赤裸々日記 Sekirara Nikki My Outspoken Diary シリアル⇔Number Serial Number ----------------------------------------------------------------------- ○月×日 今日は君の生まれた日だね そして･･・僕達の未来がまるでシャボン玉のように弾けてしまった日でもあるね･･･ あれからだいぶ経ったけど君はどうしているのかな? 最近よく思う 早く恋しなくちゃって 過去にすがりついててもダメだって わかってはいるんだ そろそろ自分の気持ちにケリを付けよう さすがにまだ君ほど好きになれる人は現れてないけど･･・ 出会いはいつかきっとある! そうやって思ってないといつになっても気分が落ち込んだままだよ(>_<) 前の日記を読み返してみると ネガティブな言葉しか書いてないや これって少しは前よりポジティヴになったって事なのかな さすがにまだ君ほど好きになれる人は現れてないけど･･・ 出会いはいつかきっとある! そうやって思いながらこれからは日々生きていく事にしよう(>_<) もう二人きりでは過ごせないだろうけど 毎年今日と言う日を遠くから祝うよ さすがに直接会いになんて行かないから これ位はさせてくれよな(>_<) 来年もこうやって ここに書き綴ろう 君に届きますように･･･ 心から happy birthday to you ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Marugatsu batsunichi Kyou wa kimi no umareta hi da ne Soshite... Bokura no mirai ga marude shabondama no you ni hajikete shimatta hi demo aru ne... Are kara daibu tatta kedo kimi wa doushite iru no ka na? Saikin yoku omou Hayaku koishinakucha tte Kako ni sugari tsuite te mo dame datte Wakatte wa irunda Sorosoro jibun no kimochi ni keri wo tsukeyou Sasuga ni mada kimi hodo suki ni nareru hito wa arawaretenai kedo... Deai wa itsuka kitto aru! Sou yatte omotte nai to itsu ni natte mo kibun ga ochikonda mama da yo (>_<) Mae no nikki wo yomi kaeshite miru to Negative na kotoba shika kaite nai ya Kore tte sukoshi wa mae yori positive ni natta tte koto nano ka na Sasuga ni mada kimi hodo suki ni nareru hito wa arawaretenai kedo... Deai wa itsuka kitto aru! Sou yatte omoinagara kore kara wa hibi ikite iku koto ni shiyou (>_<) Mou futari kiri de wa sugosenai darou kedo Maitoshi kyou to iu hi wo tooku kara iwau yo Sasuga ni chokusetsu ai ni nante ikanai kara Kore gurai wa sasete kure yo na (>_<) Rainen mo kou yatte Koko ni kakitsudzurou Kimi ni todokimasu you ni... Kokoro kara happy birthday to you ----------------------------------------------------------------------- O month and X Day Today is the day you were born And... Also the day our future was shattered like a bubble Its been a while since then, but I wonder you're doing? I've been thinking recently That I should love someone And I know that I shouldn't Cling onto the past Its soon to kick away my own feelings Although, just as expected, a person who I love as much as you hasn't appeared yet... The encounter will surely happen someday! When I don't think that, I always feel depressed (>_<) When I read back in my diary Its all negative words written there I wonder if this means that I've become a little more positive than before Although, just as expected, a person who I love as much as you hasn't appeared yet... The encounter will surely happen someday! As I think that, I decide to live on from now on (>_<) Although we can't spend time together just the two of us anymore I'll celebrate this day every year from far away Since, just as expected I can't meet up with you directly Please let me do at least this (>_<) I'll do this again next year And compose it here So that it'll reach you... From my heart happy birthday to you