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| The Soulless |
| Like a thousand lashes with a whip of thorns;
Your silence pains me, like nothing I've felt before. Feeling dirty and used, betrayed and broken; Was in denial at first, but let the realization soak in. I never loved some one so thoroughly, so deep; I never felt pain like this before, so raw, so steep. Each breath kills me, I die over and over again, All the joy, all the happiness does down the drain; Pain, torment and darkness is all that remains. Can't do this feeling justice, wish I would go numb; Believing your words and letting you in; naive and dumb. They say it's better to have love and lost then to not love at all; I can't see the logic through the endless tears that fall. They say that which doesn't kill you makes you stronger, With you gone, and this torture, I don't want to live any longer. Though I will go on day after day and hellish night after night; If any potential love comes along, against it I will fight. Three years along, thought I was immune to loves charm; Thinking it was safe to love you, and not come to harm. You even fooled my instincts, there was no warning sound; Thought the love of my life was finally found. Fate played a cruel hand of a lonely destiny, and a loving heart; I close my eyes while the whip continues tearing me apart. They say to grab life by the reigns, which I don't do, I play safe, The one time I did, ended in disaster, now I feel colder then the grave. You looked in my eyes and told me that you weren't an a**hole; But what you did to me, to my heart - do you even have a soul?. (c) Melia Teka 6/14/08 |
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