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Dear Mr. Gates:
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Date: Sun, 3 December 2007 10:52 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Some Purchases Five Days Before Comel's Death
Five days before Comel's death, I went to the Mall and purchased some items. A green tap for drinking water dispenser, a flexible water pipe for the bathroom sink, and an Osram lamp were bought in a hardware store in the basement of the Mall. While a lightblue-purple-pink necklace for Comel was bought in a Pet Shop nearby the hardware store. When the shop keeper produced a receipt with blood-like stain on its right, it had caused me to worry about what was the sign of that blood-like stain. A few days later, when Comel was picked up by the maid to be buried, blood dripped from his mouth, causing some stain of blood on the living room floor.
Date: Sun, 3 December 2007 11:15 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Osram Lamp, Zero "Sir" A.M.
A few months before Lady Diana's death, I wrote her a letter mentioning that I will make a "sacrifice" by proposing an idea that she should be better get married with someone else, and not with me. The meaning of "sacrifice" was actually to let my self sacrificed of no longer have the chance to marry her after her divorce. The letter was wrote approaching the sacrificing day that hold every year to commemorate prophet Abraham sacrificing his son. In that story of prophet Abraham, his son was later on not really sacrificed because he was replaced with a lamb. The word "lamb" sounds like "lamp". After Comel's death, I realized that my purchasing the Osram lamp could have the meaning that I will become that "lamb" to sacrifice. The name Osram sounds like "O Sir A.M.", or "Zero Sir A.M.", whereas "A.M." is from my name A.M. Firmansyah. After my producing some paintings of Lady Diana two years before she died, I could be considered as some kind of "Sir" in quote. If my sacrificing my self is for the good of this world then I wish God would help me with this.
Date: Sun, 3 December 2007 11:27 WesternIndonesiaTime Subject: Whiskas, A Wish for Cash to Ease My Consent
Another thing that worries me about the death of Comel is about whether his appearance brought a message from God related to "A Wish for Cash to Ease My Consent". This becomes a problem for me, because it will sound embarrassing if I wish you to give me some cash to ease my consent to move out of this world. But if it is the only way I should do for the good of this world, then I should bear the embarrassment for myself. Also to honor Comel for his appearance in my life to bring me such heavy message from God. By still having the consent to move to the eternity though I have been living in wealthy after receiving some significant amount from you, it could increase the value of my moving to the eternity in the eyes of God. That among the human species in this world, there is someone with such a consent of leaving the wealth of life just because of a strong devotion to obey God's call to move to the eternity. Hopefully it would become a strong reason for God to bestow more of God's Mercy and Love to this world for the good of our kind, the human species.
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Thank's, A.M. Firmansyah Tel. +62812 183 1538
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