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From Buffy Ordeal page: In the 5th season finale of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Buffy gave her life to save the world and Dawn, since Dawn is part of her and all that monk stuff (Dawn says 'monk' weird by the way, anyone else notice that?). Willow went to Angel to tell him, but they did not show more than that on either show as seen in the "oh yah we saw each other and we don't want to talk about it" part of both Buffy and Angel. Why does everyone have to die? I know we all eventually die, but what happened to Buffy's extended expiration date like a cheeto? I feel bad for her though with the getting yanked out of heaven. I don't like the indecisiveness with Spike that will probably change. Spikey is cool and she shouldn't play with him although he is a big bad, well not so big anymore. Giles' leaving is not cool. It is just another bad thing that Buffy has to deal with. I just wanted Buffy to come back, and she did, but not in the best way possible and not in a happy way for her. I mean I have faith in Joss. I thought it would be more surprising, which is weird I know, but I knew what was going to happen. It was semi-predictable and so was her heaven thing. I think I am too wired into it. I have been surprised and made miserable and I love the show and its creators for it. I will always be a loyal fan and viewer and Sarah Michelle Gellar is my favorite actress and Joss is one of my inspirations in writing. Hm. I suffer and rejoice through the shows every moment. I don't want more than is really necessary. It sounds nuts, but...well ok it is, but you should know you made me that way. Ok, ranting over. I want to boycott sometimes, but I am too good a fan to do that. I would never do that. Addiction is bad. grr.