Date: Wed, 14 Sep 2005 21:24:32 -0400 

    
youve known me longer than anyone i talk  too now.
i hope in yr head, not yr heart, you know i would never do anyone wrong 
for the wrong reason!


you would never guess where i am now, or what im doing.
i dont hate you, im not mad at you, i understand...... or atleast i 
think i do.
ive always tried to be there for you crystal, i really have. are you 
there for me now?
please understand i am sorry for the things i said an stupid things i 
might have done without realizing.
im yr friend. but why doesnt anyone understand me? i  "think" im a good 
preson, i try to be.


where are you? what are you doing?


things are really fuct up now... and either yr thinking, well good fuck 
her... or i hope she's ok.youll let me know,
whether its with a response or no response ill know.... i wont try to 
talk to you again after this.
how many times have you gottne mad at me for something stupid and i let 
it go.... not saying now its stupid but,, im still not sure what yr mad 
about.... maybe thats what my problem is.
crystal i love you as a person... everyone makes mistakes. in every 
way.  i would never hold it against anyone, dont make me pay for mine!
dont just read my words, hear my voice......... youll never have a 
friend like me , dont just let me go. im here for you always. take me.. (how 
poetic)   im serious i need someone who knows me, i want it to be you.
im not just writing you because i need to talk, because really i dont, 
i can go a  long time keeping things in, i just want you around. i dont   
NEED  to talk, i want to, i want to talk to you.

youll do wwhat yr ganna do

just dont regret it, yr smart, think about it, think about me.....

Miki