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| Looking Back; Giving In |
| Could I ever trust you enough to share what I hide?
Things I have never told to a single soul? The events that led me to where I am today; Have been piling up and is now taking their toll. Would you look at me differently if you knew? I am scared of how you would think of me. Quite obvious that I am ashamed of what I have done; The evil person that deep down, wants to be free. Should I give in and be how I was before? Or is the path I am on where I ought to be? Why is everything so unclear in my life? Will I ever be able to NOT fake being happy? My life just seems insufferable, I guess deep down I enjoy it that way; Because if I didn�t, I would do more then �talk�; I just don�t know, or am too scared to change. � Melia Teka 4/25/06 |
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