HELP ME DIE!

Retching sobs

Tear from deep within

Bloody fists

Knuckles raw

Pounding out my insanity

Frustration, rage, and fear

On a cold stone wall

Dripping skin hanging

From freshly gouged wounds

I sacrifice

I give my pain to you

I give you my sorrow

My devotion

Please heal me

Mend me

Stitch my bleeding wrists

You keep my heart pumping

Throbbing for you

If not for you

I'd have killed myself so long ago

Torn the life away

From its resting place

Rejected it and embraced death

Take me

I'm yours

But if you hold me

Will you hurt me?

Or will you gently kiss me?

I beg you

Heal my wounds

Be satisfied with what I give

And please give back to me

Be here for me

Like I am for you

Whatever you do

But if you simply hurt me

Heighten the pain that burns inside

Help me do what I can't do alone

My love be kind

Help me end this agonizeing existence

Help me die