The right choice

Verse 1
Oh no I've done it again
At least this time she's still my friend
OK it's stopped now the fiasco's over
At least 'till next time I'm not sober
But haven't I made the right choice
But what is the right choice
I suppose it's what I want
What do I really want?

Chorus
I don't wanna leave you
I know I can't stay
*Repeated*

Verse 2
She freaks me out when she says, "I love you"
And I don't know what to say
I feel so tense I don't know what to do
I think I threw something special away
Dammit I've done it again
I didn't want this to happen again
Can I take seeing her as a friend?
Can we still be friends?

Verse 3
I feel so s**t I wish I could die
Can't think of any reason why
I wanna do something stupid like that
Please hit me hard with a baseball bat
Did I lose her?
Did she lose?
Or is heartbreak my speciality?