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| I was a child full of joy a carefree little boy i was only four years old innocence was hard to hold forced to grow up fast leaving it in the past i sat on your lap bouncing around making happy cheery sounds there was no bad intention until i felt your erection i felt i had done something wrong blamed myself for so long im not the one to blame why drown myself in shame never again to be the same never to be that boy again you came into my home you knew i was alone im still recovering from the blast trapped in an emotional cast |