This is a very personal
remembrance of a lady whom I knew (and worked with) for all too short a period
of time (1976 to 1992), but who was all the things mentioned in the poem, and
many more.
She was an artist of some
considerable renown in the Science Fiction/Fantasy Fandom and Convention area,
running the Art shows, and she was the kind of person for whom you would do
almost anything, but she was "just there," until one day, she wasn't,
any more.
I might also mention that at
the funeral, in the 9 days following her death while she was attending a
Convention, the e-mail which had been received, when printed out, (close
spaced, and in compressed typeface, without headers), was almost 3-inches in
depth, and had come from Fans, Authors, and other Artists, all over the
world. A much-beloved lady.
I invite your comments.
Kliah Denise <sniff>
MEMORIES OF A FRIEND
Elizabeth Claire
Pearse
With silvered hair and Heart of
Gold,
With love and understanding,
You touched our lives so many
ways,
And suggested,
"You're not trying."
A mother, you were best friend, too,
Your wisdom was our Standard,
We tried, and when we finished all,
You said, "You can do better."
A smile, a voice, a helping
hand,
You gave us new direction,
To do our best, and not give up,
But travel
ever onward.
An Artist with a flair for Hope,
Your paintings breathed and shimmered,
Of all you did, and all you said,
I say, "I'll try to follow."
We saw Akela,
strong and wise,
Our leader, and our comrade,
Life's difficulties would, you
said,
Just make us that much stronger.
A quiet strength you showed to all,
Your mind composed and balanced,
All problems were but motes of dust,
That keep your thoughts in order.
"What is it you are waiting
for?,"
"Perhaps the Second Coming?,"
You wanted progress right away,
And made sure
that we knew it.
Imperatives you laid on us,
To make our working better,
In every way, on every day,
Your heart and love grew stronger.
"Get off the Pot!" you
said to us,
"Do something more
constructive."
You could not ever stand to see,
A talent going
downward.
One day, I'll see your ginger eyes,
And that will be a blessing,
For now, I'll try just passing on,
The kind of help you gave us.
We love you, and we miss you,
too,
But nothing lasts forever,
Your love we knew, but now, we
know,
Your tasks seek new
surroundings.
If I could have just one more hour,
I think I'd pass the Honour,
For others need you more, just now,
And you must help them, also.
We have a memory of love,
To carry with us, always,
A touch of Other-worldly Grace,
Unlike all
other knowledge.
Queen of our hearts, we Honour you,
And hope that in the future,
We may ourselves be such as you,
To others in our lifetimes.
You left us for a better place,
Your new life growing stronger,
But still, I hear your sage
advice,
"Let it be a Challenge to
you!"
SHAI DORSAI !
Kliah Denise Mott
November, 1993.