Death is the Only Option
It all starts without warning, a loved one or trusted authority thrusts a
sharp dagger slicing deep into the child's innocent heart shattering its safe
world of love with betrayal. A reflex pulls the heart away as the first painful
emotion brings a fear of death and insecurity. Stunned in disbelief the child's
mind scrambles to make sense of the puncture the heart has just sustained.
Confused and unable to comprehend the assault, the child accepts full
responsibility. Year after year the pattern continues, as trust becomes a
distant memory.
Deep within solitude and far from discovery the mirror of the buried heart
reflects failure and loneliness. The mind caught off guard responds with a
legion of proof the inner voice is a lie. As time passes and silent to all others,
the heart's once small whisper increases to a scream the mind can not
suppress. Plunging into a darkness of conviction and despair a knowing of
the failure permeates the body. Shocked by the inner betrayal, a rage is
created that will not relent. Over and over you seek for the one to blame, but
none can be found. Through desperate fear the mind has the solution. You
are the one to blame.
The now silent heart slowly dies unaware of its gradual fate as despair
trickles into the cold voids where the dream once lived. Day after day the
darkness kills thoughts before they transform into action bringing a paralysis
to life. Moving deeper and deeper into hopelessness, the childhood dream no
longer exists. Replaced with a cold hatred that the song of lies was ever
heard. Death is the only escape and love is a lie.