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AUGUST 18H, 2003: FUCKING MISERABLE
I feel like absolute shit this morning, depressed wise that is. Someone leave me a comment if you read this.
20 WORDS POSTED BY SAMANTHA AT 1139HR. COMMENT.
BORED OUT OF MY MIND
I woke up feeling like shit this morning, thought; "If I walk to uni this morning I will feel so much better"; only to discover that I had forgotten to hang the clothes up the night before and it took over an hour to dry them in front of the heater.
I had a dream or two aout Townsend last night. Though they may not sound that great the feeling of being sought after and appreciated in the dreams made me feel good.
Then I awoke to find that I still have no friends and am completely miserable. I caught the bus to town, sat down here to check everything was working and I am now going to sit in front of the class room and read The Human Factor which I have not gotten back to since last week despite the fact that I really want to read it.
Could have been that last time I was reading it Townsend walked out of the room and I realized how much I was shaking (not due to him). Fuck I am boring. Cheers.
WORDS POSTED BY SAMANTHA AT 1121HR. COMMENT.
SO, THE POINT IS?
I got a comment! Awwww.
So I get to the classroom only to discover that the class has been cancelled. Not too much of a problem for me because I had already packed my gym clothes the night before, so I headed on down there and blew 2 hours at the gym. I feel so much better now. And endorphin rush or something like that. I always feel better after exercising. I will feel so much better when I am thin, and all the weights in the weight training have gone up by around 50kg for maintenance only, and can run for an hour on the treadmill and barely fell it. That is the aim anyhow.
I am going to have to keep a close eye on Missy because she seems to have the runs and last time that happened it ended up really nasty. Other than that, I am going to put on some Bad Religion, clean the house and wait for my potatoes to bake (which I will only add creamed corn to, so all healthy). Cheers.
185 WORDS POSTED BY SAMANTHA AT 1432HR. COMMENT.
COMMENTS
Name: Philip
Do You Like Me? Yes, I am pretending to like you.
What can I say to you that you haven't already said to yourself. Platitudes? I don't think so. But I will remember you tonight, and try to feel the vibrations going through your head. Impossible, you say? Not in the least. If you relax and let your mind float downstream, it will be easier. For both of us.
Name: energy
I read it, just a little late. I was distracted most of the weekend!
Thanks for the caring comment.
It makes me happy to read that working out has put you in a better mood. It's serving double purpose as a mood enhanser and a healthful activity. If you can run for an hour and not feel it I will be super jelous and impressed.
Hope your little girl is feeling OK.