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all here are crap that makes my day
.tuesday 9th august 2005.
Sleepover @ Hikari's. Her parents are still in Malaysia. Wahlauwei, her house very peaceful man. I never knew such abode exists. I mean, try living in my house, polluted with noise I tell ya, and I'm so damn proud of it!
My father's left for Brunei last Sun. 3 months w/o the father in the Sulaiman Household. ll_ _ ....
Prelims coming. ll_ _....
English oral so near. ll_ _....
-hantu
.saturday 6th august 2005.
I could've at least respond, but i didn't. I wanted to, but let me quote this, "distractions always appear when the time is crucial." I wasn't looking at her, but when she said that, I knew she was smiling, when she was not supposed to smile. I'm not stupid, it was clear she wanted to talk to someone badly about that. But what did i do? I didn't utter a single word, worst, I was expressionless. She must've thought I wasn't interested in listening. I'm a bad listener. Bad hantu. *ARGH! I'M SO USELESS! I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!* .....I wanted to say, "Poor you", and "I understand", and "Don't worry" and "Just do it, nothing in this world must hold you back". I'm sorry I didn't...just, don't look back, ok? You have the courage that I do not have.
.thursday 21st july 2005.
me: *going to the toilet* zul: *rubs a coin on my head* me: *turn around* zul: *holding a container filled with coins* "gimme one dollar" me: "what for? (don tell me it's ice cream again)* zul: for a new computer me: "............." zul: "which one is bigger? a laptop or a PC?-" me: *toilet door-BANG!* Life had been very quiet, the music was suffering from neglect under my bed. So now, ON AIR is To The End, My Chemical Romance. This song is dedicated Jack Skellington, Yzak Jules, Justice and Freedom, Rey Za Burrel, Ayame, Hotohori, Naraku, Shishio Makototo, Bento Members, my friends and family.
-hantu
.saturday 2nd july 2005.
School started oredy....................
F-O-U-R
months
to
O level.
actually i'm not sure if it's 4 months or longer. HAHA! LOLXXX. *impersonates Mr. MYV*>>> "whatever, psycho-horror thing..." (i like saying that!) -hantu-
.sunday 19th june 2005.
Just got back from Yuta's place.
Sleepover, as usual. We thought
that being with each other's
company would be less boring
than having to sit at home and do
nothing besides staring into space
after we're done with the books.
And yeah, it wasn't so bad after
all. Our quest to find true
happiness with pure entertainment
started off with BUBBLE BOY!!! @
1030 pm. My favorite part was
when Jimmy entered a bar and
then there was this chinese guy
standing on top of the tables or on
the stage, his attention shifted to
Jimmy from the crowd when
Jimmy wailed "HEY! I NEED 500
DOLLARS!!"
chinese guy: "500 DOLLARS??!!"
Jimmy: "YES, 500 DOLLARS!!"
chinese guy: "500 DOLLARS???!!!"
Jimmy: "YES, 500 DOLLARS!!!"
chinese guy: "500 DOLLARS??!!!"
Jimmy: "500 DOLLARS!!!!!!!"
chinese: "500 DOLLARS!!!!!!!"
Sounds like fun eh? IT IS!! Try it
with someone! And there was also
a song that goes "BRIGHT AND
SHIIINYY!" lalala...
-cut-
Next stop> MY SASSY GIRL @
12MN. It was okay. But the girl
was just too rough. It's disturbing.
-cut-
My Tutor Friend @ around 2 am.
I've watched this zillion times
already. I like it everytime
Kim Ji-Hoon threatens...country
chick....argh!! what's her name?!
Kim Ji-Hoon:" WANNA DIE??!!"
-cut-
Amityville Horror @ 4 am.
The part when Michael....*sweats*
..don't want to talk about it.
Too scary. You guys go watch it.
-cut-
...Then we retired @ around 5? 6?
Not sure. But we dozed off and
woke up @ 10, i think. We watched
Malaysian Idol during breakfast
with Yuta's Ma. When her brother
woke up, we all watched My
Schoolmate, The Barbarian.
WHEW! I love you TV!
-hantu-
.tuesday 8th june 2005.
Let me announce this: I CUT MY HAIR!!!! no lah, actually the auntie cut it for me and WAAA AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I WANT MY LONG HAIR BACK!!!!!!! *o listen to my cries of regrets* -cut- i've met a very kind soul at the maths camp i went to. she likes spongebob and her mother bought her all kinds of spongebob goodies, her schoolbag, squirtbottle and the SB stickers on her calculator. of course, when Yuta and me saw all these, we got realllyyy excited and everytime that happens we'll make a lot of noise. so, when we first saw her SB schoolbag we went "AHHHH! CUUUUUUUTTTTE!!" we kept chanting those words and started showing it to arafah and tan. i didn't know back then that she was embarrassed about it (we've just met)and thank goodness i saw that expression on her face and quickly stop Yuta from further promoting her bag. From there, she got the idea that all of us were crazy about SB. on the 2nd day of the camp, Yuta and me were still oogling at her stuffs and while we were at that she took her bag(our eyes followed) and took out something.. -cut- saw the miyavi pic below my tagboard? wonder if that was what he really said. i feel the same way too... -cut- Spirit X 's performing again tonight. YEAH! YOU GUYS CAN DO IT!(please let there be improvements). -cut- i just cannot make up my mind... i think everybody can list down all the choices for me already, i keep babbling about it's getting more difficult for me to choose, it's too many, O enlighten me! -cut- I'm rocking to the rythm of Miyavi right now. WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! FREEDOOOOOM! FREDOOOOOOM! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! -cut- she took out two shining SpongeBobSquarePants rulers and handed it to the both of us, "cepat amik, simpan. minatkan?" -cut- -hantu-
.monday 9th may 2005.
www.singaporestreetfestival.com
/band.html
...i just saw and i am still laughing
over it *laughs louder*. it's like
A NATIONAL COMPETITION and i
am picturing the whole situation in
my head right now:
yaya: wargh! aku taknak nyanyi!
so many people!!! aku taknak!!
syaiful: i need to shee-shee!!
rizal: *teeth's chattering, legs
shaking* what am i going to do?!
umar: OK, OK! EVERYBODY
LISTEN TO ME. BREATHE INNNN.
BREATHE OUTTT. BREATHE INNN.
BREATHE OUTTT.
fattah: *already up on stage*
ANDA SEMUA MAHU ROCK?!!
MAHU? MAHU, TAK MAHU?!
Crowd: MAHU PAK! MAHU!
wargh! bisa bikin gue gelak!! *laughs+rolling on da floor oredy* ...evil me is lookin' forward to it, i'll come and maybe i could do smtg to sabotage their performance, no, no, i'll sabo the other bands, hope they're not reading this... THE BEST OF LUCK TO SPIRIT X. -hantu-
.wednesday 4th may 2005.
ARGH!! AKU TAK BOLEH TERIMA
NIE SMUA!! BFDAY AKU NARIE!!
BLACK AJAK AKU PEGI
PIZZAHUT!! JJ AJAK AKU PEGI
DELIFRANCE!! TAPI AKU KENA
DOK RUMAH BUAT PERIBAHASA!!!
AKU SEDIH! AKU PASRAH!!!
MY FRAGILE HEART IS LIKE-
ALREADY SHATTERED ON THE
FLOOR INTO 1000 PIECES AND
THOSE PIECES BROKE INTO
MORE SMALLER FRAGMENTS AND
I AM CRYING LIKE NOBODY
BUSINESS BECAUSE I-HAVE-
NEVER-BEEN-SO-SAD IN MY
WHOLE LIFE AND I-AM-
SERIOUSLY-HEARTBROKEN....
..sniff sniff...it's just to painful
to bear...it's the first time i
actually remembered my bday
and was looking forward to it...
O my sorrows..O my miseries..
Let me breathe...
Understand the pain you've
inflicted on me...
I will die...
I will die...
-hantu-
.monday 25th apr 2005.
manusia di sekeliling kita pasti
berubah dan akan terus berubah.
kita harus menerima hakikat ini.
walau betapa susah untuk kita
melakukannya. ini realiti hidup.
hampir setiap hari kita dicabar
dengan kenyataan ini, lebih-lebih
lagi jika kawan-kawan sendiri
yang terlibat. baik atau buruk
perubahan tersebut, kita perlu
menerimanya. penting bagi kita
untuk cuba dan pelajari
bagaimana untuk menerimanya
tanpa protes. kita harus sedar
bahawa diri kita sendiri sedang
berubah pada masa yang sama.
dilemma yang sama dihadapi juga
oleh kawan kita sendiri. dengan
itu, penting untuk kita untuk
saling faham-memahami.
sesungguhnya, ia hanya sekadar
satu perubahan.
-hantu-
.sunday 24th apr 2005.
i've bought fushigi yugi vol.7.
somebody borrowed vol. 5&6 and
never return it. i'm pissed like
hell now. @^%$! my inuyasha
movie3 is going @ least 7kb/s
now, it'll be my reward after
exams.and i'm still thinking of
buying inuyasha/naruto/gs vcds.
-hantu-
.sunday 24th apr 2005.
gue sudah bikin itu yakuza gang
the Red Butterfly. mlm nie gue
sudah dpt satu member, JJ. gue
punyer bestfiend arh. tapi dier
alem waraq, dier tak bantai org.
so gue hire dier jadi penasihat.
gaji 5000 sebulan gue kasi sama
dier. gue skrg cari member baru.
all are welcome.
exam gue sudah dekat. gue busy
belajar. so jgn ajak gue lepak.
gue tak mau.
minta maaf, english gue mlm nie
parahhhh...
-hantu-
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I'm a full-time jrocker. Yeah, that's right! You can find me jrocking all the time. Well, not all the time lah, you understand right? No? Ok, cut. It's in my blood. I inherited this disturbing mental illness from my father who still listens to DeepPurple, UriahHeep bla bla(he knows BOOWY!). I dare say I'm his first successor. My brother's second. And it's not that I don't listen to English songs anymore, I just don't keep track. I prefer the unique and asian rythm of Jrock. That's me and Jrock.
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