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Hi all, just got back from day two in the first test.. hard yakka today.
Lucky aussies
all going good, very tired with the long days, but
where else would I rather be? Nowhere else please. Loving it. 18th October Well, here I am in aussie again, sometimes wondering what I'm doing here! This is the big time now boyo, you're playing the best in the world on hopeful debut... bring it on, yeah. I was a nobody and now I'm on centre stage with a huge audience on the fringe of facing one of all international cricket's greatest challenges...conquering the aussies on their home turf... can it be done? Geez yeah! Who's the conqueror?... Be a part of something big in the record books...who's that guy? Schools, grounds, streets, avenues, grandstands, airports, even a breakfast cereal named after him...that's who...could it be you? Could it be "MEEEE"?!...Who is that guy? I was showering off my stench after a day of carrying drink after drink with the panic of missing a call to the boundary for something to be brought out as all twelth men are, every second of the day's play...'can you get me my sun glass cleaner?', 'can you get some lip balm?', 'can you get me tweezers to clip a nail?'...well, I've forgotten the point I was going to make cos I got a sudden urge to ring Pizza Hut for a lazy night in with extra cheese meat overs...mm. "Thank you Tim, you have a good night". Isn't it smile material when you have a lovely conversation on the phone with a good buzz jumping through the cables? People should always be buzzy and open to each other...how easy is it to say 'hellloooo, you awl wight?'... but we don't say it, but how cool is it when someone does it to you? You start to get the vibes and get that cool chill...you stutter to think what, or how to replay...'ar.... hi', but usually you say it too quietly or a little too late, where another noise penetrates the air maybe sounding out your replay of 'hello'. You wonder if they heard you? You feel gutted cos that's a friend and you have the same buzz, but still halfway through the door wondering a litle shy, "is it me...who is that guy?"... You can stand up and achieve anything you want to... hark it...bring it on, but how strong are your feelings? It takes so much emotional strength to control your composure, nerves, anxiety, shakes, fear of failing, embarrassment. We are all embarrassed at times, and self awareness is more present when passing reflections, but can you be that part of history where schools, etc. are named after you, and stand and be so that "this is me, I am who I am'? That's the person who says hello first down the alleyway...sprinkles of rain, oil splashing reflections of light posts on the cobble stones, head looking downwards, because of the rain? Or the "who is that guy?" sense? Mmm...pizza coming in 12 minutess...mmm, Adam Parore should get here soon otherwise jerry to dinner for him. I'm hungry, cool tunes pumping at the mo, ministry of sound again, chill times...I've forgotten so many thoughts halfway through tonight. If I could type as quickly as I think, Idl have a super dooper series of my own 'Baby Sitters Club'. Why I say 'Baby Sitters Club', I've got no idea...tried to come up with a noun to make you visualise a series of books with some kind of 'never really finding out' theme where people get addicted to reading...what's going to happen? Yes...what will happen? Who really knows what's going to happen? Nothing is guaranteed...anything could happen... 20th October Well, I'm lying back in bed with the adrenaline buzzing the bod into
happiness, which is common with the first bite of a perkinana...the anticipation
of what the taste is like again. I'm pretty much coming straight from
India where things were successful at times into my first tour game for
NZ in aussie. If I keep progressing with my game plans and motivation
'what will happen?' 'what will it taste like if it goes to plan'...bad
perkinanas are like roses blooming in the desert...few and far between. Rigga's day today, bumped into things, cut both hands at different times,
ripped pants, spilling drink, so on. Is it that his bag tags are number
13? Unlucky for some...he's swapping numbers with Jeff Crowe, manager,
to number two. Well, I guess he was number two in the world on the Samsung
ESPN sports test batting rankings in August's NZ A tour... 7th November What a tradition...captain's meeting the night before a test, that's tradition to me, but nothing like the tradition the New Zealand cricket team has...the black dream we visage marked by power of pride in the silver fern, the baggy cap. Eleven of them sitting on a table in the middle of the room awaiting 6.30pm to strike before the proceeding of TEST MATCH CRICKET... the naming enlightening eleven great New Zealand cricketers to stride pride over the Tasman, four to miss out, with the biggest job of all...building the team stronger, and myself? I'm carrying the water for the boys and look out...if Cairns needs to go off for the mid morning no.2's, little Vincent will be in his stomping ground around covers, sniffing like a dog for his buried bone...hunting for a run out.....rrrrrrr...whooof!! And if that wasn't enough excitement for you, try sitting there when Jeff Crowe suddenly announces that there's a special guest here to wish us luck... aye!....AYE!! Russell Crowe...wowee, what a buzz...drove all the way up from his 700-hectare farm in Coffs Harbour, 5 hours away...to wish us luck and spur us on with the power of one achiever to another. An achiever of something Hillary did, the DNA dudes, bungy boy, and so on...the achiever. Our goal... to knock over the world champion aussies on their home soil and become a part of a history book in which we read back in half a century's time and go 'wowee, I was there, I wore the cap...look at us. we stuck our flag in the ground......' Well, it's the night before the test and I'm sooo excited...I danced
in the steamed out bathroom pretending to be a bird flying through the
clouds reaching his destination...the peak!!! |