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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Mon, 18 February 2008 9:46 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Yahoo's Replies About My Missing Homepage
There could be some accusations that I intentionally made my homepage of "Paris Bridge to Heaven" to loose by pretending to have a too late upgrade of it. Therefore it would be like what happened to Lady Diana whereas she was the one who died after I sent a letter of "sacrificing" her to marry someone else, thought at first I was the one who thought that I was going to die. My explanation here that I really miss that homepage of mine, I wish I can retrieve it because it contains some historical moments that might never happened again. I even wish that if Yahoo had really lose it, then someone might have saved it in a CD so I can retrieve it again. The replies from Yahoo came to me about this matter on Wednesday 6 February 2008 from Mr. Joseph asking me to give more details of the incident. The next day another reply came from Ms. Sherry telling me that once an account has been deactivated, they cannot retrieve any of the information that was formerly stored in it. My reply to her was that it could be some kind of scenario from God because the homepage contains a story of rare disaster of hurricane Katrina that drowned the city of New Orleans in 2005, and it could be that God wants me to forget it, and continue my "cyber-space" relationship with Paris Hilton without having to involve in, or becoming the trigger of, any disaster again. Some kind of second chance. Still I wish that if Yahoo had really lose the homepage, then someone might have saved it in a CD so I can retrieve it again.
Date: Mon, 18 February 2008 10:04 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Paris' Poses Around the Time of My Losing the Homepage
Pairs Hilton's poses after my losing the homepage seems like containing her complaints to me. Particularly in her photo holding her book, as if it was to remind me that actually my letters in that lost homepage could also become a book. While her gray dress during her receiving the Harvard Lampoon's 'Woman of the Year' award was like to remind me whether I intentionally made the homepage disappeared to switch my death destiny with her, like what happened when the gray cat Comel died, that I wrote in my letter "The Changing of Gray T-Shirt to Light Blue". While in another photo of her, she posed in front of People magazine's logo but only the letters "OP" that appeared, like asking me whether my losing the homepage was to make her become "zero" or "die". It was followed by the news about her little brother Barron Hilton getting arrested because of driving his car when he was drunk, like reminding me that it should be me who died according to my consent to have a car accident after Taufik Savalas, like I wrote in my letter of "Breaking the "Chain Reaction" of TS Car Accident". I apologize to Paris Hilton and her family and other related people for my loosing the homepage, and I should make it clear here that I have no intention to change my consent to move to the eternity through, probably, the car accident.
Date: Mon, 18 February 2008 10:36 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: "Beating Will Continue Until Morale Improves"
Sunday afternoon 10 February 2008, I was in the Cinere Mall to buy some food at the supermarket. Before entering the supermarket, I stopped by at a car exhibition in the lobby of the mall. I took a closer look to a gray Ford Escape, w new model with some changing in the head lamps, front grill, and tail lamps. A salesman approaching me, making an offer for me to enter the car. I told him that I was only looking, I had no intention to buy because I had no money. But he kept insisting me to enter the car to feel the inside touch of that Ford Escape. I just smiled and left, continuing my walk to the supermarket. A few minutes later, from the supermarket I had to walked through the lobby again, and that same salesman was still there near the front door of the Ford Escape. Worried that he would pushed me again to enter the car, I went on to the gateway of the mall without approaching the car again. All of a sudden, a sturdy white man wearing a black T-Shirt appeared, as if he was from the Ford Escape, walking faster than me and passed me from the left. It made me saw the back of his black T-Shirt that contains a picture of a skull and a crossing bones on top, and underneath there were the words: "Beating Will Continue Until Morale Improves" . Since he walked like appearing from the Ford Escape, it made me feel like he was making a conclusion about my rejecting the salesman's offer to enter the Ford Escape. As if, such rejection was because I change my mind from my consent to have a car accident on a Ford Escape, and it means that I will live longer, with the consequence of my continuing to become the trigger of disasters that will keep on beating this world. My answer here is that I was not changing my mind from my consent to move to the eternity. I rejected the salesman's offer to enter the Ford Escape because for me it would be like only having my consent in fantasy, imagining driving the car, while in fact it was not moving at all, since the car was inside the lobby of the Mall.
Date: Mon, 18 February 2008 10:57 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: "Morale Improves" Will Not Depend Only On Me
Regarding the "Morale Improves" of human being in this world, I think it would not depend only on me. People could now easily access adult sites in the internet, not to mention millions of those subscribing the Playboy U.S. edition magazine, and other similar magazines. For example, on the same day of that white man wearing black T-Shirt of "Beating Will Continue Until Morale Improves", a few hours earlier I was in the Internet Shop nearby Pondok Labu to work a design of a painting for the brother of my brother in law. As usual, I created a new folder in the computer, and it was then I found some photos of nude woman holding a red thing. I did not opened those photos, only the thumbnails that appeared. In order to prevent it to keep appearing, I created a folder with the name "afrmn", to make it appeared on top of other folders, though usually my folder has the name of "frmn". I also had done some other things that could be considered as keeping good morale. Like when I approached a TV presenter in 2001, it happened after my first time viewing some adult sites. And I did make an offer of getting married with her, not just fooling around. I did it to give her a chance to have a good value of doing good deeds. Because if she could help me get married after my watching some adult sites, God would consider her as a good girl who prevent me from going to the wrong way. In early eighties, I also had done something related with morality. At that moment a friend of mine fell in love with a girl that I loved. And I let my self had a broken heart, with the hope that he would become a better person after becoming her boy friend, since she came from a religious family. And I think I had done it well, because one day he told me : "I don't understand about our friends here. Whenever I tell them stories about hookers, about massage girls, they are so happy to listen to it. But whenever they see me going to or coming from the mosque to pray, they will laugh at me, ridicule me for doing such good things. I think they are possessed by the devils......." But most of all, if my moving from this world to the eternity could get along with the improvement of good morality of human being in this world, I will do that sincerely. May God help me with this.
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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