Jason's poetry - I'm Not Afraid

I知 not afraid....

I知 not afraid to lie
to get what I want

I知 not afraid to try
to catch someone痴 eye
I知 not afraid to live
I have so much to give

I知 not afraid to say 的 love you・br> or to be in love with you
I知 not afraid to cry
when I have no reason why
I知 not afraid of rejection,
doubt or disparity
finding true love is such a rarity

I知 not afraid to open my heart
to take a chance it値l get ripped apart
I知 not afraid of success
or to celebrate in excess
I知 not afraid to fail
when my attempts are to no avail
because I know I致e tried my best

I知 not afraid to show my weakness
in times of grief and stress
when life is too much
I知 not afraid to give up
I look to my soul and sigh
I知 not afraid to die
I知 not afraid of pain
I致e endured it time and time again
I知 not afraid to admit I知 gay
I don稚 care what people say
I知 not afraid to be called a homo
gay life is all I know
I知 not afraid to find someone new
especially when I知 bored with you
when the novelty is gone
and I realize you池e not the one

I知 not afraid to frequent a gay bar
but good looks only go so far
I知 not afraid to be loud and proud
dancing half naked in front of a crowd
I知 not afraid of a one night stand
but sometimes things don稚 go quite as planned

I知 not afraid to jack off to a magazine
and take pleasure in the things I致e seen
I知 not afraid to cruise the park
late at night after dark

I知 not afraid to masturbate in
front of strangers
or to urinate in the streets
to fuck, to suck, to proposition
to get someone in the sheets

I知 not afraid to lose my mind
and toss my sanity far behind
I知 not afraid to question life
when my days are filled with strife

I知 not afraid to say 吐uck off・br> to people that piss me off
I知 not afraid to start a fight
my insults can last all night
I知 not afraid of confrontation
only regret and lamentation

I知 not afraid to walk in front of a moving car
or to hit someone with a bat, club or crowbar
sometimes even I go too far
but if being bad was all I ever had
I壇 be glad not sad
because in life, it isn稚 always good
and some times I don稚 behave the way I should

this is what I think
when I致e had too much to drink