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| You came into my life at the perfect time When things were bad u were here for me You made me laugh, u made me feel loved I hadnt know u that long, but for u id do anything You left my life, at the worst possible time It was my fault I know this is true I said Id do anything and I didnt do the one thing The one thing, u needed, I couldnt do U asked for my protection from the cruel world I said yes when the time is right U could have stayed here with me We could have held each other every night You were taken from me, in the worst of ways If it were up to me, I would have said yes The time was wrong, couldnt ask them I would have told them slowly to avoid this mess I know u must hate me, and this i cant blame u The one thing u needed, I couldnt give u Ive let u down in the worst way I could This is eating me up inside, more than I thought it would The guilt I feel will never let me be Not knowing if ur alive, or where u r It hurts, its the worst pain ive ever felt Nothing can be worse than this, nothing by far I wish I can go back just 4 and say YES! Id rather deal with them, then go through this Id be forgiven sooner or later And id be in total emotional, and mental bliss Now ur gone its too late to change This anguish will do me in The guilt will kill me slowly To me, I have commited the ultimate sin I still love u and I will wait Ill wait for eternity and longer Ill wait for as long as it takes Hopefully, ill grow stronger... Lissa (c) 2-20-02 6pm CST |
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