burned after. But now it doesnt hurt much except for when i clean it, then it kinda burns.. :) But now my nipple is actually sensitive.. and now I want to get my tongue pierced.. :) Anyways, I dont think I have much else too say so i'll sign off here.. |
| July 25, 2000 |
| I never felt so lonely I never felt so out of place I never want something more than this But on the telephone line I am anyone I am anything I want to be - Savage Garden |
| Love, Alan |
| Being Terminally Single Isnt Fun! |