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| Life is way too complicated Dont know whether Im coming or going How it seems to get me no matter what And screw up what ever I am doing Lately its been getting worse Cannot make up my mind Dont know what to do or who to choose I dont know what Im supposed to find If its true and life gets worse as we grow old I dont know if I can live through it Time keeps making it tougher, as we go on Sadness, pain, self hatred, just grows within The knife or razor looks good at times I just want to die when I get like this I cant take it anymore, and I cant seem to stop I should throw them away, but these feeling i cant dismiss No one to turn to, no one understands I cant make these choices in my life, but no one else will I feel so out of control, and lost in this world No one can ever begin to say they can relate to this hell I sit here in misery not knowing what to do The days comes shortly and the time will come again To find one more day closer to an unsuspecting end........... (c) Lissa |
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