Karla's Thoughts
Thoughts
the process of thinking. Reasoning power, the power to imagine, conception, Idea, notion, opinion or beliefs. Weather we like to admit it or not our everyday experiences influence and shape out opinions and notions. The problem being that we become defined by our negative experiences and by doing so we put positive experiences on the back burner giving it less importance.
The question is why? Why is it easier to say something negative about yourself then something positive? And why do we always excuse our present behavior by pass pains? I don’t know how many times in my life I have used this excuse. Just the other day I was in a conversation with someone and we were talking about a problem I have and he asked how come I get so defensive. Because I have been hurt in the past and if I am a bit cold then I might not be so hurt by peoples opinions of me.
In actual fact the only person I am hurting by doing that is myself. I guess you can say that it has become a natural reflex created by my insecurities. I have learned life is as mellow dramatic as you make it. It can be hard and complex if you don’t deal with your loses. The longer you carry them the more self obsess you get.
Your pain controls your life. It will consume you until one day you wake up and realize that you are alone in this life. And the only person to blame is yourself. A little word of advice: In this world everybody has emotional scares. Some are worst then others but are all equal in importance.
Don’t keep things bottled up inside. Deal with it while it is still in the present. And remember excepting of who you are is the first step in finding true happiness.
The light so fair
Life begins with every hour Blooming freshly like a flower
Through my eyes I see the world Sometime cruel sometimes full
For memories shape my inner soul Mocking life’s pains and tolls
My heart is ruled by love and passion Sometimes shape in an unrolling fashion
For I mean not harm or self-satisfaction My heart will bleed a million reactions
You may see me as a whole But within there is a different story told
Thaw I merely pay for my mistakes For life brings more then I can take
But can you see the light over there A light so bright a light so fair
For it is the force that keeps me here
