I have to be myself

By Joseph Friedah

Hi whomever and all.

wait a minute, some time back I said I wasn’t going to do a greeting anymore.
Just simply ignore the above sentence. What’s that? Why didn’t I just delete the first sentence you ask? Because I'm weird that’s why.

I see us all, arm in arm, skipping happy go lucky down the yellow brick road, toward a bright shinning rainbow of light over the horizon. Warning! Warning! Incoming brain fog brain fog BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. An hour or so passes. I’m back to proceed, had muck on my brain for a while there.

Shouldn’t we all thank ourselves for being ourselves? I have to be myself, my true self. I have to be all that I can be anything short of it will only be a shadow of myself. But who am I. As I sit here pondering and pondering, thinking and thinking, wondering and wondering. Is this me, is this my true nature to think and then think again ad infinitum. And where will this lead me? Back to Source? Maybe I’m too confrontational, maybe I’m too thought provoking, maybe I just think too much. Wait a minute, this is all sounding too egotistical. What should I do about it, what should I do as I ponder and ponder and ponder some more. Enough already, on with my present presentation/gibberish or whatever one wishes to call it.

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Other people are mirrors, reflecting back what one projects out.

I disagree with the above statement. People are not mindless automatons, they are responsible for their own actions. They have free will, unless you say they have no free will and that everything is predetermined. Everything is preplaned, the divine plan cannot be changed, blah blah blah and so on. What is free will anyway, maybe its meaningless. The thoughts that we have come from prior thoughts. Thoughts just don’t plop into consciousness from nothingness. The thoughts parading in front of ones consciousness travel in an orderly rhythm, one thought proceeding another.

Or maybe its like this: Ones consciousness plucks thoughts randomly out of the infinite mind of the ALL based upon the level of awareness said individual unit of consciousness has achieved, based upon how  the said pocket of consciousness perceives itself separated from the first source and center of the ALL. The more separated the conscious aware pocket perceives itself, the more limited its ability to pluck random thoughts out of the deep void of ALLNESS. Its belief structure (limited thought processes) constrain the pocket conscious being, puts a struggle hold and locks the being in a small chamber/prison of its own creation. Thought attacks, judgments towards any and all things only enhances this imaginary separation. The phrase “separation anxiety” comes to mind, I do not know why, maybe I should check up on this new thought. This just goads me to look up the definition of anxiety.

Anxiety:
1. A state of uneasiness and apprehension, as about future uncertainties
2. Psychiatry. A state of intense apprehension, uncertainty, and fear resulting from the anticipation of a threatening event or situation, often to a degree that the normal physical and psychological functioning of the affected individual is disrupted.
3. Eager, often agitated desire: my anxiety to make a good impression.

If one is beaten to death by a group of armed thugs with clubs, are you saying the person that was beaten, projected such thoughts to the thugs, and the thugs are only mirroring back the hatred? When the Romans crucified Jesus was it Jesus fault for projecting this onto the Romans? Was It the Jews own fault for the Nazis killing them? The Nazis where under orders to kill them, but what person in their right mind will follow orders to kill another human being, this concept has to be one of the most preposterous dense things on this planet. The shear idiocy of it all, If no one followed orders to kill others there would be no more wars.

Where all those burned at the stake during the dark/middle/whenever ages by Christians their own fault for projecting stake burning thoughts toward those ignorant Christians back then? The Christians are doing it even today, look at the way they attack the author of the harry potter books and other people for being different then themselves. Other religions are no better, Jews, Moslems, Hindus, whatever, they attack each other and everyone else (in thought and physical attacks) for being and thinking differently then themselves.

Maybe in 100 years this planet will have something (machines/minds scanning the global thought waves/whatever) that constantly checks the vibrational frequencies of each human. If they have negative prayer thought attacks they will be sent teachers to show them their false beliefs and raise their vibration accordingly.
 

Following from this webpage http://www.spiritweb.com/Spirit/arcturians.html

“On Arcturus there is not competition. Every thought, word, deed, and product is judged by its ability to raise the vibration closer to God. If it does not, it does not exist on Arcturus. A person's frequency of vibration is directly related to the mastery he has over his body, emotions, thoughts, actions, and creations. Arcturians have total mastery over these aspects of self. They have developed the ability to transcend the ego, the separative, lower, fear-based self. Success is judged only in terms of the measure of Light frequency. There are machines that constantly check the vibrational frequencies each individual on the planet is manifesting. If one particular Arcturian receives feedback that he is not meeting his own goals for evolution, then immediately the elders send teachers to help that individual.”

“An Arcturian ship has a room that strengthens the vibration of all who enter so they will not be overwhelmed by even the strongest vibrations of Planet Earth.“
 

That’s what I need one of those rooms to protect me from the prayer/any heavy love/attack thoughts of the savages that inhabit this planet. Not everyone is a savage barbarian in thought on this planet but most are.

I’m sure after reading this post one will have a feeling of being appalled/against/in opposition about something I wrote. And immediately have attack thoughts, judgmental thoughts no matter how subtle they may be. I’m sure as the accession keeps on trucking down the highway of time, and this planet gets lighter and brighter, humans will realize their subtle thought attacks better and stop issuing them out. Thus others will not have to be in a defensive mind state themselves to plow through all the heavy thought attacks of others, and the lighter and brighter it will a become.

Bye bye for now, Joe
Wait! I wasn’t going to do that either. Just ignore that signoff. Why didn’t I just delete the bye bye stuff one may ask? Because I’m weird that’s why, did you have to ask? What’s that? You didn’t ask you say? Oh! Well… never mind than.

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