Inner Turmoil |
To be in your arms, hearing you say things I have longed to hear,
Is something I need in my life, it�s always been so clear. I try to fight this feeling of �need�, and live my life alone, But each day it gets harder and harder, when all is said and done. I close my eyes and imagine a life, where I have someone by my side. When I open my eyes, the pain is there, not something I can easily hide. Too scared to be involved, been hurt too many times; I know I am meant to be alone, just wish my heart and soul would realize. Why am I such the dreamer, when none of it will come true, This yearning to be loved, pushes me deeper in solitude. Every time I get involved, I don�t believe I ask for much; Just respect, love, loyalty, honesty, and such. I do not need material things to make me the least bit happy, I just relish in words from the heart; God, this sounds so sappy. To be held close, for the passion and desire to be there, To be together in life, in all things we would share. As I said before it�s nothing but a dream, I will just live and die alone, as it was meant to be. (c) copyright 3/20/06 - Melia Teka |