When you look in the mirror who�s that woman you see?
Is she the beauty that you�d planned her to be?
Did your transition go smoothly as intended to be?
Or are you lonely and desperate and melancholy?
Why thankyou for asking, it all went as I�d planned,
And I am complete now, as you would understand.
The decision wasn�t easy but one only I could make,
I had to be certain there was not one mistake.
As you are aware now I�d always felt I should be,
A woman from birth but that was not meant to be.
So for years I had dreamed of the way I could be,
If I planned it all properly I might then be free.
There were family to think of and also my friends,
I thought out the problems and looked to their ends.
It was an enormous decision that I had to make,
There was no turning back; there must be no mistake.
So I went to see the physician, psychiatrist, obstetrician and surgeon,
Yet no matter how hard I tried to hurry they�d not listen to my urging.
At least there was one thing that I had no concern about,
I was single again so there was no partner to lose out.
I was lucky my children all knew what I felt,
And I feel so blessed that my heart could melt.
You see I�d transitioned for years in my mind,
So the final step to be taken had been carefully planned.
So then I went quietly along on my operation day,
It was time to give what was left of my manhood away.
I�d tidied up my affairs, and made a new will,
I�d get on with the op now and swallow the pill.
And now all �tis over, why don�t you come and see,
That I am most surely all I�d ever wanted to be.
Sure there�s medication to be taken for the rest of my life,
But that�s all designed to stop me getting into strife.
For now that I�ve been through, I�m a woman that�s sure,
And a woman�s highs and lows I have to endure.
For me it was worth the pleasure, it was worth the pain,
But one thing for certain, it�ll never happen again.
So where to from here now did I hear you ask?
I�ve started anew and I have a new task.
To help all the people who have the desire,
But need lots of help for it all to transpire.
For most that have the longing don�t think clearly it through,
And when it goes wrong there�s naught they can do.
So it needs to be planned properly and thought clearly out,
Or you�ll end up with problems, of that there�s no doubt.
So think clearly the issues, sort them carefully all out,
And if in the end then there�s not one tiny doubt.
Then and then only do as I have done,
Become free forever; take your place in the sun.
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