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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Sun, 3 December 2007 9:18 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Supporting Pictures of Comel's Death
Date: Sun, 3 December 2007 9:58 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: The Changing of Gray T-Shirt to Light Blue
In the afternoon before he died, I was wearing a gray T-Shirt, with a picture that looks like NATO's logo. Then after taking a bath, I changed it with a light blue T-Shirt. A strong message that I should consider about Comel's death is related with the light blue plastic plate used to serve milk for Comel that was thrown to the right corner under the table, almost diagonally like making a sign toward the door of my bedroom. And it was after my changing the gray T-Shirt to the light blue T-Shirt. The message could be that I should never change my death destiny with anyone. Especially after the death of Lady Diana in 1997, whereas she died after I wrote her some letters though at first I was the one who felt like approaching my death and I wrote her because her name sounds like "die" that could strengthen my consent to die. Yet later on it was her who died, as if there had been a changing of my death destiny with hers.
Date: Sun, 3 December 2007 10:12 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Sufficient Treatment To Comel As A Gratitude to God
Other thing that worries me about the death of Comel is whether I have done sufficient treatment to him as my gratitude to God. So far until his death, I have hopefully done the right things to nurture him well and to take good care of him. Besides serving him with the right food of Whiskas and Ultra milk, I even hedged the possible access that might caused him trouble. Like in the passage that connect the garage to the maid's working space behind the kitchen, I put a corrugated box of Samsung washing machine to prevent him from easily going out through the front of the house. While in the spiral wrought iron stairs that goes up to the deck upstairs for drying the clothes, I placed a pair of acrylic plates attached to each other with adhesive tapes to prevent him from going upstairs and get lost. Especially since at the back of the house there is a wide paddy fields. I hope I have done the right things as my gratitude to God for his appearance in the house. In the afternoon before he died, my pray was for God to give him the best. So who can deny that the best is heaven, that was my conclusion after his death.
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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