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Welcome to Christophers webpage.I am Christina, Christophers mother. This page is in honor of my sons life and his memory, and a place where I may help others who have lost a child.
Christopher Douglas Austin
Born August 2, 1994
Called to Our Lord July 21, 1998
       Our Little Angel

  
Our little angel will always be,
  A precious gift and memory
Our time has been brief, our hours few,
to make and mould a life that's new
But through the tears and burdens great,
our prayers for strength will emanate.
A glimmer of hope will show the way,
for us to go on from day to day.
Our little Christopher was taken from us due to complications from a near drowning accident which happened on March 16,1996. Christopher was 18 months old.  I never really understood what that term meant until this happened.  I always thought that if someone survived a drowning they were fine.  Unfortunately, we learned that this is not usually true. 

Our beautiful, perfect son suffered a severe brain injury as a result of a lack of oxygen, from the accident.  We took him home, when he was released from the hospital, and he lived for almost two and a half years.  July 21,1998  Christopher's body stopped fighting for his life.  He was released from the pain and suffering that had become his life.  He is now resting in a better place, HEAVEN.

I have thought back to that day in March over and over in my mind, always asking the questions, WHY?... What if?... and If I had?...  I do not think we can ever truely know the answers to these questions.  I do know that even as short as his life was, he touched everyone he ever came into contact with in a very special way.  He taught us all the true meaning of unconditional love.  Our lives have been forever changed because of him.  Not only because of the pain of losing him, but he has taught me to love others and has given me the desire to want to help other people who have lost a child. 

I cannot begin to explain the depth of this pain but I do know, from my experience, that we truly can go on long after we think we cannot.  I celebrate my son's life.  I choose to keep his memory alive.  I am truly blessed to have known and loved my Christopher.
Playing "Tears in Heaven"
by Eric Clapton
[Links for bereaved Parents]
[Christopher's story] [Dear Christopher]
[Pictures of Christopher]
[memorial for Christophers angel friends]
[Poetry] [Poetry#3]
[Our Family] [Poetry#2]
I would like to thank all of my family, friends, nurses, and Dr. Michel for being there, understanding, as well as caring for our precious Christopher.  A special thanks to our friend, as well as Christopher's nurse, Vicki.  You have been my light through a  terrible storm.  I don't think I could have made it without you giving me a shoulder to cry on.  Thank you for all the love you have and continue to give to Christopher, as well as our family.  Thank you all for allowing us to talk about and remember Christopher not allowing his memory fade.

In loving memory of Christopher,

The Austin Family



(quote that is fitting)
"When we honestly ask ourselves which people in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advise, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand.  The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief or bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness,
that is a friend that cares."

Henri Nouwen from "Out of Solitude"
Hi, this is a picture of me...... 
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I am so glad you could visit this site.  Hope you have enjoyed meeting my family.

Hugs to you, ((((( )))))

Christina 
Christopher's mom forever
This is Christophers' first award!
I am so proud of it
Christopher received this beautiful award from warehouse of pages. Receiving 1st place out of so many great sites means so much to me Thankyou!!!!!! :)
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