Epilogue I A Moment In the Sun: West *~*~*~* In his experience, there were two kinds of professional athletes: those who were some trouble and those who were lots of trouble. In thirty-odd years as press agent, often a glorified term for 'nanny,' he'd learned few of the latter minority lasted. They burned out within a few seasons, sometimes within a few months. Most were barely out of their teens, some barely out of high school, and the meteoric rise to sports stardom, with all its trappings, was dizzying. Women, booze, drugs, parties, gambling, money, cars, houses; it was like suddenly inheriting a million dollars, then being granted immortality to spend it. Some men were just too young, some too dim or naive, and some too arrogant, but the results were the same. Frohike had watched enough amazing athletes destroy themselves to know the pattern. And then there was the majority: those who were some trouble but worth the effort. They were the amateur league big fish who made it to the pros and had to adjust to an entire pond of big fish. And piranhas. One of his favorite clients once likened them to prize thoroughbreds, and there was a grain of truth in that. The heart and talent was there, and it was a matter of teaching an athlete what to do with it, both on the field and off. Fox Mulder had been the exception. He was older than most rookies. Married, with an infant son. Bright, and well educated, if Frohike could get him to talk about it. During his playing years, aside from being camera shy, the only trouble Mulder presented was calling at all hours, lonely and wanting someone to talk to. When the Yankees signed Mulder in the spring of 1939, Frohike had watched him practice and seen the makings of an icon. A Wonder Boy. Mulder was six feet of sun-bronzed skin, lean muscle, sleepy hazel eyes, a lazy, lopsided smile, and hair that was never quite in place. He was painfully polite, and tended to mumble and stutter, which reporters found charming. After his first homerun in Detroit, in a post-game interview, he mentioned missing his wife and new baby boy, his voice raw with emotion. On the other side of the radio, women and more than a few men sighed in ecstasy, loving a hero with his heart on his sleeve. Shutters clicked, flashbulbs flashed, pencils scratched, and when America saw him on the sports page the next morning, they ate him up with a spoon. From a distance, Fox Mulder was the man every boy wanted to grow up to be. Not just the fortune and fame, but the grace he brought to the game. He made homeruns look effortless, like watching Gene Kelly dancing with a bat instead of an umbrella. But up close - and he didn't like to let people get up close - Mulder was still the most brilliant, flawed, noble man he'd ever known. Frohike tended to think of his clients as sons, but Mulder was one of a handful he thought of as a true friend. For fourteen seasons, nine World Series victories, 6,821 at bats, and a world war, Mulder's son was actually more trouble than he was. Until a pretty little redhead named Dana Scully came along. Frohike put his foot down hard on the accelerator, squealing the truck's tires and running the red light. Emily was curled up in her pajamas on the bench seat beside him, and Dana was on the passenger side, with two Macy's shopping bags containing seventy-five thousand dollars in cash at her feet. Dana twisted, looking through the rear window at Mulder, Byers, and Will in the parking garage, staring at Alex Krycek's dead body. Will and Mulder both held pistols, but Mulder had been the one who just pulled the trigger. Predictably, Byers was jabbering frantically, but he'd pull through. "Where are we going?" Emily asked in a small voice, her sock feet dangling far above the floorboards. Mulder had taken them to Coney Island the previous day, and her nose and cheeks were still pink from the sun. "I don't know, honey," Dana answered numbly. She watched until Frohike's apartment building was out of sight, then turned, putting a hand on her flat abdomen. Her full skirt, bolstered by layers of frothy white crinoline, spread out across the seat in a sea of dark blue silk. An antique engagement ring glittered on her finger, still twisted slightly out of place. "Are you all right?" Frohike asked, keeping one eye on the road as he weaved through mid-morning traffic and one eye on her. "Are you going to be sick again?" "No. No, I don't think so." "Just let me know if you need to stop," he promised. "Where are we going?" "Someplace safe," he assured her. *~*~*~* Frohike had spent the early autumn of 1953 watching Mulder crawl to the bottom of a bottle of expensive scotch and refuse to come up for air. And being Mulder, when he fell off the wagon, he landed on a leggy, busty brunette. Or a series of them, rather. After a season plagued by injuries, he'd retired from baseball and, at thirty-nine years old, people started referring to him in the past tense. 'You were Fox Mulder,' people would say, unaware how that stung. At first, he answered politely, 'I still am,' but after a few weeks, especially when a pretty girl recognized him, he'd order a drink for her, another drink for himself, and answer, 'Yeah, sweetheart: I was.' When reporters asked about his plans, Mulder said he wanted to spend time with his family, except his father had just died, he wasn't close to his mother, and his son barely knew him. Frohike even wondered if Mulder had planned to patch things up with Phoebe, in which case someone should hit him in the head with a two-by-four. Will idolized his father, but at fourteen, had trouble reconciling the golden public image, Phoebe's condemnation, and reality. Mulder wanted an instant family, and his son wasn't cooperating. Then again, William seldom cooperated with much of anything. "Dad's seeing someone new," Will informed him tersely, calling Frohike's private line at eleven o'clock on a school night. Frohike had told him he could call anytime, so he did. Anytime. If his phone rang after ten, it was Will or Fox Mulder, already halfway through a conversation and expecting him to catch up. "Did you know?" "Dana Scully," Frohike responded. He changed the channel on his television to match what Will was watching, then turned down the volume. He could hear the dialogue just fine over the phone line. "How long has he been shagging her?" "Watch your mouth, William. He's seeing her. He's been seeing her for a few months, I think." "She has a kid. A little girl. He wants me to meet them Saturday at noon in Central Park. Ice-skating. He's taking them ice-skating, then to a movie. Mother says she's a bloody whore." Frohike sighed. Phoebe should take a long look in the mirror. "Your mother says everyone's a bloody whore." There was a pause while Will took a sip of something. Tea, probably. He'd be lounging on the sofa in his undershirt and jeans, watching television, listening to the radio, with a book close by. It had to be genetic, because Mulder did exactly the same thing. The two looked alike. Moved alike. Sounded alike, except for Will's American slang and British accent. Having both in the same room was a little eerie. "Well, I'm not going," Will announced, and the sofa squeaked as he shifted rebelliously. "I think you should. At least meet her. She sounds nice." "I don't care how nice she sounds," he answered airily. "She's just like all the others, and I'm not going." "Suit yourself." He heard newspaper rustle. Will must be looking at the photo of Mulder and Dana on the society page. "She doesn't look like the others," he commented. "She's short. And he says she has red hair. Just what I need: a redheaded stepmother." The paper rustled again. "He's serious about her, you know." "Yes, I know. He's very serious. And he wants you to meet her." "Well, I'm not," Will said haughtily. "I'll tell him I overslept." Frohike knew this ruse. "Do you want me to go with you?" "Well, if you want. If I even go." "Well, if I have time, I'll be in front of your mother's building at a quarter till twelve on Saturday. Is that what you want?" He could hear the wheels turning as Will thought it over. "I'm not saying I'm going." "I'm not saying I'm going with you," he answered sarcastically. "I'm not ice-skating," Will added. "And if I don't like this woman, I'm leaving. And I'm not putting up with her bratty kid. I don't care what Dad says." Will cared a great deal what his father said. And what he did. "Goodnight, William." Will mumbled goodnight and hung up. Frohike replaced the receiver, got a cold beer from the refrigerator, and waited. There was no sense in going back to bed. Within ten minutes, the phone rang again. "I asked Will to meet Dana and Emily Scully on Saturday," Mulder announced, the same television program blaring in the background. "And he said he would." Frohike sipped his beer and propped his feet on his coffee table, pushing a broken short-wave radio aside. "He did?" he answered. *~*~*~* "Can you go by yourself?" he asked Emily outside the filling station's ladies' room, ardently hoping she could. Emily nodded, so he set her down and waited. At the pumps, the station attendants finished filling the truck's gas tank, then cleaned the windshield and raised the hood to check the oil. Frohike hadn't asked them to do that, and as the hood slammed closed, Dana woke, sitting up in the cab. She opened the door and got out slowly, pushing her hair back from her face as she looked around. "Bathroom break," he said, going to her. "Where are we?" "Near the Pennsylvania border. Emily needed to stop again." She nodded. There was an old bench, and he motioned for her to sit down. He sat beside her, leaning forward and looking each way down the lone stretch of asphalt. There was the filling station, and a greasy little diner across the street, but otherwise nothing but road for miles. "This doesn't feel real," she said, shaking her head. "This whole day: it doesn't seem real. I keep waiting to wake up." "I know. I don't think we were followed. I think we're fairly safe. I'll stop soon and let you and Emily rest a few hours. I have a place in mind." "And then what?" "And then you disappear. Change your appearance; change your name. I'd like to get you out of the country, but I doubt you could get across the border right now." "So that's it? Emily and I vanish? What about Mulder? He shot that man because of me. There are people after us. He has to-" "Don't worry about it," he assured her. "We'll take care of it." He took a deep breath, filling his lungs with warm, clean air. "Yes, you and Emily vanish until we're certain it's safe. That's what Mulder wants: for you to be safe. I'll give you a phone number: a person who can relay messages, but-" "I can't just take his money and abandon him. He doesn't know how dangerous-" "Yes, he does." She looked up, as if searching for some pattern in the clouds. "I did this. To him. To Will. To everyone." "You didn't do anything," he answered. A delivery truck rattled down the road, bound for the horizon. She started to say something, but the bathroom door opened, and Frohike got up to get Emily. He picked her up the way Mulder did, trying not to put pressure on her joints. She'd washed her hands: he could smell the pink powdery soap from the gas station bathroom as she held on to his neck. There was a soda machine, and he dropped nickels in and opened the door one-handed, giving Emily three cold glass bottles to hold. "We bought sodas," he told Dana when they returned to the truck, as if she hadn't just watched them do it. "Do you want one?" "Not yet," she answered, which was what she'd said when he offered a late lunch. He'd bought Emily a burger and shake, but Dana asked for lemonade, then sipped it for hours. "You need to eat something," he reminded her, although soda wasn't a food group for anyone except Will and Mulder. "Do you want me to drive?" she answered, taking a bottle. "It's manual." He hadn't even known she could drive; Mulder chauffeured her everywhere. And, though it wasn't top priority at the moment, Frohike liked his new truck with all the gears intact. "Three-speed. Is that all right?" She nodded, reaching for the keys. The woman had outwitted some sort of government hybrid breeding program, and kept Fox Mulder more or less in line for almost two years. She could roast a turkey, balance a checkbook, and he'd once watched her wrestle a man back from Death. Odds were, she could drive a truck. He put Emily in the middle of the bench seat, holding her soda, then got in the passenger side as Dana slid behind the wheel. "It's on the column," he said when she looked for a gearshift. Dana surveyed the set up, then turned the key, put the Ford in gear, and eased to the edge of the parking lot. "Which way are we going?" "West," he answered. She turned right, shifted into second, and headed for the sunset. *~*~*~* The first time he laid eyes on Dana Scully, she was wobbling across the ice in Central Park, clutching Mulder's hand and laughing carelessly. Her eyes sparkled, her breath hung white in the icy air, and her red cheeks reddened further as Mulder kissed her. Shutters clicked, and one of the most famous images of the era was born: Mr. Baseball embracing his beautiful girlfriend as they glided across Wollman Rink. All seemed right with the world. The second time, almost a year later, in 1954, she was walking beside Mulder's hospital gurney as it was wheeled out of Surgery. She was still in her bloodstained evening dress and stiletto heels from the night before, and she kept one hand on his forearm, unwilling to let him go. His face was shadowed with stubble, hers with exhaustion and fear, but her eyes were determined. Mulder was trying his best to die, but no one died on Dana Scully's watch without her permission. It was the best of times and the worse of times, and his opinion was the same in both instances: she was one hell of a woman. He'd been sleeping when the phone rang, and picked up the receiver to hear Will jabbering that his father had just been shot. "Shot?" Frohike repeated in the darkness, half- awake. He'd talked with Mulder that afternoon, and gotten the full report on Emily's convalescence and Dana's mid-term grades. As soon as Dana finished her shift at the hospital, they were going out to dinner to celebrate. And, unless he was mistaken, Will was supposed to be with his mother in New York. "I was a brat and they wanted his wallet and they were looking at Miss Scully so he told us to run and they shot him. The medics said he was dead, but Miss Scully said he wasn't," Will babbled between sobs, and Frohike got on a redeye flight to DC. When he arrived at the hospital, it was almost four in the morning. Mulder was still in surgery, according to the nurse at the front desk, and when he asked about Will, she directed him past the lobby, through the double doors, and down a long white corridor. Reaching the restricted part of the deserted hospital, he thought he'd taken a wrong turn, but then spotted Will, who was slouched on a folding metal chair in the hall outside Surgery. He was holding Emily as she slept, and still wearing the rumpled suit he'd borrowed from his father. He probably wasn't supposed to be there, but no one was making any attempt to get him to move. William was very seldom where he was supposed to be. "One of the nurses said the surgeons were closing. That mean's they're almost finished, doesn't it?" Will asked hoarsely. "That means he's okay, doesn't it?" "It means they're almost finished," he answered, then leaned against the wall beside Will. "Did she say how he's doing?" Will shook his head 'no' slowly. "Where's Dana? Is she all right?" "She's with Dad." "Do you or Emily need anything?" "Yeah. We need my Dad not to die," the boy mumbled, looking lost. Frohike put his hand on Will's shoulder and stopped asking questions. There was a gray metal clock on the wall opposite them, and the ticking seemed intrusively loud in the silent hospital. As the minutes passed into an hour, he left to call Byers and buy two cups of coffee that no one drank. About five, Emily needed to go to the bathroom, so Frohike sat in the metal chair until Will returned with her. Eventually, the swinging doors parted, and the gurney emerged in slow motion, with Dana beside it and the exhausted doctors following. Frohike thought Mulder said she was an ER nurse, but it must have been easier to let her into surgery than argue with her. She pulled the cloth cap off her hair and took off her surgical gown as she walked, handing them to another nurse. The evening dress underneath was a strange rust color in front and dark blue in back, and it took Frohike a moment to realize the original color was blue, and the rust was Mulder's dried blood. She stopped to slip off her high heels, then continued in her stockings, her feet leaving a trail of warm patterns on the cold floor. Will stood at the gurney approached, shifting Emily to his hip. "Dad?" he asked, sounding like a small child. He started to touch his father's hand, then pulled back, frightened. "Daddy?" Will must have been expecting Mulder to open his eyes and say something sarcastic, but that wasn't going to happen. Frohike had seen enough players go under the knife to know how they looked afterward: groggy, pale, uncomfortable. Disoriented, often, but not like this. Mulder looked like a corpse. "There was a great deal of vascular damage, son," one of the surgeons told him gently. "And his brain was deprived of oxygen for an extended period of time. The prognosis isn't good, but we're doing all we can." "Miss Scully? Dana?" Will said shakily, looking at his father's slack, ashen face. Layers of bandages covered Mulder's chest and shoulder, and there were tubes and IV's running in and out of everywhere. His breaths were shallow and so slow that Frohike found himself anxiously looking forward to the next one. "It's bad, Will. Even if his heart keeps beating, they're not sure he'll ever wake up. It took the ambulance a long time to get there and…" she trailed off, then repeated, "It's bad." Frohike put a hand on Will's shoulder again, steadying him. "We're taking him to Recovery. As soon as he's stable, I'll come get you. You can sit with him." She reached up, touching his cheek lightly with her fingertips. "Okay?" Will nodded, not sure what else to do except agree. Dana kissed Emily's forehead as the girl slept, then followed the orderlies. They maneuvered the gurney through the doorway to Recovery, and Will sank onto his folding chair again, holding Emily against his shoulder and staring straight ahead. "He's going to die, isn't he?" he whispered, barely adding breath to his words. "Not if she can help it," Frohike answered. The boy didn't respond except to close his eyes against the too-bright lights and lean his head back against the cinderblock wall. The hospital was silent, and Frohike could hear his own heart beating inside his ears in time with the ticking of the clock. A tear slipped out the corner of Will's eye, then trickled down his cheek. Frohike was supposed to pretend he didn't see it, so he did. He closed his eyes, waiting, letting time swirl past unmonitored until it was necessary to think again. Will sniffed, then took a long, shuddery breath. On the other side of the wall, Frohike could hear the nurses moving around Recovery, monitoring Mulder. Every few minutes, the doctors would ask for a report, and it would be the same series of dismal numbers. Mulder was 'still holding on,' which was only positive given the alternative. He heard Dana speaking softly, assuring Mulder he was going to be all right and asking him to move his hand if he could hear her. He didn't hear anything indicating Mulder moved. "Doctors," a female voice called, then said Mulder's blood pressure, already too low, was still dropping. Within seconds, there were rapid footsteps as the surgeons returned. "We must have missed a bleeder," one said. "We'll have to open him up again. Damn it." There were more footsteps, and the sound of air being forced into a blood pressure cuff again. Metal instruments rattled on metal trays, and glass clinked as nurses unhooked the bottles of blood and whatever else from the stands, preparing to take Mulder back to surgery. Someone called out a string of grim-sounding numbers corresponding to vital signs, and the doctor cursed again. "He won't make it," the first man responded. Will heard the discussion and opened his eyes, breathing quickly. "You have to try," Dana said. "He won't survive, Miss Scully. It's a miracle he's alive now." "You have to try," she repeated urgently. "I've tried! I've been trying for eleven hours!" the surgeon snapped back. "His chest is hamburger!" "You're not giving up on him!" she ordered tersely, and Frohike could envision her grabbing the surgeon by the lapels of his white coat to emphasize her point. "You give up when I give up, and I'm not giving up yet! Do you want your picture on tomorrow's front page as the surgeon who let Fox Mulder die, because I'll make sure it's there!" Something glass crashed to the floor, shattering and spattering and echoing into the hall, then there was a tense pause. "Fine. Take him back," the surgeon conceded wearily, then asked, "How much blood do we have left?" Frohike heard the orderlies moving the gurney, its wheels clacking across the tile floor. "Three pints," a nurse answered. The gurney came through the door again, turning toward the operating room. Will stood, watching helplessly as the orderlies rushed his father past. "That's not enough," the doctor said. The nurse said they could call another hospital for more, and the doctor responded there wasn't time. "What about Negro blood?" Dana demanded. "Use it," she ordered when there was stunned silence. The blood supply was segregated by race, just as White patients were treated in one part of the hospital and Blacks another. "Use whatever the hospital has." "That still might not be enough. We're wasting our time and-" he started, then caught sight of Will's face. He stopped speaking, swallowed, then turned away, following the gurney to Surgery. Dana stopped in the hall, hands on her hips, and took a deep breath. She'd changed into a borrowed pair of white nurses' shoes and uniform, both at least two sizes too big on her. "You," she said suddenly, turning to Will. "Are you O-positive? Your blood type: is it O-positive?" Will nodded, wide-eyed, clutching Emily. He hated needles. "Find a nurse and tell her you want to donate a pint of blood. Or two. Whatever he needs. Go! What about you?" she demanded, pointing at Frohike. "O-positive," Frohike mumbled, expecting lightening bolts to fly from her fingertip. "Go with Will. Now!" The doors to Surgery swung open as an orderly hurried out, giving Frohike a glimpse the nurses quickly cutting away the bandages as the anesthetist covered Mulder's mouth and nose with the black rubber mask. In the adjoining room, the two surgeons were hurriedly scrubbing their hands. "Now!" Dana repeated, and Frohike and Will turned, hurrying into Recovery in search of another nurse before Dana Scully found a syringe and started siphoning them herself. *~*~*~* "There wasn't much of a selection," he told Dana when he returned from his shopping trip, handing her the cheap brown wig. She laid it on the table beside a brown eyebrow pencil, a new lipstick, a few toiletries, and the clothing he'd chosen for her and Emily. "I get the feeling you've done this before," she commented, looking at the wig unenthusiastically. "Maybe I just read too many spy novels." "Maybe," she conceded tiredly. Dana didn't ask whose guesthouse they were staying in, and Frohike hadn't offered. He'd used a pay phone outside in town, making sure Dana's new ID's and passports would be ready on schedule. He wanted to call Byers to check in, but didn't. Whatever was happening in New York was happening; he couldn't change it. His job was to keep Dana and Emily safe, and get them as far from Them as possible. "I did some intelligence work in the Pacific during the war," he admitted. "They needed help, and I was a little younger then. And taller." It was the first time he'd ever told a soul. When people asked what he'd done during WWII, he said he was a clerk. And people believed him: that the Army had desperately needed forty-eight-year old, pudgy, balding, five-foot-nothing clerks with pop bottle glasses and no typing ability in the South Pacific. He had a scar on his ass from WWI, for God's sake. "You were a spy?" Frohike scratched the salt-and-pepper stubble on his jaw. "No. More like a spy valet. I set up their cover stories, made sure the men fit the roles they were playing, made sure all the pieces came together. Not a lot different from what I do now." She considered that, sinking into a chair and cupping her hands around a glass of water. The guesthouse hadn't been used in a while, and the air was still stuffy, despite the laboring air conditioner. Moisture beaded on the outside of her glass, streaming down to the tabletop in little rivers. A drop of perspiration trickled from the base of her throat and disappeared down the neck of her wrinkled blue dress. He tried not to watch it. "Were you at Pearl Harbor?" "No. Not that day." She dragged her thumb across the glass, wiping a clear arc. "I had two brothers there. One made it." She was quiet a moment, then exhaled forcefully and blinked. "Sorry. Hormones," she said, smiling tiredly and shaking her head. In the bedroom, Emily rolled over, pushing the covers off, and Dana started to get up again. Her mother had taken off the grimy pajamas her daughter had been wearing when they fled the hospital that morning, leaving Emily to sleep in a pair of white cotton socks and panties. "I'll get her," he offered, going to the bedroom and pulling the top sheet over her again. When he returned, Dana was still at the dining room table, taking tiny sips of water. "She's sound asleep," he said awkwardly. "Why don't you join her?" She shook her head. "I can't sleep." "I'll listen if you want to talk." Predictably, she shook her head again. "I don't suppose I could convince you to eat something?" "I did. While you were out. There were crackers and some pears-" She stopped speaking when the phone rang, sounding piercing and shrill in the stale air. They both stared at it. "Is it-" she started. "No. It's nobody. No one knows where we are. Not Mulder, not Byers: no one. The pitcher who owns this place is in Florida right now. He's not going to be calling the guesthouse." "Maybe it's a wrong number." "Maybe." He hadn't spotted a tail. They'd only stopped four times since Manhattan: gasoline, bathroom breaks, and the burger joint. He'd chosen their route randomly, staying on the back roads so anyone following them would be obvious. Aside from the filling stations, the carhop at the drive-up burger place, and the clerks at the drug and department store an hour ago, the only human he'd had contact with was the call he'd just made from the pay phone. Frohike continued staring at the ringing phone, the skin on the back of his neck tingling. "We have to go," he said suddenly, reaching for his keys. "Now!" Dana cleared the table in one motion, sweeping everything but her water into the shopping bags. Frohike went to the bedroom and picked up Emily: pillow, blankets, and all, and carried her outside. Dana followed, bringing his old service rifle and looking like she had at least a fair idea how to use it, if necessary. "No, the garage," he ordered as she started for his truck. She opened the garage doors, and he nodded to the Packard. "The keys should be in it. Back it out." He opened the passenger door and pulled the seat forward, laying Emily in the back. She opened her eyes groggily, then went back to sleep. He returned to the driveway and started his truck, waiting while Dana quickly backed the stately Packard out of the garage. He parked his truck in its place, grabbing the bags of cash and taking them with him. Dana slid across the front seat to the passenger side as he closed and locked the garage door. He tossed the Macy's bags into the car, then floored the gas and spun the steering wheel as he closed the driver's door. The Packard spun around on its white-wall tires, a long, luxurious expanse of cream and polished chrome. The motor purred almost silently as he shifted gears, then moved forward, gliding smoothly down the dusty driveway. It was dusk, but he left the headlights off. When they reached the paved road, he rolled down the window, listening for any cars he couldn't see. All he heard were crickets. Beside him, Dana fished in the bag from the department store until she found a scarf, then tied over her hair. She leaned over the seat, making sure Emily was covered. He'd stop at the first place they found and switch the Packard's license plate, just in case. "Did we just steal a car?" Dana asked, rolling down her window. "Its owner said 'stop by anytime. Just make yourself at home.'" The night air flowed in, cool and moist, as the Packard slid quietly through the forgiving darkness. "And you think this was what he meant?" "Probably not," Frohike responded, turning on the radio. *~*~*~* It was late November, so his work was fairly quiet. Anything that needed arranged or announced to the press could usually be done by phone. There was no reason why he couldn't stay in DC, though no one had specifically invited him. According to Will, Mulder had wanted to leave the hospital immediately after the Demerol overdose, but his blood pressure wasn't stable enough. Even sixteen hours later, a doctor had accompanied him home in an ambulance, monitoring his vitals and giving him something to deaden the pain. As the paramedics maneuvered the stretcher up the stairs and transferred Mulder to his own bed, he didn't seem to feel a thing. The doctor checked him again, then wrote his home number on a card and gave it to Dana, telling her to call anytime. Dana went to the window, watching as the ambulance drove away. On the big bed behind her, Mulder hadn't moved. "How are you going to do this alone?" Frohike asked from the doorway, his hands in his pockets. "I'll manage. He wanted to come home. He's safer here," she answered, going to the bed and putting her hand on Mulder's. He mumbled unintelligibly, then drifted away, snoring softly. "You really think someone tried to kill him? Again?" he added. Reporters were asking questions, and Frohike wasn't sure what to tell them. From what Will said, his father had been cooperating with the muggers. From the proximity of the shooter and the gun being left at the scene, it looked more like a hit than a mugging-gone-bad. And then the unrecorded Demerol overdose was just too convenient a mistake. The police were saying attempted murder, but they were dragging their feet about it. "Yes," Dana answered quietly, sounding tired. "Why?" She left the bedroom door open, but switched off the lights. "I don't know. I just know They did." He mentally assigned a capital T to her 'They.' Lowercase t was two muggers in an alley and a medical error; Uppercase T was Them, and far more inexplicably dangerous. She descended the stairs, stopping in the foyer to take off her white shoes and feed the hungry fish. Will glanced at her, making sure everything was all right, then went back to watching television with Emily. He'd volunteered to baby-sit overnight while Dana stayed with Mulder, which meant the kitchen sink was full of dishes, the refrigerator was empty, and he'd thoughtfully piled all the dirty clothes on the bathroom floor for her to pick up. Currently, Will and Em were sprawled on the rug atop a nest of pillows, blankets and sleeping bags, still in their pajamas, eating junk and passing a bottle of grape soda back and forth. Dana picked a path across the living room, going to Mulder's desk. She took a deep breath, then sat down, scooting the chair forward. She pushed the papers and files aside and reached for a notepad. "We'll need groceries," she said to no one in particular. "And gauze, tape: medical supplies. Someone will need to go to the drugstore. His prescriptions need filled, too." Will looked over his shoulder again, then started to get up. "I can do that," Frohike offered. "Just make a list." He gestured for Will to relax, then brought a chair from the dining room and sat beside her at the cluttered desk. "Whatever you think you'll need." She nodded, then paused to rub her eyes before she opened the center drawer, riffling through a Mulderish collection of odds and ends. "I'm not sure where his checkbook is." "I'll take care of it," Frohike assured her. "No, I can have Will sign his father's name. He can do Mulder's signature perfectly, but I have to find the checkbook, first." "Miss Scully," he said quietly. "I'll take care of it. We will; it's what we do. Langly can pay the bills and make sure you have housekeeping money. Byers can handle anything Langly can't. We'll take care of everything else; you just take care of Mulder." She nodded again, barely moving her head. There were dark shadows under her eyes, and her shoulders bowed in exhaustion. She'd been trying to work a late shift the previous night, so she was still in her nurse's uniform and cap. She'd said she was taking time off from the hospital to take care of Mulder, but she still had medical school. And Emily, who was just getting over a nasty bout of pneumonia. And Will, who, despite his desire to be helpful, tended to be a fulltime job in himself. Frohike forgot, sometimes, how small she was. She seemed larger. "I know you don't want anyone in the house, but what about a few bodyguards outside?" he suggested. "I'd feel better, and you'd sleep easier. It would just be until we're certain he's safe." She didn't respond for several seconds, then said softly, mindful of the kids across the room: "And when do you think that will be?" Frohike didn't have an answer because he couldn't. His job, at its core, was to protect his clients, but he couldn't protect Mulder when he didn't know who or what the threat was. The babies, or lack thereof, Mulder and Dana had conceived the previous winter were a taboo subject. The few times he'd tried to broach it, Mulder either changed the topic or found a reason to get off the telephone. Frohike understood that the pain was still too fresh, but there were just too many unanswered questions; too many pieces that didn't quite fit together. Arthur Dales, the FBI Agent who investigated Dana's disappearance, had all sorts of theories about government projects and genetic experiments and aliens. His theories sounded ludicrous, unless one was familiar with how the US Government thought. And Frohike was. America wasn't subtle. Secrecy wasn't its strength, and it knew it. The US government didn't conceal its lies; it just put them in plain sight and wrapped them in even bigger lies. It was an effective slight of hand: give the audience a pretty magician's assistant and some pyrotechnics to stare at, and they'd pay little attention to the reality behind the illusion. In front of the flickering black and white screen, Emily and Will, along with the rest of the nation, watched Senator McCarthy's second round of hearings of the House Committee on Un-American Activities. The witch-hunt had begun in the fall of 1947 and was still going strong: tearing lives apart and ruining careers. Among those who had been questioned or accused: Orson Welles, James Cagney, Walt Disney, Dorothy Parker, Gregory Peck, Arthur Miller, Lucille Ball, and young Shirley Temple. To Frohike, the hearings and accusations and paranoia about communism had all the makings of an excellent smokescreen. And there had to be something the government needed so much smoke to hide. The United States of America was no more in danger of being overrun by communists than it was of being overrun by dinosaurs. He didn't know where the deception ended and the truth began, but he knew there was more happening than met the eye. And that Dana, and now Mulder, was somehow caught up in it. "I don't know," he answered long after the question had been forgotten. "I do." There was a picture of Will on the desk, with a second snapshot wedged into the lower corner of the wooden frame. It was a photo Frohike had taken of Mulder, Dana, Will, and Emily playing in the snow in Central Park last December. Dana pulled it free, examined it for a long time, then watched the TV screen. "I need you to do something for me, Mr. Frohike," she said slowly. "Of course. Anything," he agreed, always the sucker for a pretty lady in distress. "What do you need?" "I need you to hold a press conference. Tell the reporters you think communists might be behind Mulder's shooting. He's an all-American hero and the Reds tried to have him killed because of it." Frohike's eyes widened in surprise. "Is that what you think?" "No, but it's what I want you to say. It's what will keep him safe." "A preemptive strike," he realized, catching up with her line of thinking. "If They, whoever They are, would try to harm him again, the public would be outraged and demand an investigation. You don't protect him; you get every red-blooded American baseball fan to do it for you." She nodded, still holding the snapshot. "Miss Scully, I think you show a talent for covert operations." He tapped a stack of FBI files that Mulder had been fascinated with as of late. "Maybe you should abandon medicine and consider a career in the Bureau." She smiled, barely moving her lips. "They don't allow women in the FBI, Mr. Frohike." "And they have that arbitrary height requirement," he quipped. "Yes, I can hold a press conference. I'll do it today. Anything else?" "Yes," she started, then hesitated. He could see her debating silently. "I want you to put this in the newspapers," Dana said, handing him the snapshot of the four of them. "I'll write a caption. Have it run with the article." "I can't," Frohike said immediately. "This has Will and Emily in it." Speculating about communists and letting the reporters run with the story was one thing, but Mulder didn't allow his son's name or photograph in print. Ever. When he'd begun dating Dana, he'd expanded that rule to include Emily, and except for a few Hollywood rags, the papers and magazines complied. "It's important," she insisted. "I wouldn't ask otherwise." His head had started shaking 'no' as soon as his fingers touched the snapshot, and it hadn't stopped yet. He liked Dana, but his allegiance was to Mulder, and no reason she could possibly give could convince him to violate Mulder's wishes. She ignored him and picked up a pen, composing a few lines, then tore the page off the pad and handed it to him as well. He took it, glancing back and forth between the snapshot and her neat cursive caption about a 'majestic' December day Central Park. "There's no book in this photograph. You aren't carrying a blue book. Or a paperclip. Miss Scully, this makes no sense at all." "It will make sense to the right people. Please," she requested. "To which people? Mulder would have my head on a platter if I did this," he protested, staring at the sheet of paper. "I'm sorry, but I can't-" he started. He read the caption she'd written, then reread it, and a small light bulb began to flicker above his head. He knew which people. At the close of WWII, Operation Paperclip imported Nazi scientists to the US, partially to acquire their research, and partially to keep it out of Soviet hands. It wasn't his branch of intelligence, so he knew little about the project except it existed. And that the government denied it existed, of course. In the Pacific, the Kamakura Conference did similar for the Japanese scientists of Unit 731. The arrangement, though morally repulsive, had advanced American knowledge of virology and bio- chemical weapons by decades. He'd heard whispers of what was gained from the Nazis: years of research on genetics, physics, and medicine. Both projects remained classified, which likely meant both were still in operation when Dana enlisted as an Army nurse, and when Emily was born in 1949. "Is this what I think it is?" he asked in a hoarse whisper. "That depends. What do you think it is?" "I think it's the opening move in a dangerous game. A very dangerous game." For whatever reason, she knew about Paperclip. Not just about the project: something vital. Valuable. Something worth Mulder's life. She was sending a message, but what the message was or to whom it was being sent, he could only imagine. And whatever cards she was holding, she seemed sure of her hand. "They already made the first move. I'm just responding. And upping the ante." "Miss Scully, are you sure you know what you're doing?" "I'm keeping us safe," she answered evenly, her chin tilted slightly upward in defiance. "Then I'm washing dishes and fixing dinner." There was a moan from the bedroom as Mulder woke, mumbling about dogs and boxcars and calling for her as he thrashed around. Dana hurried upstairs, and Emily trailed after her, bringing a threadbare stuffed kitten. Frohike watched them go, then tucked the snapshot and piece of paper into his vest pocket. He liked a woman who fixed dinner after she saved the world. *~*~*~* A storm had passed through about four a.m., and the muggy remnants lingered over a collection of broken branches and debris. The radio announcer said a tornado had been spotted, and power lines were down all over town. The motel had electricity, though: the bulb above the door of Dana and Emily's motel room flickered hesitantly, trying not to attract attention. Every other window of the horseshoe shaped motel was dark, its occupant still asleep. In retrospect, he wished he'd bought the blonde wig. The choices had been black-black, white-blonde, and brown, and the brown was a little too dark against her fair skin. Even with the sunburn across her nose, now beginning to peel, the contrast was slightly startling. Dana's lipstick was darker than usual, and the straight, shoulder-length brown wig covered her auburn hair. She'd cut Emily's hair into a short bob, and put a dress and a hat on the girl; a real hat, not Mulder's old baseball cap. Dana wore the slim black skirt and dark blouse he'd selected, creating an artsy, beatnik look unlike anything he associated with her. Which was the idea. "Hello, Mrs. Miller," he said, opening the passenger door for her. "Good morning," she answered softly, holding the seat forward so Emily could crawl into the back. This time, the car was a mass-produced, middle-aged, Buick; one of about ten thousand on the road. She didn't ask where he got it, or where he'd stashed the Packard they'd driven cross-country. He put her suitcase in the trunk, noting she'd filled out the luggage tag with her new name. No home address. For now, she was Donna Miller. The new passports and driver's license were in the suitcase, along with a few spare aliases. He'd converted some of the cash to bearer bonds, sent some to a numbered Swiss account, and the rest lined the bottom of her new train case in ten-thousand- dollar bundles. After returning their motel keys to the clerk, who barely looked up from his sci-fi novel, Frohike pulled out of the parking lot and turned toward the train station, passing through the dark, silent town. It was a short drive, and rather than wait inside the station, they sat in the car underneath a streetlight, leaving the engine running. "Your ring," he reminded her, gesturing to the diamond setting. She looked down, exhaled, twisted it off, and offered it to him. "No, Mulder said for you to keep it. Just-" "Just don't wear it," she said for him. "Right," he agreed. "Just don't wear it." She curled her hand around the ring as she looked down the tracks, toward the faint blush of sunrise behind the storm clouds. After a few minutes, she took off her necklace and threaded the chain through the ring so it was beside the gold cross. She put her necklace on again, dropping the cross and ring down her blouse and out of sight. Frohike should have objected and told her to take it off, that both the ring and the cross were too recognizable as links to her old life, but he didn't. He offered her a plain wedding band and she put it on without looking at it. She didn't seem surprised that it fit. "Do you want to go over the plan again?" Dana shook her head. She understood. She was a widow; her husband just passed away serving his country; it was very painful for her to talk about. Keep it simple: answer simply, live simply. Keep moving. Keep to herself. Contact no one from her old life. If she felt like she was in danger, she probably was. She had a telephone number to call if there was an emergency, and there would be an ad in the Sunday New York Times when it was safe to come home. Until it was, she and Emily stayed in hiding. Dana was quiet a long time, watching passengers arrive, unload, and make their way to the platform. In the backseat, Emily colored, replacing each crayon in the box after she used it so they stayed in the original order. Frohike had bought her the big box of Crayolas with the silver, all four blues, and the built-in sharpener. "Are you all right?" he asked. "I was just wondering," she answered seriously, turning her face toward him. "Where are we, Mr. Frohike?" She and Emily had been asleep when they arrived last night, but he hadn't realized she didn't know. "Topeka. Topeka, Kansas." "And where are Emily and I going?" "West. Somewhere between here and LA, pick a station and get off the train. The more random, the better. From there, the first train or bus that comes along: get on it. Repeat as necessary." She nodded, then went back to watching the tracks. He turned the air conditioner on so the windows would stop fogging, and the man on the radio said another storm was on its way. "You can do this," he reminded her, trying to sound comforting. "I feel like I'm abandoning him." "I'm sure he feels exactly the same way." "He wanted this so much," she told the window, putting her hand on her stomach again. Lightening flashed in the distance, followed by a rumble of thunder a few seconds later. "And it's turned into a nightmare." Frohike worried his lower lip, not sure how to respond. If that baby was what They thought it was, it would never be safe, regardless of whatever she had in a locker in Central Park. He'd overheard her conversation with Mulder about not having it, about having an abortion before she miscarried. Frohike tended to agree. Staying pregnant was an unnecessary risk, especially when she'd be alone, but it wasn't his decision. "I'm sorry." She took a shaky breath and wiped her eyes. "God, I hate hormones." "It's okay. It goes well with your grieving widow persona." He grinned, and she chuckled half-heartedly and sniffed. "Mommy: the train," Emily informed them, gathering up her crayons and coloring book. "There's the train," he repeated. "Yes, there's the train," she echoed. Frohike walked around to open her door, letting her and Emily out, then handed her the train case. A porter came to take her suitcase, leaving them standing awkwardly beside the car. The wind picked up, whipping her skirt against her legs and blowing her hair over her face. She tied a scarf around her head, making sure the wig stayed in place. He tried to think of something memorable and reassuring to say, but only came up with, "Good luck. Take care of yourself. And take care of Squirt," he added, using Will's nickname for Emily. "You too. Take care of Mulder and Will," she said, settling Emily on her hip, and clutching the train case with her other hand. "Don't let them live on scrambled eggs, coffee, and TV dinners." "I won't," he promised, putting his hand on his hat to keep it from blowing off. He watched her walk away across the wet pavement, thinking she shouldn't be carrying Emily while she was pregnant; thinking there were at least a thousand things he needed to caution her about that he hadn't; thinking there had to be a happily ever after in this somewhere. He watched as she and Emily bought tickets and boarded the westbound train, then waited to see if one of them would come to a window to wave goodbye. Neither did. Rain began to pelt the roof of the car and the brim of his hat, drumming relentlessly. He watched as the silver passenger train slid out of the station, down the miles of tracks across the plain, and into the storm on the dark horizon. Once it was out of sight, he exhaled tiredly, pulled the wet brim of his hat lower, switched on the Buick's headlights, switched on the windshield wipers, and put the transmission in reverse. Melvin Frohike: 1; Bad Guys: 0 *~*~*~* End A Moment In the Sun: West