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Less Than Nothing/Disappointment No Conformity/Fallen Infinite Sadness/Shatter Spiders/The End Underline/Insecure Not Spoken/The Life I Never Wanted |
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| less than nothing -brandie
Crystallized within this shapeless world of tears An angel�s wings are opening to a new occassion With feathers that fall across our pale skin Hope is resting with a promise of exaltation Time passes by me, for all to see It bewilders my mind, much like ecstasy Living just for death, life will never be free This feeling will be soon to end That is the blessed oblivion As blessed as it can possibly be We shall stand among all the ill-fated souls Those who for now are very much still hallow Still so very fragile to the touch Waiting for their exalting splendor Always waiting for some chance with love Disillusioning all that was forged by fear Some innocent divinity reaches from up high Frustrated and confused in dark consumption Many claim that it is always nothing they glimpse Though nothing can be something As it most commonly is Having less than nothing is surly having something |
disappointment -brandie I wished that I could love That I could reach the stars in the sky I thought that maybe I could feel That if I did, then I was really alive I dreamed that I was totally free That happiness was all I could find I needed words to be so true So that the truth was all I ever had I wanted life to be so simple That I could live without complication But love creates broken hearts Most emotions change after time Dreams hardly ever truly succeed Truth can be a misinterpreted lie Simple things cause larger complications In the end, nothing even matters though It is okay to lie, and cry, and die Life lets you learn, and get burned It happens to me all the time back to the top |
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No Conformity -brandie You scream out �No conformity� That seems all that you can say I know I�m easily amused Yet I�m not amused today So many cry out �No conformity� More and more do it too I find I�m never happy Especially not with you They shout out �No conformity� There are so many of them here Aren�t they just conforming though To their conformity fear All who yell �No conformity� What needs to happen will As for �No conformity� Make it into a little pill |
Fallen -brandie He looked up to the dreary sky engulfed in pain he wanted to die So now he waited for the rain that falls Maybe for her tears to drop within those walls They had clipped his wings to nothingness And abandoned him with nothing, more or less Basically with nothing left Maybe just nothing left to see Perhaps is was nothing left to be He had fallen down past the clouds He had fallen far and hit the ground All this occurred without a sound Now in sorrow he might just drown back to the top |
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Infinite Sadness -brandie As I look into the sky over my broken soul Stars were shining brightly over a darkened world I remember a promise from so long ago One that was sent from high above When time stopped ticking for an entrance so grand And all was peaceful and spectacular I'll remember the words soft spoken with grace The ones that promised me a sacred place Until suddenly or even slowly I recall the end The end of it all once again playing across my eyes I'll remember the blood that dripped down soft skin How all was lost as my hunger grew for such a thing Only one thing was given for that spirit So fragile and plain My infinite sadness Accompanied with all of its pain |
shatter -brandie harsh after thoughts of a memory something I tried so hard not to say I can see it so clearly now every thing I messed up in you time is slipping away from my fingertips there is just no possible way night has fallen upon me so swiftly I never expected all the pain all my misconceptions of you so much adoration for everything it�s making me go insane I thought you�d always be there standing so close all the while kind of thought you�d never leave me somehow I always think of you back to the top |
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Spiders -Jared Spiders hiding behind my eyes, Crawling down my face as I think about your lies. Cold darkness running up my spine, When will everything be fine? A fear of what was never said. What went on inside your head? Why'd you leave me here alone? To waste away till all that's left is bone. My shell sleeps here waiting for death, Floating on dreams of crystal meth. |
The End -Jared Another day, another night. Another whore, another fight. You should know that the part of me that cried has died. I've used it all. We've been through so much, you understand? I'm all used up. We went as far as we could go. Its time to leave, we've tried it all. Now why should I stay here? I go out the door, into the rain, And I think about the good times that we had. I look back to see you watching me. Then I turn and disappear. back to the top |
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Underline -brandie Glorified, yet still denied How far can your pride go I tried to hide, deep inside Just couldn't let the fear be known Stand I will against the wind And try my best to be strong Oh please don't let me be wrong again When will I find my way home Apart from all the rest I cannot be saved from my fall Worry not, I wont protest This is how I justify my soul Run away from all the pain I will not hate you in any way But it's true indeed The words you might say The pain is what I need |
Insecure -brandie Burn me up and throw me down It's nothing new, not for you lie to me, like you always do I don't mind, it's nothing new Go ahead and say what you feel I'll do the rest and make it real Rip me up and break my heart again It's nothing new, not for you It's alright, scar me through and through I don't mind, it's nothing new I fear, i hurt, inside, I cry I'll do my best, I'm not sure why. So burn me up if it makes you feel better Throw me down, because it'll never matter Sorry we weren't meant for each other back to the top |
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Not Spoken -brandie Don't tell me that you love me It's going to hurt too much I can't truly ever be with you Not the way you want I wont dare say that I love you I could hurt me way too much My heart is not cold or empty It's just completely fed up This place keeps on spinning Why can't I close my eyes I am starting to get dizzy And i know exactly why So I'll start to read your letters Then maybe start to cry inside My heart is not cold or empty But it really likes to hide Now your existance is enthralling And it makes me want to smile As I linger in the darkness Thinking of you all the while |
The Life I Never Wanted -Jared I never asked for this to happen to me. I don't want to live my life like this. I never thought I'd end up like I am, And I hate myself just for that. What is it like to be normal? I've forgotten what I used to be, And now I'm lost never to be found again. I want to remember who I used to be, But that's not who or what I am anymore. Now I'm lost never to be found again. I want to regain the life that used to be a part of me. Can't you see that life is never what you want? It's always what you get. Nobody chooses to live the way they do, It just gets handed to them on a silver platter, And we have no choice but to accept. back to the top |