Of You, I Wonder |
Thinking back of the time we spent together,
Remembering how you said 'we'd be friends forever'. Haven't talked to you in quite a few years; Wonder if you've forgotten me; a compelling fear. I sit here smiling, thinking of everything we did Of all the trouble, you got me in. I never regretted one moment of any of it, Except for that last time I saw you and told you to leave. Deep down I know you had to, but to this day I still grieve. Have you found your true love, settled down to raise a family? Or are you the same as before, and only pretending to live happily? Also wonder about your son, he must be almost a teen by now. Amazing; time, the older you get the quicker it goes, always wondered how. You were the only one who I felt I could talk to. Never felt that way again since you. I miss you so much, the way you talked and treated me. To know you always acted "real" not just how I wished you to be. With all your faults, actions, tears, and emotions. I believe at that time you really loved me; my own silly notion. Just know I am am thinking of you, I will always care, I will always love you, yours forever; "Lissa Bear". (c) 7/6/07 Lissa Teka |