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Saw The Change-Up (Ryan Reynolds). Bold but dumb, over-the-top (if you love those movies you’ll love this one), more recklessness and sex jokes than poop jokes, and everyone curses a lot, and in front of the children. One of the young twins bashes his head against the bars of the crib without bruises or scars.
A realization forced me to hit a bottom in the self-abuse, with the cost again of abuse...hopeless romantic, I typed— more like hopeless black hole. “F--- ME!” is there forever because — and I’m referring to 2009.12 — of the non-deletion policy I have:
No content, in whole, may be deleted; it may be reduced for compression and/or legal reasons, if need be,without sacrificing value or vital information. And since it falls under the cat. of “art,” albeit bad art, it has value in whole, and therefore cannot be reduced or deleted.
***gasp for air***
Oh...oh, no— it’s happening again!. Brace yourselves!
War mongers, reality TV. 5 hrs. sleep for an infinite number of questions...signed up on [guess]. And then the scumbaggary/truth sets in. reason #1 why signing up is useless: perception, that I’m not real; #2, I’m too disgusting as a being; #3 it’s about to turn 2012—why bother soul searching. Reasons why I shouldn’t have — confronted with “what, and do nothing?”—made it a 2/3 majority vote — I’m too disgusting as a being, and will only drag eve— I was much like the kid in Art of Getting By...
Ya’ just know, I’ll turn evil again once I have success — the reason why (I) never succeed.
I know I’m evil if the bane of my existence is my existence; only to be a test and a failure, then
a demon if ever. If ever. If ever. (sic) Lef to rot, what’s thought to be left a joke
becomes the reality! DIE. How come I can only think straight when I rebel? And rebel against
all? To burn a hole in society at best?
Oh, not fatalistic in any cute manner. DIE.
Introverted, inverted, perverted.
No real reason, no impatient reason. Not simple or easy (the explanation), like in The Incredibles. Dissociative Personality Disorder, or DARKNESS or REPULSIVENESS Tell me what I have this time? What’s the [expletive deleted] this time? DIE. DIE.
Happy New Year!