|
Thee Everluvin' Nexist ov Xaos Breach has been online since 1990. The abbreviated format is merely Nexist, a cognate of the Latin root Nex, meaning violent death (as in murder), and the English suffix -ist, meaning one who does. Admittedly, I was in a definate anti-social mood and I have mellowed a bit since then -- I no longer actively espouse the extermination of 2/3 to 5/6 of the planet's population, though I probably wouldn't be too upset. Anyway, the rest of the monicker came about through various influences, mostly occult. The Thee and the ov are from Thee Temple ov Psychick Youth through the bands Sleep Chamber and Psychick TV. The Everluvin' is from Thelema, specifically Love is the law; love under will. The Xaos is from Chaos Magick/Chaotism ala Illuminates of Thanateros. Finally, Breach is because my existence (in fact all existence) is a breach of the underlying fundamental character of "reality," namely Xaos. I chose the Greek spelling of Chaos to differentiate it from the common conception of Chaos merely being the opposite of Order.
|
What happens to me when I die? I do not know. One thing I do know. I will return to the earth and will belong again to the wonderful Mother Earth. Isn't that enough? If only a blade of grass or a flower grows from my grave, that is enough for me. I am happy with what I have done so far. - Ley