AUGUST 16H, 2003: PAYING SOMEONE ELSES DUES
I feel like hell. It is that time of the month and I think that I know how it feels in the initial stages of bleeding to death. Honestly, it isn�t a very pleasant experience. I am shaky, my stomach is a little on the queasy side, I can�t hold anything without dropping it (okay, so I am like that most days, but today I am getting grumpy when I can�t put the lid back on the milk), I have cramps and am just all round grumpy. I don�t sleep very well during this time either. I know, I know, I don�t sleep very well any day, but at the moment I must sleep on my side all the time and my hips hurt and my hand goes numb.
I am waiting for the Lawn Mower Man to come this afternoon, and then I am going to go for a walk. Walking helps the cramps, and means that I don�t have to talk all that much with him, because he reminds me of the guy in the movie, before the whole genius experiment. Argh, at least he mows the lawn for a small fee. I feel like hell. Pity me. Oh well, I have had it worse, I just complain each month anyway. Cheers.

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I WILL REGRET ADMITTING THIS
I am so going to regret saying this- I am looking forward to watching Boys & Girls this evening. I must explain as it is embarrassing just saying that. I think that the movie if fucking terrible. It is one of the worst movies that I have ever seen in my life- but it had one bit that I want to go back to- Jason Bigg�s character Hunter/Steve. I think, or rather remember, that he was one of the funniest protagonists that I have ever seen. We will see when I watch it this evening.
Then again I did make a copy of Loser because it is one of those movies where I can predict the dialogue, however it numbs the mind when you are depressed and Mena Suvari is a hottie.
Right now I am going to watch Sweet Home Alabama because I am bored out of my fucking wits and feel like doing nothing. However I did succeed in staying away whilst the Lawn Mower Man was here and even to Missy to the park in Birdtown for a while and let her play with some other children. I am now going to spend the evening eating bad food and watching bad television.

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SELF INDULGENT TRIPE
I am so totally in lust with one of the guys from Mercury 4- the Australian Mercury 4 that is, not the Seattle Mercury Four. I hate the music, but if the guy is just so cool looking and if he told me he was gay, I would not be surprised. Cole, his name is Cole and apparently he is a Christian. Still, oh well.
Anyway, I wanted to talk about another singer, Mandy Kane. I saw his film clip this morning for Stab and I think that it was the most self indulgent piece of crap that I have ever seen! All �solo artists� film clips do revolve mainly around the singer, but this was, indulgent. There was a band! Yes, a band whose faces you managed to see, albeit from a distance, a total of 4 second during the clip. It was disturbing how self involved this singer seemed. The web site doesn�t seem so much better! Very pretty colours though.
As for the song, I honestly cannot say anything about it because I was too busy picking at the clip.
I had so many more intelligent things to say earlier, but I forgot. Cheers.

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