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You say it might be of an ideal
But reading what you wrote is exactly how I feel. Knowing that you doubted my heart felt words When I said I love you, and with you I want to move forward. Ideally, you would "feel" that I would never hurt you Ideally, you would hear that what I tell you is true Ideally, you would see I would give you all that I am made of Ideally, you would taste the sincerity of my love. I feel I am intruding on your very life I know you don't feel the same love, and it causes much strife Of the future, with you, I would be happy, not sinking I know if you read this, you will probably be thinking.... Ideally, I would feel a "vibe" and leave you alone Ideally, I would hear the emptiness when we talk on the phone Ideally, I would see that you do not care for me Ideally, I would taste the bitterness like salt water from the sea If the above words hurt you, or hit you like shards of glass Know at time, I am scared of your feelings, any that come to pass I try to think happy thoughts, but I have developed a way A way to bring myself down, but this is what I would like to say Ideally, we would feel the love and devotion for each other Ideally, we would hear the truth in our hearts of one another Ideally, we would see into each others souls Ideally, we would taste one anothers life, which would be void of holes Ideally, our love would pass the the test of time Ideally, our love would be true - yours and mine. (c) copyright 8/4/05 Melia Teka |