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| A Fresh Start |
| I found a place where I can't wait to live.
A fresh start, a new beginning, a relaxing reprieve. A place out west, where the scenery shine; Where palm trees grow and mountains soar high. To get away from my current hellish existence - Then again, should I bother? Would it make a difference? A vacation destination where I could live year 'round; Forget all my problems, my past with this new life I found. Why do I sound so hopeful of this? Well since my life can't get much worse, surely not something I'd miss. This move is something that I more than need. In this decision, I will definitely succeed. This place I have wanted to move to for quite some time; Since I have no reason to stay here, I wouldn't be leaving anything behind. I mean, seriously, if I died tomorrow who would even care? My parents - yes; I think broken beyond repair... No one else would even miss me... something I thought to share. So as I said I have nothing holding me here. The one that mattered most, has all but disappeared. Working on saving up so I can leave as soon as I can I was meant to live out west, where the views are quite grand. Would I find what I seek in this bright new place? No, not love... I seek no embrace.... Maybe I could find warmth there where the sun is so bright... Where when I feel cold and empty I could walk into the light. Giving up on the one thing I was never meant to have; Maybe this move is what I need to bring the hope back. (c) Lissa 2005?? 2006?? |
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