Sometimes...
Sometimes...
I wanna curl up in a ball on the lawn outside,
Let the tears stain my cheeks,
And let them dry in the bitter cold air.
Sometimes...
I wanna kick the wall as hard as I can.
Who cares if I scare the neighbors?
I just need to vent some anger on an inanimate object.
Sometimes...
I want to run as hard and as fast as I can...
I want to fly over great distances
Just to see the one that I love.
Sometimes...
I want to yell at him...
But I never do...
Sometimes...
I want to weep for him...
Oftentimes I do...
And sometimes...
Sometimes I dream too much...
Sometimes I think too much...
Sometimes I wish too much...
And sometimes I don't pray enough...
~January 7, 2000