| April 20, 2003 12:00 a.m. Happy Easter everyone! As you all sit down to your dinners with your family, remember those of us who's family left them for Easter. I got invited to the Kirkley's for some easter dinner, but me showing up would be weird. I mean lets face it, i'd feel like i was going over there with a sign on my head "Please feel sorry for me, I'm spending a family shared holiday by myself, pitty me!" Though I'm told this not being the case I'd still feel out of place. I hate feeling out of place... but let me talk about what happened tonight. I had a little get together hoping to get some friends that I hadnt seen in a while or don't see often to come over and chill. Well Daniel had a paper as well as clay, so thats cool. I understand. Daniel S. sorta had plans, so he didn't know (he didn't show) Kaitlin came over but had to leave at 8 she had a date. BUt she made an effort which sits well with me. Stacey I guess just wasn't interested in my offer which is what i figured from talking to her on the phone, but she said she would come with Kelley. I even told her i had her birthday present, she was all like "oh you didn't have to get me anything" and i said "no no your my bud it's your birthday i had to get you something!" Well so much for buds, I guess I'm not george so I'm not worth the time, And yes stacey I DIDN'T have to get you something, but i did. And as i type this I recall 2 other times she bailed on me. wow what a pal. Kelley did have the curtiousy to show up and hell i didn't even talk to her on the phone! Tiff came over as well. Then i got a call from Kyle and he came by as well. It was nice, I really hope they enjoyed themselves, cause had been like a week since i had seen tiff and kelley, and i hadn't seen kyle since Feb i think. It was really nice seein him again. He really is a good person. We ate some food, we're supposed to watch a movie, but instead i made an ass of myself trying to remeber Britney Spears choreography! And people flipped through my photo album making fun of captions i wrote FOREVER ago! Life is truely beautiful! lol! I'm just itching for next week i guess. Everything will be great next week... I think Daniel was right friday night when he said I let people walk on me. I think it's about time that changes...I need to start speakin more of whats really on my mind. I think I'm going to sleep on the couch again. I sleep better there. |
| Mood: Pretty Decent Music: Anything Deana Carter or Randy Travis Quote: "I would go to Bin Ladins for free food!" hehe |
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