Chapter 1: Facing Your
Fears
Hannah Carter, 9, with long waving blonde-brown hair, tan
complexion, big blue eyes, pale red lips, and small nose stood watching
everyone. The teens and kids, moving
around in the abandoned mansion fascinated her, the whole house fascinated
her. No one was supposed to be in the
house, it was “haunted,” but it was where all the kids hung out. The older ones figured it made them cool to
disobey the rules, the younger ones wanted to be like the older kids.
“Hey, what are you doing in
here? You’re not allowed in here!” a
girl with white-blonde hair yelled at Hannah.
She walked toward her, but Hannah just watched her, unafraid.
“Why are you in here then?” Hannah
asked, her question caught the blonde girl off guard.
“I’m…I’m…I dare you to go in that
room and visit my uncle!” she finally told Hannah, pointing to an old door with
the paint peeling off in sections.
“Fine,” Hannah said with a
shrug. She walked to the door, the girl
right behind. With her hand on the cold
doorknob she turned it and looked into the dark room, the shutters on the
windows closed, and turned back to the older girl. “Your uncle?” Hannah asked, pushing the door open as she asked.
“Yeah, my uncle. Now go meet him,” she said with an evil
smile, pushed her in, and pulled the door closed behind Hannah. Suddenly enclosed in darkness Hannah tried
to gain a visual understanding of where she was by blinking a few times so her
eyes adjusted to the light change. In
the dim light she could see a bed with dirty looking white sheets, a small
table with a vase in the middle of a yellowed doily, and a straight-backed
chair with the seat missing. Walking to
the window she tried to lift it, but it was too heavy. Hearing a noise she turned around. On the bed, surrounded by a bright green
glow a man appeared, his pale skin translucent, his lips drained of all color,
his hair, dark and curly, pulled back in a pony tail with the sides hanging
free of the red ribbon. In panic Hannah
screamed, and flattened herself against the wall as much as her skinny body
would allow.
“You can see me?” he asked in a deep
voice with an accent that Hannah had never heard before.
“You can talk?” Hannah said in shock.
“Yes, don’t be afraid,” he said,
floating just above the floor. “I won’t
hurt you, I’m William.”
“I’m Hannah,” Hannah said, relaxing
somewhat. “Are you a ghost?”
“I died, if that’s what you
mean. Are you afraid?” he asked,
looking at Hannah.
“Are you gonna hurt me?” Hannah
asked, still watching William skeptically.
“No,” William said softly.
“Then I’m not scared,” Hannah
announced, she pushed herself away from the wall and forced herself to stand in
front of William.
“Are you sure you’re not scared?”
William asked, looking at Hannah.
“Well it’s dark,” Hannah said, a
tremor in her voice that she couldn’t control.
“I can’t get the window to open.
I’m sort of afraid of the dark.”
“Try the other windows,” William
directed, trying to be helpful. Hannah
went over to the other windows and tried to open them all, but none would
open. “Why don’t you go out the
door?” Hannah went to the door and
pulled on it, the knob was ripped from the blonde girl’s hand, and Hannah stood
face to face with her.
“So did you meet my uncle?” the girl
asked, smiling innocently.
“I don’t think he was your uncle.”
Hannah said. “But I did meet this man
with a pumpkin for a head, riding a black stallion, a dark cape billowing out
behind him in an endless breeze looking for you.” The girl looked at Hannah with a shaky smile.
“You’re lying,” she said.
“Maybe you’re right, but don’t come
crying to me when he gallops up behind you and carries you away. Takes you to a slave ship where you’ll be
chained until you’re sold to some fat, bald guy that looks like a frog.” Hannah started to walk by the girl and
stopped. “And there’s a rat in there
too,” she said which sent the blonde girl into frantic scream. Screaming and pulling at her hair the girl
ran from the house.
“That was mean,” Hannah said, turning
from watching the girl to William. “I
shouldn’t have scared her.”
“Don’t worry, she doesn’t belong in
my house anyway,” William told Hannah.
“Only my friends are allowed in here, but it seems as though the likes
of her are all around.”
“Should I leave?” Hannah asked,
looking up at William, her blue eyes wondering, waiting for his answer.
“If you want, but I could sure use
the company,” he said, looking around his once beautiful mansion. Hannah looked out one of the windows across
the unkept lawn, to the nearest house, about 3 acres away. The house was still a part of William’s
property.
“I wonder if there are any
balconies. Are there?” Hannah asked
William. He smiled and shook his head.
“You’ve never seen the entire house?”
he asked, already knowing her answer.
She shook her head.
“No one really has. Everyone thinks it’s haunted,” she said with
a laugh. “Of course it is, but no one
wants to come around here unless they’re trying to be cool or something.”
“Come on, I’ll show you around,”
William told Hannah taking her through various rooms. “This was our bathe room, Sarah, my wife, wanted it to be
modern.”
“This is a bathroom?” Hannah asked,
looking at the pale marble floor, the high ceiling, the two-porcelain claw
footed tubs, and the balcony that ran around the top with stone dolphins and
merpeople fountains hanging form it.
“Where’s the toilet, and the running water?”
“The toilet? The outhouse is out back and the pump is
too. A prominent Italian architect
designed this bathroom. He specially
created it, upon my request,” William said proudly. Hannah looked around the beautiful and old-fashioned room.
“It’s lovely. Did Sarah like it?” Hannah asked. William chuckled.
“No, she loved the concept, but felt
it wasn’t fair to make the servants carry water all the way form the kitchen to
fill it, then to have to drain it too.
It was actually quite funny, this became just a room, no one used
it.” Walking by a tall cabinet with
glass doors Hannah saw a boy, about 16, pulling China plates out.
“Hey!” Hannah said, turning to face
him. “They’re not yours! Put them back.” He turned and looked at Hannah, an amused smile on his face.
“It’s the cops!” someone yelled
suddenly. Everyone panicked and ran
form the house, everyone except Hannah and the boy who yelled, “it’s the
cops!” Hannah grabbed one of the plates
from the guy who was trying to steal them as the boy grabbed the other
one. Hannah grabbed the plate for the
boy and put them away, watching him out of the corner of her eye.
“I’m not going to steal anything,” he
said, smiling at her protectiveness of the house. “I’m Jonathan, you can call me Jon.”
“What are you doing here, Jonathan?”
Hannah asked, glaring at him, her hands on her hips.
“Same as you I imagine,” Jonathan
said with a smile that wouldn’t go away.
“What’s your name?”
“I’m Hannah,” she said her glare
washing away as she watched him stand there, calm and relaxed.
“Who’s he?” Jonathan asked as he
pointed toward William.
“You mean you can see me too?”
William asked. Jonathan nodded. “Must be the innocence of a child,” he whispered
to himself.
“What?” Jonathan asked, looking at
William who shook his head.
“This is William, he’s a ghost,”
Hannah told Jonathan. He looked at
William once again and turned back to Hannah.
“Nice to meet you William,” Jonathan
said, extending his hand to William.
William smiled but didn’t take his hand. Jonathan let his hand drop and turned back to Hannah.
“What time is it?” Hannah asked,
looking at Jonathan, hoping he had a watch.
“Almost 6,” he said, looking at his
watch. Hannah ran down the stairs and
to the front door. “Wait, where are you
going?” Jonathan called, running down the stairs after her.
“I have to get home,” Hannah
explained opening the door. “I’ll be
back tomorrow William,” she promised.
“Where do you live?” Jonathan asked,
following her out of the house.
“In town,” Hannah said, running down
the sidewalk.
“I’ll go with you,” Jonathan said,
shutting the door and running down the road and into the town with Hannah. “So, how old are you anyway? I’d say you’re younger than me, but you’ve
got spunk.”
“9,” Hannah said quickly, stopping
and looking both ways before she crossed the street with Jonathan easily
keeping pace.
“I’m 11,” he told her. Hannah slowed as she approached her
house. “So do you want to do something
later?”
“Do you want to stay for supper?”
Hannah asked, knowing she wouldn’t be allowed to do anything after dark. Jonathan nodded and they went in the house
together.
“Hannah?” Lucas Carter called from
the kitchen.
“That’s me,” Hannah said, running
into the kitchen and her father picked her up in a hug. “Can my new friend stay for supper?” she
asked, her blue eyes full of innocent hope.
Lucas looked at Jonathan standing in the doorway and back at Hannah, her
big blue eyes looking deep into his brown through her long, curly
eyelashes. He finally caved and nodded
his head. Hannah smiled a big, bright
smile that showed most of her small white teeth.
“What’s your name?” Lucas asked,
looking at Jonathan as he set Hannah on the ground.
“I’m Jon,” Jonathan said, holding his
hand out to Mr. Carter.
“Jon, why don’t you call your parents
to make sure it’s alright you stay, son,” he said, taking his hand and shaking
it. Jonathan nodded and went over to
the phone.
“My grandma Mina wants to talk to
you,” Jonathan said, holding the phone out to Lucas. Lucas took it and began talking to Jonathan’s grandmother.
“You can stay. Why don’t you kids go play while I finish
supper?” Lucas suggested. Hannah took
Jonathan’s hand and led him up to her room where they played until Lucas called
them. Jonathan stayed for supper and
the two, him and Hannah, started their unbreakable bond called friendship.
Time flew by and Hannah, Jonathan, and William
spent each day after school at William’s house. They spent their days together talking about their families and
what they were like.
“I want to show you something,”
William told Hannah, almost a year later.
Hannah followed William up to one of the bedrooms on the second
floor. “This was my daughter’s
room. Her name was Hannah.”
“Really?” Jonathan asked as he
followed Hannah into the room. There
were two large windows, shuttered and heavy curtains were blocking the rest of
the light. There was a heavy,
old-fashioned bed in one corner, a matching wardrobe across from it, and an
oriental rug on the floor. The walls were
painted in a 3-D fashion with bookshelves that contained painted on books and
toys.
“Wow, look at the ceiling,” Hannah
said, staring up at the huge round window in the middle of the ceiling. “I love this room,” she told William.
“So did my Hannah,” William said with
a sad look in his eyes. “That’s why I
wanted to show it to you,” he said, looking at Hannah. “You remind me of my Hannah. She was so full of life and energy, she was
beautiful and smart.”
“What happened to her?” Hannah asked,
not exactly sure she wanted to hear the answer.
“She was out riding with her cousin
Mary when she fell off her horse. Her
neck was broken and she died instantly.
Sarah and I were heartbroken but we had Mary to look after. A few years later we were blessed with
another child, Shawn. Come,” William
said, floating down the hall to another room.
Hannah looked around the room. The walls were painted in a pale yellow
color and the hard wood floor was covered with a blue hand-woven rug. There was only one window and it’s shutters
were open, letting the sunlight pour in.
There was a wooden cradle, a rocking chair, and dresser in the room
along with some toys. There was a
wooden train set and a rocking horse.
“Shawn was a blessing. When he was born Sarah and I realized how
much we needed children in our lives.
But our happiness was short lived.
Shawn caught the fever when he was just a year old, and died. Sarah stayed with him the entire time and
caught the fever. She died a short time
later,” William said, so sad that Hannah wished she could give him a hug.
“But you still had Mary,” Hannah
said, trying to find some light in his dark cloud.
“Yes, I did,” William said as he
began to fade away. “I think you two
need to be getting home.”
“William, don’t go,” Hannah pleaded.
“Hannah he needs some time. He’s just reopened painful wounds,” Jonathan
said, putting his arm around her shoulder.
“Don’t worry, he’ll be fine tomorrow.”
“Don’t you think we should make sure
he’s alright?” Hannah asked, hating to see people in pain.
“Come on, my mom’s waiting for us to
have supper with her,” Jonathan said, leading her out of the house.
“Your mom? I don’t think I’ve ever met her, have I?” Hannah asked Jonathan
shook his head.
“She lives in Washington, DC. She left me in my grandparents care when I
was born. She comes to visit me
sometimes, and she wants to meet you,” he explained.
“Why, did I do something wrong? I mean how does she know who I am?” Hannah
asked.
“I told her about you, of course,”
Jonathan said with a smile. “Come
on.” The two ran to Jonathan’s
grandparents house and Hannah met Jonathan’s mother, Jaime.
“Hello my dear. You certainly are a beautiful child,” Jaime
told Hannah. Hannah smiled, shyly, and
hid behind Jonathan. Jaime smiled at
Hannah’s shyness and turned to the kitchen where her mother was making supper
for everyone.
“Are you scared of my mother?”
Jonathan asked, looking at Hannah over his shoulder. Hannah looked down at the ground and Jonathan knew she was. “It’s okay, she’s really nice once you get
to know her, promise.” Hannah smiled
and looked up from the ground.
“Dinner,” Mina called as she and
Jaime came back into the room carrying steaming dishes of food. Hannah and Jonathan sat at the table and
soon everyone was eating and enjoying friendly conversation.
“William?” Hannah called as she and
Jonathan ran into the house the next day, after school. He didn’t appear like he usually did. “Where is he?” Hannah asked franticly. “I’m worried Jonathan. What if something happened to him?”
“It’s okay. I’m sure he’s fine. Just
don’t worry. He’s probably just outside
or upstairs and didn’t hear us come in,” Jonathan said, trying to comfort her
and reassure himself. Hannah ran for
the stairs and called, “William,” as she went into each room and looked for
him. Finally she gave up and sat in the
middle of the Oriental rug in Hannah’s room.
Jonathan laid on his back next to her on the rug and looked up at the
clouds in the sky through the window.
“Do you think he’s okay?” Hannah
asked laying down by Jonathan, her head resting on his stomach.
“I’m sure he is,” Jonathan said,
putting his hands behind his head and smiling contently. Hannah looked up at the sky and snuggled
down into Jonathan’s stomach and fell asleep.
“What time is it?” Hannah asked,
sitting up suddenly awake and surrounded by total darkness. Jonathan sat up next to her, and looked down
at his watch.
“6:30,” he said, still half-asleep.
“I was supposed to be home an hour
ago,” Hannah whined, standing up quickly.
Jonathan stood up too.
“I guess we should go then,” he said,
running a hand through his mahogany colored, shoulder length hair. Hannah stretched and yawned, while the
moonlight shone on her from the window.
“Jonathan?” she asked, looking at him
as he stared at her. He shook his head
and smiled while his cheeks reddened in the dark.
“Sorry, I’m still half-asleep,” he
apologized. “Let’s go before we get in
too much trouble.” Hannah nodded and
they walked home together in the moonlight.
“Bye,” Jonathan called as he watched Hannah walk up to her door and
disappear inside. “Hannah, where have you been?” Lucas
asked his daughter when she came in the house. “I was out playing, and lost track of
the time,” Hannah explained. Lucas
looked at Hannah for a long minute, took in her wrinkled clothes, messy hair,
and all together sleepy appearance, and shook his head. “Mina called and said Jon was
missing. He didn’t get home for supper,
do you know where he was or is?” Lucas asked Hannah. “We were playing,” Hannah said,
shifting form foot to foot uncomfortably.
“What’s for supper?” “I’ll make you a peanut butter
sandwich, then you can go up to your room,” Lucas said, standing and going into
the kitchen. Hannah went into the
kitchen and ate the sandwich her dad made for her and went to her room. Lying on her bed Hannah looked up at her
ceiling and started to fall asleep.
Around midnight she sat up, her head warm, sweating, and ran to the
bathroom. “Hannah?” Lucas asked, coming
into the bathroom after knocking. He
found Hannah curled up on the floor, her eyes closed tight, and crying softly. “I don’t feel good,” Hannah said with
tears in her eyes. Lucas felt her head
and carefully picked her up. Putting
her in the car he raced to the hospital. “Mr. Carter, your daughter is having
an appendicitis. They are preparing her
now for an operation to remove it as soon as possible. Does your daughter have any medications that
she’s allergic to?” Doctor Morrow asked, waiting for Lucas’s answer. “I don’t think so,” Lucas said, not
remembering his deceased ex-wife ever telling him about Hannah’s medical
problems.” “Alright, I’ve got an appendix to
remove,” Doctor Morrow said, going back to the OR. At two in the morning Doctor Morrow and her team of nurses and other
doctors were desperately racing to save Hannah Carter’s life. “Mr. Carter we have a slight problem. Hannah’s allergic to the anesthesia.” “So what do you mean? What are you saying?” Lucas asked, his
breath caught in his throat. “She’s in a coma,” Doctor Morrow said
simply. “She may come out, she may
not. Right now it’s hard to tell. Didn’t you know she was allergic?” “She never had surgery before, and
her mother was the one that handled her medical information,” Lucas said, his
voice sad and his look far away. “Well there’s nothing you can do
now. If you would like to go home we’ll
notify you of any changes. There really
is nothing you can do,” Doctor Morrow said, looking at Lucas, a comforting hand
on his shoulder. “I should let my family know,” Lucas
said, standing in the hallway, unmoving.
“If anything changes, let me know.” “I will,” Doctor Morrow
promised. Lucas left the hospital,
never even visiting his daughter. Lucas
drove home feeling nervous about Hannah, but oddly relieved. Once home he called his sister, Hannah’s
Aunt Bernice, his ex-wife’s brother, Doug, and sister Tina, and his son Jakob. “William?!” Jonathan called, running
into the house after school.
“Hannah?!” “What’s going on? Where’s Hannah, isn’t she with you?” William
asked, appearing before Jonathan. “That’s what I was going to ask
you. She wasn’t at school today,”
Jonathan said, breathless from running.
“If you see her tell her I’m looking for her, please,” Jonathan asked
William and left the house before he could answer. Running all the way to Hannah’s he rang the bell and stood on the
doorstep panting and waiting. “Can I help you?” a woman in her late
forties, early fifties asked. “Hannah…I’m looking…for…her. Is she…okay?” he asked. The woman’s face twisted into a pained
expression. “What?” “She’s really sick dear. She’s in the hospital,” the woman told
Jonathan. Jonathan’s face fell as a
lump formed in his throat. “Which one?” he whispered around the
lump. “Can I visit her?” “Jones Methodist Hospital,” she said,
her own voice sounding choked. Jonathan
didn’t waste anymore time and ran home. “Grandma!” Jonathan screamed as he
threw open the door and ran in the house. “Jon, honey, what’s wrong?” Mina
asked, coming to her grandson’s side.
“What’s going on?” “It’s an emergency. I need to get to Jones Methodist Hospital!”
Jonathan said, his voice full of pain, his green eyes opened wide, and full of
tears. “Alright,” Mina said, grabbing her
keys. “Why the hospital?” she asked as
they drove to the hospital. “Hannah’s there. I have to see her,” Jonathan said, barely
able to sit still in the front seat.
Mina concentrated on the road and they were soon at the hospital. “Hannah Carter,” Jonathan blurted out to the
nurse at the front desk. “107,” she said after checking the
computer. Jonathan raced down the hall,
leaving his grandmother behind. Slowing
down he went in the room and found it empty except for Hannah who looked
exactly like she did when she slept, except she wasn’t smiling. When Hannah slept she always had a smile on
her face, one thing that Jonathan loved about her. “Hannah?” Jonathan whispered, looking
at Hannah, all hooked up to machines and tubes. “You don’t look so good,” he told her as he walked over to the
bed and brushed her golden blonde hair behind her ear. “Can you hear me?” he asked. Climbing up onto the bed he curled up next
to Hannah. Cradling her head in his arm
Jonathan ran his fingers through her long hair. “Please be okay,” he whispered, kissing her cheek and fell asleep
with her in his arms, protected from the world. “What’s going on?” Lucas asked as he
came in the room with his sister and Jakob.
“Jon?” Jonathan opened his eyes
and looked at the people in the doorway with sleepy eyes that only saw their
shapes. “What are you doing here?” “She needs me,” Jonathan said, tears
dried on his cheeks. Please don’t tell
me I have to leave,” he begged Lucas. “Hannah?” Jakob asked, walking in the
room toward the bed. “Is she going to
be okay, Dad?” “I don’t know, I just don’t know,”
Lucas said, staying in the doorway while Jakob and Bernice went to the bed. “Hannah? Can you hear me?” Jakob asked, picking up her hand. “Mmm,” Hannah whined, rolling over and
burying her face in Jonathan’s shoulder. “Hannah,” Jonathan said, new tears
forming in his eyes. Hannah moved her
arm, pulling tubes from it and her nose.
Lifting her head her cloudy eyes looked into his teary green ones. “Hannah, you’re okay?” Jakob asked,
turning her small frame so she was looking at him. “Mmm,” she said, pulling away from
him and turning back to Jonathan. Lucas
moved out of the doorway and into the hallway. “Nurse,” he said when he reached the
nurse station. “I need Doctor Morrow in
107, now.” Doctor Morrow rushed to the
room and was pleasantly surprised to find Hannah awake. “Alright, I need everyone to leave
she told Lucas, Bernice, and Jakob. “Can I stay?” Jonathan asked. “Sorry,” Doctor Morrow said, helping
Jonathan form the bed careful not to hurt Hannah. “Jonathan we must go now,” Mina told
her grandson. “You can see Hannah when
she gets home.” Jonathan reluctantly
followed his grandmother from the hospital and remained quiet during the entire
ride home. Once the car stopped in the
driveway Jonathan jumped out of the car and ran up to his room. The next few days dragged on for
Jonathan. He went to school, then to
the house, then home. Nothing was the
same without Hannah. William and
Jonathan bid their time without her impatiently. Racing into the house after school after a few days he found
Hannah waiting for him. “Hannah! How are you feeling?” Jonathan asked, standing in front of the
door. Hannah shrugged as William
materialized behind her. “Did you miss me?” she asked with a
smile. “Yes! Please don’t ever leave me again. It’s too boring without you around,” Jonathan said, causing
Hannah’s smile to brighten. “I’ll try not to,” Hannah
promised. “Come on, William promised to
show the rest of the house to us. Or at
least some of it,” Hannah’s excitement and energy filled the house. Jonathan watched Hannah race up the stairs
and smiled, he really missed her spirit and zest for life over the last few
days. “Jonathan are you coming?” she
called, looking down at him from the top step.
Jonathan nodded, shaking himself from his daze, and raced up the stairs
to join her. “Where’s William?” Jonathan asked as
he reached the top of the wide staircase. “He said he’d be back to wait for
him,” Hannah said, going into Hannah, William’s Hannah’ room. “So, how long till he comes back?”
Jonathan asked, impatient. Hannah
shrugged as she sat on the edge of the bed and anxiously moved her feet about. “Alright I’m back,” William announced
as he appeared in the room with both kids. “So what are you going to show us?”
Hannah asked, excited as she jumped off the bed. “Come,” William said simply. Hannah obediently followed and Jonathan came
after her. William led them to a door
of ordinary dark wood with a silver plated knob. “Open it,” William commanded before he disappeared inside. “Well, are we going in?” Jonathan
asked at Hannah’s hesitation. With no
response she pushed open the door and entered the musty smelling room. “Who’s room was this?” “This was Mary’s room,” William said,
sounding sad. Hannah and Jonathan
looked around the room. It’s three
spacious windows were closed off, the curtains drawn together and the shutters
closed. The furniture looked black and
menacing in the dim light and the carpet on the floor was a deep, blood colored
red. “Mary liked this?” Hannah asked,
sticking close to Jonathan. William
nodded. Jonathan walked over to her
desk in the corner and opened the drawers and shuffled through the
contents. “What happened to her?” “To Mary?” William asked. He thought about the question for a long
time, unable to remember. “I’m not
sure. The last I remember she was alive
and well. That’s when I was sick,” he
said, his eyes shining with tears. “Hey, look at this,” Jonathan said,
holding up a picture he had found. “Who
are they?” William looked at the people
in the old black and white picture. “Those two people,” William said,
pointing to a tall slender man with dark hair, a cap in one hand, and a
mustache and a shorter, gracefully slender woman with light hair piled onto her
head in a bun. “They were Mary’s
parents. Rebekah was Sarah’s sister,
and her husband was James. The two
girls,” he said, pointing to two light haired girls, one in a flower print
dress with pig tails, the other in a plain dress with her hair in a bun to
resemble the older woman’s. “Are Mary,”
he pointed to the younger of the almost identical girls. “And that was her older sister,
Margaret. Rebekah, James, and Margaret
were killed. That was why Mary came to
live with us.” “I wonder if Mary’s still alive,”
Hannah mumbled as she looked at the picture. “What?” Jonathan asked. Hannah shook her head and looked around the
room again. “Where’d William go?” Hannah asked,
noticing that he was no longer in the room. “I don’t know,” Jonathan said, as he
too looked for their disappearing friend.
“Why does he always do that?
Couldn’t he at least say he’s leaving?” “Maybe he didn’t feel like it,”
Hannah defended. “William does not have
to answer to you!” Jonathan looked at
Hannah, anger plain on her face. “I know, I’m sorry. I just wish he’d say bye before he left
that’s all,” he explained. Hannah
continued to scrutinize him for awhile as Jonathan shifted his feet around,
uncomfortably. Hannah and Jonathan continued to come
to William’s house after school, on weekends, and during the summer. They were all fairly good friends. It was obvious William enjoyed Hannah’s
company and only tolerated Jonathan because he was Hannah’s friend. It was also obvious that Jonathan only went
because Hannah did, and he wanted to be near her. It was obvious to everyone, except Hannah, now a teen. “William I really like her,” Jonathan
told William one day when Hannah wasn’t around. “What should I do? I
can’t just go up to her and tell her that I like her,” he complained. “If you really like her you have to
let her know. She’s not a mind reader,”
William pointed out to Jonathan. “Who
knows, maybe she’ll like you too.” “William!” Hannah said, coming in the
room, previously unnoticed. “Sorry to
interrupt. I’ll be out of here in a
minute,” she told Jonathan who was blushing and avoiding her look. “Is this you?” she asked, holding a book out
to William. William took a long look at
the old photo and finally nodded. “Is
this your brother?” William looked at
the picture of a man named Logan Flanheart. “Yes,” William said, smiling as
memories of his brother came flooding back to him. “Thanks,” Hannah said, standing and
running out of the house, forgetting the book. “I didn’t know you had a brother,”
Jonathan said, looking at William, his eyes held a glazed over look as he
remembered past times with his sibling, Logan. “Yeah, a younger brother. My only sibling that survived to be over
15,” William said still distracted. “I wonder what Hannah’s up to,”
Jonathan said, looking through the book. “She’s a very curious child,” William
said with a smile. Jonathan set the
book aside and looked back at William. “Do you think I should tell her? I don’t want to mess up the relationship we
already have,” Jonathan said, unsure. “Only you can make that choice. If I were you I would tell her, then you
know how she feels,” William suggested, as he disappeared. “I just don’t know,” Jonathan told
himself, trying to decipher his decision from his head. “Can I help you?” a nurse in uniform asked
Hannah. “I hope so. I’m looking for Logan Flanheart,” Hannah said, growing nervous. “Are you family?” the nurse with Anne
written on her nametag asked. “Not really. I’m more of a friend of the family. Can I see him?” Hannah asked, feeling the
nurse’s curious look. “Here, sign these forms,” Anne instructed,
pushing some papers toward Hannah.
Hannah sighed in relief and quickly signed the papers. “Follow me,” Anne once again
instructed. Hannah followed Anne down
the sterile looking white hallway. “You
know you’re the only one to visit Mr. Flanheart. The only visitor he’s ever had was the man who brought him
here. That was only to get his coat
back. Here you are.” “Thanks,” Hannah said, standing
outside of the door, her hand paused over the doorknob. She inhaled deeply and opened the door. As the door closed behind her she looked
around. Logan, or the man who appeared
to be Logan was easily in his 90’s, his hair was fine and silver. The wrinkles in his face appeared
permanently etched in, and his small eyes were closed. Afraid to wake the frail looking man Hannah
looked around the room. She picked up a
picture, from the dresser, and peered intensely at the faces. She recognized William and decided the
others who were around him must have been Sarah, Mary, and Hannah. “What are you doing?! Put that down! Kids these days, they’ll steal anything for a buck!” Logan
yelled, nimbly jumping out of bed and grabbing the picture from Hannah. “I wasn’t going to steal it,” Hannah
insisted as Logan took the picture from her hands and returned it to its proper
place. “Of course not,” Logan said
sarcastically, his big brown eyes, his only feature not impaired by age, roved
over her as he tried to figure out what she was doing in his room. “Thieves never admit they’re trying to steal
something, especially when they’re caught in the act. You can’t have anything, now leave!” “Please,” Hannah stalled. “I only came here to ask you about your
brother. I don’t want to steal
anything, honest.” “Get out,” Logan demanded in a voice
that didn’t seem like it could have come from a man of his advanced age. “I don’t ever want to see you again. Go!” he moved closer and closer to Hannah,
forcing her towards the door. “Wait, please. I don’t understand,” Hannah pleaded as she
tried to hold her ground against the graying man of above 6’, and even at the
age of 81, he still was a force to be reckoned with. “I only wished to ask you what happened. Why he hasn’t gone away and reunited with
his family.” Logan stopped, mid-stride,
and looked at Hannah. “What are you talking about?” he
asked finally. “Your brother, William, I only wished
to know what happened to him. After
Sarah and Shawn died, what happened?
Why didn’t his spirit find rest and join them and Hannah?” “Who are you?” Logan finally asked as
he reassessed her. “Hannah. Hannah Carter,” she said.
“How do you know about my brother?” “He’s a friend of mine,” she
said. “He’s a ghost.” Logan paled and quickly sat on the edge of
his bed. “Are you sure?” he asked, looking at
Hannah, wanting only to know the truth.
“Are you lying to me? Because I
am old and gullible does not mean you can take advantage of me.” “I don’t want to take advantage of
you Mr. Flanheart. I only want to know
what happened to William.” “Why? What good will it do to relive what happened?” Logan asked. “It was a long time ago, we can’t change the
past. Just forget about it. It doesn’t matter anymore.” “But it does matter!” Hannah said,
forcing herself to calm down. She
looked at him and took a deep breath before continuing. “I want to help. I want William to be happy and as long as he’s not with his
family he will never be truly happy.” “Help?” Logan scoffed. “I wish it were that simple. No one can help. Not now,” his voice trailed off and the small grandfather clock
on his dresser chimed 6. Hannah jumped
slightly at the sound. “I have to go,” she said, remembering
her father’s warning of be home by 6:30 or be grounded. “But I’ll be back tomorrow. Maybe you’ll feel like telling me about
William if not what happened,” she asked, looking at Logan hopefully. “We’ll see,” was all Logan
promised. Hannah was content with his
answer, certain she could convince him to at least tell her about what William
was like. “Bye,” she called as she left the
room. She ran from the old age home and
hurried to William’s house. “William?”
she called after bursting in the front door.
William materialized before her, Jonathan coming in the room not far
behind. “Where have you been?” William asked
as she caught her breath. Hannah
avoided the question not wanting to tell him of Logan for fear he would ask why
she had been there. “I only have a minute. I have to be home in 15 minutes. I just wanted to let you know I can’t come
tomorrow to visit you, so you don’t worry.” “Is everything all right?” William
asked. Hannah nodded a smile forming on
her lips giving her the look of a mischievous angel, or at to Jonathan thought
so. “I can’t explain now. I’ve got to go. See you both later,” she said and disappeared out the door. “Logan?” Hannah called after knocking on his
door and opening it. Logan looked up
form the book he was reading and saw Hannah standing in the doorway. There was no way he could deny it, she
reminded him of his long ago lost niece.
She had the same big, innocent blue eyes, long blonde-brown hair,
height, the same graceful slenderness, she even had the same disposition and
adventurous spirit. “Logan? Are you alright?” “Yes, fine,” Logan said, shaking
himself from his reverie. “What do you
want now?” “I told you,” Hannah said. She came into the room and took a seat on an
empty armchair with beige fabric.
“Please, tell me about William; anything about him. I really want to know.” Logan set his book on the nightstand on the
side of his bed. “I suppose you won’t leave until I
tell you something, will you? He asked after getting comfortable. “Nope,” Hannah said with a
smile. Logan sighed and cleared his
throat getting ready to tell her some of what she wanted to know. “When I was about 16,” he began, a
far away look coming into his eyes as he remembered and relived the events he
was talking about. “My parents
died. William moved onto our parents’
farm. He left his land in the care of
his overseer and we worked the farm together.
The overseer, Ben Walker, was an evil man. He destroyed the farm.
Stole money and let the land go untended. William lost the land he’d worked so hard for because of me. I know he was upset and that if it hadn’t
been for me he would have never lost it. “He never said anything about it, but
I knew it was always on his mind. I
thought he must truly resent me and as soon as I reached an age of which I cold
go off on my own and make my own living I went. I just up and left, leaving everything on William. For years I was gone. I never found a place where I fit in. I traveled around, found odd jobs here and
there. Occasionally I’d write to William
and let him know where I was and that I was doing all right. Once he wrote to me and said he was getting
married. “Of course I had to be there for my
own brother’s wedding so I went back to the home I’d grown up in, a home that
was my own, but wasn’t. I met his
wife-to-be, Sarah. She was beautiful,
long chestnut hair, big doe brown eyes.
I fell in love with her at first sight.
Unfortunately for me she only had eyes for William and he for her. They were in love and it was obvious to all
those around them that they were. I was
there when they got married and stayed until Hannah was born. “After Hannah was born I knew I had
to leave. There was no place there for
me. William loved me, I know that, and
he wanted me to stay. I just
couldn’t. They were too happy. Everyday they seemed to be happier and I
grew more depressed. I could only
imagine what it’d be like to have been Sarah’s husband, to have been Hannah’s father. It was too much to bear and I decided to
leave.” Tears leaked out of the corners
of Logan’s eyes. Hannah handed him a
tissue. He took it and looked up at
her. “Forgive me for what I did. I was a man crazed with grief. I didn’t mean for anything to happen to
her. I loved her so much. I never meant to hurt her.” “Hurt who?” Hannah asked. “Logan?” “I’m such an evil person. I was in the woods when Mary and Hannah were
out riding. Mary went by and as Hannah
was riding by the tree I was hiding behind I stepped out. The horse was spooked and threw her. I never meant to do her any harm. I killed her! I killed my daughter!” Logan sobbed. “But it was an accident,” Hannah
said, trying to comfort him. “You
couldn’t have known the horse would be frightened.” “It doesn’t matter. It happened and after she was gone Sarah
finally confessed that it was my daughter, not William’s. I killed her,” he said, openly sobbing. “All her life I wished she had been mine and
it wasn’t until she was dead that I learned she was!” “I’m sorry,” Hannah whispered. Logan looked up at Hannah and cried even
harder for he couldn’t help but wonder what his Hannah would have looked like
at that age. “Please go,” he pleaded, unable to
take the resemblance any longer. Hannah
quietly stood up and left. “Hannah, what’s wrong?” Jonathan
asked when she walked into William’s house that evening. “I didn’t expect to see you.” Hannah didn’t respond, she just continued in
her zombie-like manner and went up the stairs to Hannah’s room. Inside she looked at everything and wondered
how one child could cause so much pain and what the rest of the story was
because she knew Logan hadn’t told her everything. “Hannah?” William said, appearing
before her out of thin air. Hannah
looked up at her friend and a lump formed in her throat. She couldn’t tell him about his precious
child and beloved wife. Suddenly the
air in the room was suffocating her and she had to get out. Away from William, away form the memories of
Hannah, away form it all. She turned to
run but only succeeded in bumping into Jonathan. “What’s wrong?” Jonathan asked,
seeing the tears forming in blue Hannah’s blue eyes. He put his arms around her to comfort her, but she struggled. “Let me go,” Hannah demanded. She had to get away before she told
William. “Just leave me alone,” she
pleaded, trying to get away from Jonathan’s arms. “Hannah, what’s wrong?” William asked
his concern evident in both his voice and on his face. Hannah forgot about trying to get away from
Jonathan and instead clung to him. “Hey, what happened?” Jonathan asked,
gently running his hand over her back.
“Are you all right?” Finally
able to push away from Jonathan Hannah turned to face William, her eyes red and
swollen from crying. “William I’m so sorry,” she said
finally able to speak. “I wanted to
help, to find a reason to why you’re here instead of where ever your family
is. I talked to Logan—“ “What?!?” William asked his voice making the windows rattle. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I only—“ “Don’t ever go near him again! Do you understand?” William asked,
approaching Hannah slowly, menacingly. “But why?” she asked, tears dried on
her cheeks as she looked at William. “Because he is dangerous,” William
said. “I don’t want you to get
hurt. Promise me you won’t go where
ever he is.” Hannah looked at him,
shocked. “But he wasn’t mean,” Hannah
insisted. “If you don’t remember what
happened to you he may be able to help.” “No!” William insisted. “If William says that he’s dangerous
I don’t want you anywhere near him either.
Don’t be stubborn about this,” Jonathan said. “Fine, if you’re so caught up on not
letting me go, I won’t,” Hannah finally agreed. Secretly she wondered if there was a way to get around her
promise. “Thank you,” Jonathan said, breathing
a little easier. “Come on, I’ll walk
you home,” he offered. William watched
the two leave and unbidden memories came flooding back to him. Memories of the woman he loved, the children
he lost, his brother’s betrayal, and many more. He disappeared, blending into the house and vanishing. “Hannah what’s wrong?”
Jonathan asked as they walked towards town.
“You’re so quiet.” “I was just wondering what happened
between William and Logan what did Logan do?” she said with a shrug. “Guess I’ll never know.” “Not unless William decides to tell
you,” Jonathan said. “You promised
you’d stay away from Logan and I hope you will keep your promise.” “I will, I will,” Hannah said and
raced ahead of him. Jonathan shook his
head and followed at a more sedate pace.
“What took you so long?” Hannah asked from her seat on her front porch. “I didn’t want to run,” Jonathan
said with a shrug. “I might mess up my
hair.” He ran his fingers through his
shoulder length brown hair. “You and your hair,” Hannah said
rolling her eyes at his love for his hair.
“So, you staying for supper?” “Sure,” he said. Hanna led the way into the house. “Dad?” she called into the quiet house. He didn’t answer. “There’s a note on the table,”
Jonathan said, pointing out the paper to Hannah. She picked it u and read it.
“What’s up?” “Nothing,” she said, throwing the
paper away. “He just had a business
dinner. So, what do you want? We can make something.” For weeks Hannah did research after
school at the town library. She
searched for any clues to William’s past she could find.Chapter 3:
Young William
Chapter 4:
Mary