校廻 ~ Koukai Koukai Go Around School [1] アンティック-珈琲店- Antique Cafe -------------------------------------- 大人になることなんて　意識は無かった 周りの辛さ無視して　自由に生きていたんだ 誰かに優しくするなんて　余裕さえなく途方に暮れていた 今頃　何をしてるの?元気にしているの? 最後に見せた笑顔は　写真の中のキミで 人ゴミに流されるままに　変わってゆく自分をただ見ていた 言葉にするのが臆病で　人に生まれてきたことを悔やんだ 卒業写真を見るたび思った　今ではいえるのにあの一言を 悔しいよ　ページはいつも開いたまま 今年も春が巡って　記憶が舞い降りて キモチとか想い出だとか　抱えて生きてくんだね 楽しいだけの瞬間が　どれほど楽だったかを考えた どれくらいの想いが募り　伝わるなんて誰にもわからない 同じ時間を過ごせた喜びと　離れてわかった　この悲しみが 心の戸惑いの中に泳いで いつも気になって　夢を見ていた　同じ飴玉を転がしていた 吐いたあと「逢いたい」とポロリ　涙が出た 夢よ覚めないで　逢いたい　逢いたい　すぐに 同じ　時間を過ごせた喜びと　離れてわかった　この悲しみが 心の戸惑いの中に… 卒業写真を見るたび思った　今では言えるのに　あの一言を 悔しいよ　ページはいつも開いて 最後の言葉さえ　届かなかった　聴かせて欲しかった　嘘でいいから 気持ちはいつでも　ずっと　あの日のまま -------------------------------------- Otona ni naru koto nante Ishiki wa nakatta Mawari no tsurasa mushi shite Jiyuu ni ikite itanda Dareka ni yasashiku suru nante Yoyuu sae naku tohou ni kurete ita Ima goro Nani wo shiteru no? Genki ni shite iru no? Saigo ni miseta egao wa Shashin no naka no kimi de Hitogomi ni nagasareru mama ni Kawatte yuku jibun wo tada mite ita Kotoba ni suru no ga okubyou de Hito ni umarete kita koto wo kuyanda Sotsugyou shashin wo miru tabi omotta Ima de wa ieru no ni ano hitokoto wo Kuyashii yo Page wa itsumo hiraita mama Kotoshi mo haru ga megutte Kioku ga mai orite Kimochi toka omoide da toka Kakaete ikite kundane Tanoshii dake no shunkan ga Dore hodo raku datta wo kangaeta Dore kurai no omoi ga tsunori Tsutawaru nante dare ni mo wakaranai Onaji jikan wo sugoseta yorokobi to Hanarete wakatta Kono kanashimi ga Kokoro no tomadoi no naka ni oyoide Itsumo ki ni natte Yume wo miteita Onaji amedama wo korogashite ita Tsuita ato "aitai" to porori Namida ga deta Yume yo samenaide Aitai Aitai Sugu ni Onaji Jikan wo sugoseta yorokobi to Hanarete wakatta Kono kanashimi ga Kokoro tomadoi no naka ni...(suki desu) [2] Sotsugyou shashin wo miru tabi omotta Ima de wa ieru no ni ano hitokoto wo Kuyashii yo Page wa itsumo hiraite Saigo no kotoba sae todokanakatta Kikasete hoshikatta Uso de ii kara Kimochi wa itsumo Zutto Ano hi no mama -------------------------------------- I didn't notice that I was becoming an adult I ignored the hardships around me And lived freely I have never been babied much by others, so I was puzzled What are you doing now? Are you well? The last smile you showed to me Is you in a picture While being washed away by the trash [3] Me who was changing just watched I was afraid of putting it into words And I regretted being born as a human Every time I looked at the graduation picture I thought I would be able to say that one word Its painful With that page always open Spring has come around again this year And the memories fly down I've lived by holding onto feelings and memories I thought about how comfortable it was in the moments of fun only How many feelings will build up? No one can tell how much is conveyed The happiness of the times we spent together and this sadness when I realized we were seperated Is swimming lost in my heart It always worried me and I dreamed Rolling around the same hard candy After I breathed "I want to meet you" the tears dripped out Dream, don't end I want to meet you I want to meet you Right away The happiness of the times we spent together and this sadness when I realized we were seperated In the lost portion of my heart... (I like you) Every time I looked at the graduation picture I thought I would be able to say that one word Its painful that page is always open Even my last words didn't reach you I wanted to hear from you Even if it was a lie My feelings will always be as it were on that day -------------------------------------- [1] I think this is a made up word...theres many words pronounced koukai..but...this isn't a real word XDD this is the closest approximation i can think of based upon the meaning of the kanji......ooor it could also be hinting at 航海 which means journey...hmmm meh XD [2] the portion in the parenthesis aren't in the lyrics but is said in the song [3] hitogomi = human trash....like...the people that society doesn't really want? i guess