The Truth as shevette Knows it:

i'm NOT a redhead! Probably! Maybe...

Look, here's the thing, i have this stuff inside of me that i feel like i want to get out. If i just let it build inside me it could fester into something not nice. Right now it's fine. i can live with it, ok?

...so don't make me comit myself into one thing. I'm into bondage, but that doesn't mean that i can't change. Right now i don't WANT to change. i like me the way i am. i don't ever see me getting into another vanilla relationship, y'know sex without bondage. i don't think i'll ever be THAT whitebread again, ever!

i'm NOT looking for a relationship over the net. i'm not looking to meet a guy on the net. i've been there and done that. It's no good. i'll meet a guy, but not like this, or at least i don't WANT to. To me this is just a place to hang out and be myself, whoever that is! i mean that i just want to explore being who i think i am on the inside. So don't try to pin me down, discover my real name, or anything like that. Just let me be who i want to be, in this one place, ok?

That's NOT to say that i won't be talking about myself, because i will! i will 'disguise' myself though. IF i say i live in New York City then you can bet that i live in a big city OTHER than New York. If i say my hair isn't red then you can take that to the bank! But, on the other hand, if i fudge and say "NOT a redhead! Probably! Maybe..." then put no faith in it what-so-ever!

These are the rules i'm playing by here.

The Facts:

i'm into bondage	(duh!)
It seems like it was always a part of me	(from childhood!)
i grew up thinking there was something wrong about me	(because of my desires.)
Adolecence was a pain	(it is for everyone.)
...but especially for me	(because i wasn't sure what i wanted a boy to do with me.)
i discovered self bondage	(and bought myself my first pair of handcuffs)
Finally i discovered someone i felt secure in revealing my desires	(to be tied up, and made love to.)
i've had 5 - 10 loving relationships including bondage	(me as bottom.)
None have been the "..'til death do you part.." kind	(though i DON'T think that the bondage was at fault!)
Sometimes bondage DOES get in the way	(if he thinks i'm there just to be used!)
Maybe i'm wrong, BUT i think that, when i let a man tie me up or i am subserviant to him, i am giving him a gift - me!	(and i expect for it to be recieved that way) (sometimes it isn't.)
Can bondage work as a lifestyle?	(And if so, how???!)
Any thoughts?	or