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| What To Do... |
| Getting so frustrated, feeling like it�s getting worse,
Want to run away from here, this state is my curse. I would not tell anyone where I have gone, just start anew, Not that I�d be missed anyway, well maybe by one or two. I am tired, cold, feeling jaded and alone. If I left today, would I have regret what I had done? Probably; my list has grown more then I�d like to admit, But I am seriously getting to the point of saying �**** it�. What do I have that�s keeping me here? The one that I loved did what I most feared. I have nothing holding me back, but I�ll admit, I am scared, Again, I think too much, I should just go, and see how I fare. This is so confusing for me, too many mixed feelings. It�s like jumping in a black abyss, not knowing, not seeing. Those types of chances; the outcomes always left me in pain; Whether emotional, mental, or physical, the response is the same; But if I stay, further down the spiral I will continue to fall, Until I hit bottom, or soon to end it all. � copyright 04/03/06 Melia Teka |
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